the cause of my hope is the cause of my pain i now have nothing to lose and nothing to gain a whole new start that began with the end a life once perfect has begun to descend i'm down on the bottom when i used to be on top the world came crashing down and now i must make it all stop i must shed these memories never again to look back on the past to abolish what was what i wanted to last life just isn't fair the world is malicious it's time to fight back it's my turn to be vicious