@SONG: Vs. (Five Against One)
(Instrumental)
@SONG: Go
oh, please don't go out on me..
don't go out on me now
never acted up before..
don't go on me now
I swear I never took it for granted..
just thought of it now.
suppose I abused you..
just passing it on
once fastened servile..
now you're getting sharp
moving oh so swiftly..
with such disarm
I pulled the covers over him..
shoulda pulled the alarm..
turned to my nemesis..
a full on fucking god
pleeeeease... don't go on me
pleeeeease... don't go on me
pleeeeease... don't go on me
pleeeeease... don't go on me
please don't go on me
please don't go on me
please don't go on me
don't go on me
don't go on me
don't you want me
don't go on me. (x2)
@SONG: Animal
torture from you to me
abducted from the street
I'd rather be.. I'd rather be with..
I'd rather be with an animal
why would you wanna hurt me
so frightened of your pain
I'd rather be.. I'd rather be with..
I'd rather be with an animal
I'd rather be.. I'd rather be..
I'd rather be with an animal
I'd rather be.. I'd rather be with..
I'd rather be with an animal
I'd rather be.. I'd rather be with..
I'd rather be with an animal.
@SONG: Daughter
alone..
listless..
breakfast table in an otherwise empty room
a young girl..
violins..
center of her own attention
mother reads aloud, child
tries to understand it
tries to make her proud
the shades go down
it's in her head
painted room
can't deny there's something wrong
don't call me daughter
not fit to
the picture kept will remind me
don't call me daughter
not fit to
the picture kept will remind me
don't call me
she holds the hand.. that holds her down
she will... rise above
don't call me daughter
not fit to
the picture kept will remind me
don't call me daughter
not fit to be
the picture kept will remind me
don't call me daughter
not fit to
the picture kept will remind me
don't call me daughter
not fit to be
the picture kept will remind me
don't call me.
@SONG: Glorified G
got a gun
fact, I got two
thats ok, man, cuz I love god
glorified version of a pellet gun
feels so manly
when armed
glorified version of a pellet gun
glorified version of a pellet gun
glorified version of a pellet gun
glorified version of a pellet gun
don't think
dumb is strength
never shot at a living thing
glorified version of a pellet gun
feels so manly when armed
glorified version of a pellet gun
glorified version of a pellet gun
glorified version of a pellet gun
glorified version of a
always leave it loaded
always leave it loaded
always leave it loaded.
@SONG: Dissident
she nursed him there
over a night
I wasn't so sure
she wanted him to stay
what to say.. what to say
but soon she was down
soon he was low
at a quarter past.. a holy no
she had to turn around
when she couldn't hold.. she folded
a dissident is here
escape is never.. the safest path
oh.. a dissident.. a dissident is here
and to this day.. she's glided on
always home, but so far away
like a word misplaced
nothing said.. what a waste
when she had contact.. with the conflict
there was meaning
but she sold him to the state
she had to turn around
when she couldn't hold.. she folded
a dissident is here
escape is never the safest path
oh.. a dissident.. a dissident is here
she gave him away
when she couldn't hold.. no.. she folded
a dissident is here
escape is never the safest path
oh.. a dissident.. a dissident is here
couldn't hold on.. she couldn't hold
she folded
a dissident is here
escape is never the safest place
a dissident is here.
@SONG: WMA
he won the lottery
when he was born
took his mother's white breast to his tongue
trained like dogs
color and smell
walks by me to get to him
police man
police man
he won the lottery by being born
big hand slapped a white male 'merican
do no wrong
so clean cut
dirty his hands
it comes right off
police man
police man
police stopped my brother again
police stopped my brother again
police stopped my brother again
police man
police man
jesus greets me.. looks just like me
do no wrong
so clean cut
dirty his hands
it comes right off
police man
police man
police man
police stopped my brother again
police stopped my brother again
police stopped my brother again
police man
police man
police stopped my brother again
police stopped my brother again
police stopped my brother again
police man
police man
police man.
@SONG: Blood
spin me 'round
roll me over
fuckin' circus
stab it down
one way needle
pull so slowly
drains and spills
soaks the pages
fills their sponges
it's my blood
it's my blood
painted big
turn it into
one of his enemies
it's my blood
it's my blood
it's my blood
stab it down
fill the pages
of my enemies.
@SONG: Rearviewmirror
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I guess it was the beatings
I'm not about to give thanks
I couldn't breathe
enmity guaged
I seemed to look away
it wasn't my surface
head at your feet
enmity guage
saw things
I gather speed
once and for all
saw things so much clearer
@SONG: Rats
they don't eat
they don't scurry when something bigger
they don't scam
they don't scurry when something bigger
comes their way
they don't scurry when something bigger
they don't compare
ben... the two of us need look no more
@SONG: Elderly Woman Behind The Counter In A Small Town
I seem to recognize.. your face
hearts and thoughts, they fade
I swear I recognize your breath
me, you wouldn't recall
I changed by not changing at all
I just want to scream.. hello
hearts and thoughts, they fade
@SONG: Leash
troubled souls unite
I am a fuel.. you are friends
young lover I stand
will myself to find a home
drop the leash
get outta' my fuckin' face
drop the leash
get outta' my fuckin' face
drop the leash
get outta' my fuckin.. face
drop the leash
drop the leash
get outta' my fuckin' face
drop the leash
get outta' my
get outta' my fuckin face.
@SONG: Indifference
I will light the match this mornin'
how much difference does it make
I will hold the candle
how much difference does it make
I'll swallow poison until I grow immune
how much difference
I took a drive today
time to emancipate
made me wise
or apologize
holdin' me down
hand on my face
kiss the ground
knotted by fear
'posed to endure
what I could not.. forgive
wounds in the mirror waved
most defiled
fool to your crown
fist on my plate
swallowed it down
knotted by fear
tried to endure
what I could not forgive
saw things
saw things
saw things
clearer
clearer
once you.. were in my
rearviewmirror
from you fucking with me
I'm far away
hardly believe
finally the shades
are raised
once you.. once you..
rearviewmirror
saw things so much clearer
once you.. once you..
rearviewmirror
saw things so much clearer
once you.. once you..
rearviewmirror
saw things so much clearer
once you.
don't sleep
they don't feed
they don't seethe
bare their gums when they moan and squeak
lick the dirt off a larger ones feet
they don't push
don't crowd
congregate until they're much too loud
fuck to procreate til they are dead
drink the blood of their so called best friend
comes their way
don't pack themselves together
and run as one
don't shit where they're not supposed to
don't take what's not theirs
they don't compare
don't fight
don't oppress an equal's given rights
starve the poor so they can be well fed
line their holes with the dead ones bread
don't pack themselves together
and run as one
don't shit where they're not supposed to
don't take what's not theirs
they don't compare
comes their way
don't pack themselves together
and run as one
don't shit where they're not supposed to
don't take what's not theirs
rats
they don't compare
rats
they don't compare
ben... the two of us need look no more
ben... the two of us need look no more
ben... the two of us need look no more
ben... the two of us need look no more.
haunting, familiar, yet
I can't seem to place it
cannot find the candle of thought
to light your name
lifetimes are catching up
with me
all these changes taking place
I wish I'd seen the place
but no one's ever taken me
fade away
hearts and thoughts, they fade
fade away
memories like fingerprints
are slowly raising
for I'm not my former
it's hard when you're stuck upon the shelf
small town predicts my fate
perhaps that's what no one wants to see
my god, it's been so long
never dreamed you'd return
but now here you are
and here I am
hearts and thoughts, they fade
away
fade away
hearts and thoughts, they fade
fade away
hearts and thoughts, they fade
away
hearts and thoughts, they fade
fade away
hearts and thoughts, they fade
fade away
hearts and thoughts, they fade
fade away.
we got ourselves tonight
we got the means to make amends
I am lost.. I'm lucky
but I'm by your side
I am right by your side
it was their idea
I proved to be a man
take my fucking hand
it was their idea
I proved to be a man
a home within myself
we will find a way
we will find our place
drop the leash
drop the leash
drop the leash
drop the leash
we are young
drop the leash
we are young
drop the leash
drop the leash
my
delight
delight
delight in our youth
so I won't be alone
watch as she lies silent
but soon, light will be gone
oh, I will stand, arms outstretched
pretend I'm free to roam
oh, I will make my way through one more day
how much difference does it make
'til it burns up my arm
oh, I'll keep takin' punches
'til their will grows tired
oh, I will stare the sun down
until my eyes go blind
hey, I won't change direction
and I won't change my mind
how much difference does it make
I will scream my lungs out
'til it fills this room
how much difference
how much difference does it make
how much difference does it make.