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Have you ever sat in a cemetery, just sat there and looked around? Peaceful isn't it, with all the chaos in the world a cemetery is always quiet, and empty. The only place where people, like us, can go and get away from everyone. As I sit here in this cemetery I can hear, in the distance, the sounds of gunshots and harsh words. I think to myself, good, kill one another, add to my place of peace, because the more that die out there the more I can watch my dominion grow....
I have always been here, in the cracks of the net, in the dark shadows in the corner, under your bed, in your closet. In this realm people know me as Ground Zero, a struggling college student from Southern California (Living in Atlanta now). In human years I'm 26 and my major is Computer Science, my loves are, my eternal mate through life and death (my wife), cemeteries, strong coffee, heavy literature, powerful music, graphic images and of course, Gothic artwork of any kind.
On the outside I look like a normal man, just like anyone else, but inside is where the dark side lives. The dark side that created this web page, and speaks to you about the most morbid thoughts in life, the ones that everybody you know are too afraid to deal with. No, I'm not evil, I'm just in touch with that part in oneself that likes it when it rains, when the skies are dark gray, when the sun finely gets pulled into the nether regions and night unfolds her black wings over the land. All of you have this part of you, this dark side, but society has deemed that it is bad to feel this way, weird, strange they say, something NOT to do. But I know you've seen us, those shadowy figures, pasting you by on the streets, all in black, from head to foot, but view us not as strange. They are like me, misunderstood, for their love of loneliness, solitude, cold, pain, the darker sides of nature.......
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" As I sit here, leaning up against this lifeless tree, the air is cold and bites at my nose. The skies are perpetually gray and the wind slightly blows. All around me is a beautiful garden of stone & death. All these monuments to the past living making up a small city of past memories. The dead sees not these things but to my eye it is beautiful. The row and columns of ominous stone and rock. I FEEL the silence, I HEAR the silence, I bask in the strong feeling of loneliness, I think to myself, "It's good to be THIS alive", as I feel my senses tingle. "Don't worry my friends I'll enjoy this for you", as I can feel their icy arms wrap around me, I can see a cemetery in no color but black and white...."
written by Ground Zero, in Watertown NY, 1995
Any questions or comments about me or my page feel free to write, please don't feel intimidated, I will take the time to respond....
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(I've MOVED! That's right I've moved to Atlanta, GA so as before I am looking for Gothic Models to photograph. So view some of my work on my site and if you like what you see, please contact me at the below address and we will make arrangements)
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