memories flow rabid
thoughts intermingle
illusions of grandeur 
her whole body tingles

too many feelings
all out of place
too many regrets
that can't be erased

she's been used more then once
she expected the pain
the innocence lost
when experience gained

no longer in touch
with reality
no more burdens
of society

fear alleviates
as the tingling decreases
thoughts no more
her breathing ceases