Only Love

It seems lately that all i've been thinking of is you
no matter what I hear 
no matter what I see
you are all that I can picture with me

you are truly a special person
there is no other like you
you must truly be a divine gift from god
for without you I am at odds

with the world around me
it doesn't seem all that bad
but I don't wanna face it without you
and that I have to
 makes me so sad

if only you could understand
how very crazy you make me feel
maybe then you would be reminded
of a love that is real

I am going insane without your love
I am losing all hope 
all guidance from above

I have found my path
and it leads me to you
if only I knew exactly what to do

I would give everything for you
without you my world is empty
you fill my heart with love and hope and fear
that maybe I can never be with such a divine being

every night I pray
and all my thoughts go your way
I cry myself to sleep
and hate these feelings that are so deep

they run through my body, soul, and mind
I know I want to be with you
I am so attracted to you
only with you do I feel that I belong

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a goddess 
whom i worship and adore
she punishes me so
that all i may do is mourn

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my soul is grieving 
my heart in torment
my body not willing
my mind bid me farewell as it went

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if i could end my grief
if i could end this sorrow
oh what a relief
if there would be no tomorrow

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If my love really means 
this little to you
then I don't see
why this life should matter to me
if I have to live without your love
then i'd rather not live
dead is what I would rather be

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The sky is blue
My heart is black
I have a great void
Where your love was once at

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Life goes on
Or so they said
But without your love
I'd suffer much less dead

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What have i done
To deserve this much pain
I have nothing to lose
And only your love to gain