Is There A God?

chorus:	        Is there a God? I don't know
		My thoughts say no
		But my feelings hope so			X2

Is there a God?  I don't know
My thoughts say no
But my feelings hope yes
Sometimes I think I'm blessed
Other times not
Is there a God?
If there is, how should it be worshipped?
Should I live and die for it?
Is it a living
Breathing
Creature?
Or just a feature?
A non-living entity?
These are the questions that confuse me
I see
No physical proof that God exists
And why does nobody know what God is?
There's so many religions, but how can any be exactly right?
Maybe I should pray at night
But it hasn't seemed to help before
Especially not in 1994
The year that my mom died
And I cried
And I almost died
As a matter of fact I died inside
But that's another song
And it's time to get back on
The topic of God
Does it exist?  If it does it's awfully odd
People tell me I should at least believe
But I can't retrieve
And I haven't received
Any reason to believe
I guess I'll just ponder
And wonder
Away
And maybe one day
I'll find a reason to pray

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If there's a God, why do bad things happen?
Why are there people living like crap and
Why are they stuck on the street
With nothing to eat?
Why are there wars?
And why do people rob stores?
Is God unmerciful?
Is there even a God at all?
Was Jesus really God's son?
Or just another one
Of the people that died 
When they were crucified
For treason
Or sometimes no reason
At all
And did Jesus just fall
Out of the sky
And why
Would God make it's own son suffer
By putting him under
The clouds and on the earth
And why hasn't God given birth
To another one
Another son
Why and how was the universe begun?
How did God come into existence?
And has this
God been around since the beginning of time?
And I'm 
Not sure when time began
And 
No one really does
Was
There a beginning, and will there be an end
If there's a God, is it really my friend?
Or my enemy
Does it sit in the clouds and laugh at me?
Why does Christianity
Believe you go to heaven based on your beliefs and not your actions?
Do they take satisfaction
In thinking serial murders, like Charles Manson
Will go to Heaven
Just by askin'
For forgiveness
I guess I'll never know the answer to these questions
God if you exist, just give me some direction

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