Falsities Shattered

This is the first time, in a long time,
that i've been able to do this.
This is the first time, since the last time,
that i'm going to put myself through this.
After that last time, after that armageddon,
that was my apocalypse.
After that realization, after that isolation,
there I found myself content.
All of my emotions were sealed, all of the lies were revealed,
I knew then I could finally see.
But now I know that I was blind, now i know my truth was lies,
my false reality is now dissolved.
Now that i've been in your presence, now that i've tasted your divine essence,
nirvana seems so much closer.