CONTRADICTIONS

 

What one of us think without contradiction

And acts without incoherence? What one

Of us is not mad? What one of us does

Not say with a mixture of pity, comradeship,

Admiration and horror

"Goodnight, sweet love!"

 

The time is out of Joint O’ cursed spite

That ever I was born to set it right.

 

I am to be studied and absorbed, to be

Made a part of your habitual landscape

And mental furniture, lest you should miss

Much of what is deepest and rarest in

Human feeling.

 

My world is preeminently in the interrogative

Mood. It reverberates with questions; anguished,

Meditative, alarmed…

… the interrogations seem to point not

only beyond the contex but beyond life

out of my predicament into everyone else’s.

 

My life is an epitome of mankind, not an

Individual; a sort of magic mirror

In which all men and women see the

Reflex of themselves, and therefore my life

Has been always, is still, and ever will be

The most popular of tragedies.