my heart races as i'm near you
i have grown to fear you
the hurt you can inflict
with myself i have become sick
you cause so much hurt
now my mind has began to distort
i'll go wherever it takes me
i'll be whatever it makes me
i abolish who i am
and as my mind descends
i hate all otheres
i tell myself i won't need another
these voices keep me company
atleast with me
these voices want to be

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these thoughts displace me
from reality
there again, i never wish to be

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i look up to the sky
and i ask god why
things have to be as they are
why it is that i wish death wasn't so far

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what is that sound?
I can hear my world crashing down
what is that taste?
It wasn't life, for mine was such a waste
what is that sight?
My body diseased, full of famine and blight
what is that smell?
My mind rotting away, my soul burning in hell
what is that I feel?
Something inside eating my heart
this demise is all to real.

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these voices are calling to me
they're begging with me
and pleading to me
asking me
to set them free
i yell back to let me be
can't they see 
what they're doing to me
these voices inside of me
have driven me
completely crazy

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i must silence these voices in my head
they're driving me insane
maybe if i was dead
maybe then the voices won't torment my mind
if it meant not living another day
that would be just fine

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so lost in you
is what i am
even though i suffer
i would
in a split second
i'd do it again