12.12.98
sometime the next day
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today was weird. mike
didn't call.. fred did,
but i hardly talked to
him cuz my dan was sitting
right there and he doesn't
like fred for various reasons.
so it started that i woke up,
feeling better, (which didn't
last) and he called and came
over around 12, and we literally
sat on our asses all day b/c im
sick. but we called my dad and
he brought me some mittens and
a hat, but the hat was ugly and
it would squish my pretty hair.
haha. that sounded very buffy-like.
well anyways, so my dad brought
me this shit, and pop and italian
food. mmmm...
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we were scedualed to leave here at
7pm to go to the festival of lights
with dan's parents. but they called
and said they'd be an hour late, so
we just sat there and waited. dans'
stepdad was making fun of me because
i have a (faux)fur jacket.. he's like
"how many things did you have to kill
to get that thing?" it pissed me off.
well we get to the festival of lights
and right away i see this slutty
bitch that goes to our school, so i
ran sooo fucking fast the other way...
then we went outside and this guy was
selling these little fake roses that lit
up with pink lites inside of them, and
i was like, "oh fuck! i want one!" so
daniel (sweet little boi) dished out
the 3 dollars to the guy and handed me
this rose and the guy was like, "awww..
how sweet! im gonna cry! now give him
a kiss!" and i felt stupid because
about 20/30 people were watching us, but
i did anyways. so HA! we saw a whole
bunch of jesus freaks, and i must've got
about 15 fucking pamphlets that said,
"you have GODS word on it" or something
to that effect. well we walked past this
little boi, and he like, tugged on my
jacket and said, "merry christmas, ma'am"
and handed me a jesus pamphlet. now that
i think about it, it was really sweet,
but at that time i just acted like a
jackass and started screaming, "IVE
BEEN SAVED! THANK YOU LORD JESUS" and like
spinning around and what forth. i pretty
much did that for the rest of the night,
exept one time i accually started yelling
right in the middle of the convention
center, "And Jesus said unto them, "come
with me, ye children, and ye shall be saved."
And the children said unto him, "Satan gave us
a dollar"" i dunno. it just struck me as funny.
then we past by these two HUGE black guys and
they were like, scared of us. it was soo
spiffy. because we looked quite goth, and
they were like, "wow, hey how ya'll doing" and
like ran away. oh yeah and dan hit some little
slut because she kept getting in our way, so
he like, ran into her. it was funny..
i guess thats it.
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[[wearing]] my fatigue skirt and a little
black tank top
[[hearing]] silence
[[eating]] air
[[drinking]] coca cola
[[mood]] sick

xxxKay