ALBUM: HORROR WRESTLING

I Don't Mind

I wake up lonely you're next to me
I don't know if I've survived my sleep
Don't you know me I'm your agony
Don't detest me Try to live inside me
I want to break through your skin but...
I don't mind I don't care
I can't see the sky from here
What have you done?
I don't mind I don't care
I can't feel my soul down here
What have you done?
Your getting closer trying to leave
Begging for mercy please let me be
Can't you see it?
Life becomes unreal
Can't you feel it?
Oh I'm inside your skin


Smile

I can't see you when you're here
I can feel you when your near
Hiding somewhere deep inside my head,
you breathe my silent thoughts
Smell your breath, somewhere near you soar
Saw your smile, it left my soul to die
You can't make me do your deeds, no
Never gonna feel your greed
I can feel you're there between the lines
Faceless at the time
Wounded mind, choose among the lies
Saw your smile, it left my sould to die
Jesus Christ, please stab my eyes
Jesus Christ Jesus Christ


Serve the Shame

Deep into the shell rankle the pain
Knee deep in yourself, wreck of the insane
You serve the shame
You serve the shame
Loss to fill expose your will, use the child
simple needs, perversities, abuse the pride
Loss to fill, I'll be your sin, without name
simple needs, perversities, serve the shame
Wallow in the deeds, Unable to feel
Too late to repent, this mind must be sealed yeah
You serve the shame
You serve the shame



Mirror's Eyes

Turning into my mind
The mirror's eye smiles back at me
Fed me with your madness
Burnt the cradle to the ground
Created a beast of sadness
Now I'm searching to be found
Reaping the seed you sowed
Left alone to grow yeah
Where do we go?
I don't know
Reaping the seed you sowed
Time has come, no longer care
I wanted love, you gave me fear
Fed me with your madness
Burnt the cradle to the ground
Created a beast of sadness
Now I'm searching to be found
Reaping the seed you sowed
See my life broke in half
Frozen sea you left for me
Reaping the seed you sowed
Time has come, no longer care
I wanted love, you gave me fear
Fed me with your madness
Burnt the cradle to the ground
Created a beast of sadness
Now I'm searching to be found
Reaping the seed you sowed
See my life broke in half
See my life broke in half



Someone

See yeah set my soul to fly
See yeah Someone has to die
And I feel you
Someone has to die
And I feel you
Someone has to die (Someone has to die)
I know, I know, I know, I know
You know, you know, you know, you know
I'm the one to be
There there can't be two of us in me
And I feel you
Someone has to die
And I feel you
Someone has to die
I know, I know, I know, I know
You know, you know, you know, you know
I know, you know, I know, you know
You know, I know, you know, I know
And I feel you
Someone has to die...
And I feel you
Someone has to die...
Someone has to die...
Someone has to die...
Someone has to die...
Someone has to die...



Crucified

Seal your eyes and use them inside
See if you know who I am
Feed your lies and breed them a while
Meet them again when you're near yeah
Under skin, left within
Seamless scars, can't deny
From the inside, Crucified
In silence, resentment bleeds through
Somewhere your past will resort
Feeling dry, I'm dying
You know why
I'm drained from the wound that won't heal yeah
Under skin, left within
Seamless scars, can't deny
From the inside, Crucified

Stench

So I lie, in my stench
Decorated in my self
Scarcely here, mind astray
In myself hate, I crawl away
I still burn for you...
I saw you bleed
Same mistake I made again, made again
Who am I, faceless mask
All what's left, cracked like glass
I still burn for you...
I saw you bleed
Same mistake I made again, made again
So if I burn
Would have done it all the same, all the same
So I lie, in my stench
Decorated in my fence
I saw you bleed
The same mistake
Don't fade away into the gray...
Don't fade away into the gray...
Don't fade away into the gray...


Crack the Liars smile

I'm using life
It's true, I don't mind if you leave
You're fated, I'm always relieved
I hope you understood the words unsaid
So many rooms inside my head
Too many different places
Sometimes I'm dying to be dead
Too many lovely faces
It's like a poison to me
I ain't what you see
I'm too scared to be
Won't you set me free?
Leave it all to be
I won't pretend
I'm not scared to death of being left alone
My love for you is still unknown
I'm getting closer and I use my wile
I crack the liars smile
I won't just live my life to die
I'm getting high from being vile
There is no use to ask me why
It's like a poison to me
I see you drowning in my eyes
I crack the liars smile
I won't just live my life to die
I'm getting high from being vile
There's no use to ask me why
It's like a poison to me


Klotera

All I wanted in my eyes
My frustration your delight
It's beneath my skin
Consuming from within
And once I've seen... you gonna die
Eventually cursed, cursed, yeah
My tears quench your thirst, thirst
All I am is all I need
Can you see what's left of me?
I don't know and I don't care
I ain't going anywhere
I don't care and I don't mind
Pound my head against the ground
Once I've seen your face
I'm caught up in the maze
I'm snared in your fatal embrace


Mind over Body

Turn inside yourself, ease your mind
Turn inside yourself, release your mind
My body's alive, but I'm not inside
And I see broken pictures, floating body over...mine
Floating high
What I only wanted was to fly
Turn inside yourself, ease your mind
Turn inside yourself, release your mind
Saw into your eyes, and death itself has been denied
And I see pictures coming clear
See your body next to...mine
Floating high
All I ever wanted was to fly
And I see pictures come alive
Broken faces, twisted smiles
I've seen enough and close my eyes
Can not live and can not die...
Mind floating high, all I ever wanted was to fly


Unforgiving hours

Take me in your arms
I need to rest
Rest my head against your chest
Stop me from drifting
It feels like I'm fading away, away
Father, O Father, I know you can see
I'm in pain
Always remain, lost out in the rain
Help me to carry, carry the stone
Life's running out of an open wound
When twisting and turning
Endlessly burning you soothe, you soothe me
Seems every beat of my heart brings me
Closer to death, every breathe
All my candles have burned out
I wish there could be
Mercy for me
Begging on my knees
Praying to find peace
I wish there could be
Mercy for me
Begging on my knees
Praying to find peace


Unreal

Hope is wearing thin as ice
When my feelings slowly die
Is there anyone there?
Am I all alone?
Through the flesh to the bone
Thorn sticks deep inside me
Can you feel me, I am wrong
Can you see me, I am gone
From the things I have denied
Feel the smell, Feel the smell
From what once was me
I am trapped in myself
Buried in my body
Can you feel me I am wrong
Can you see me so long gone
I am lost, I'm on my own
All my feelings, turned to stone
To stone...
To stone...


So I will burn (alone)

I've seen your greed, feed upon me
So you think that you're drained by the monster you've created
Isn't this what you long ago chose to be your fate?
Can you see my eyes? Can you see me?
I am alone. Won't you see how I burn
So I will burn, I've stared at the sun
Seeing behind every configuration only death
The awareness in every second one last breath
How can you live if this is all it will be?
I am alone. Won't you see how I burn
See if you can understand why I am
Understand Why I am
Understand Why I am


Ace of Spades

If you like to gamble, I tell you I'm your man
You win some, lose some, it's all the same to me
The pleasure is to play, it makes no difference what you say
I don't share your greed
The only card I need is
The Ace of Spades
The Ace of Spades
Playing for the high one, dicing with the devil
Going with the flow, it's all a game to me
Seven or eleven, snake eyes watchin' you
Double up or quit, double stakes or split
The Ace of Spades
The Ace of Spades
You know I'm born to lose, and gambling's for fools
But that's the way I like it baby, I don't wanna live forever
And don't forget the Joker
Pushing up the ante, I know you wanna see me
Read'em and weep, the dead man's hand again
I see it in your eyes, take one look and die
The only thing you see, You know it's gonna be
The Ace of Spades
The Ace of Spades



ALBUM: FREAKS OF NATURE

Enter My Mind

Precious burden i capture deep inside
What would my life be without pain in me
I rely on what you need, devour what you feed
'Cause what i try to breed is me in you
There's no one else to blame, this is my favorite pain
And all i want to gain is myself in you
Wrath is glowing now through my sunken eyes
Pain is growing i'm jaded from your lies
I don't know why but it's the best way to die
You are the trigger and my deepest desire
I'm losing you, but you will always be mine
Promise me now that you will enter my mind,
Enter my mind,
Enter my mind...


Alive

As my blood has turned to dust
And all has died that i have trusted
I no longer want to be here
I can't deny
I've tried to die...
But i'm alive can you feel it deep inside
I'm alive can you feel it deep inside
I know you as i know my pain
And betrayal was the same
'Cause all we needed then was just a lie


Simon Says

Be, I wanna be
Just like you, what you do I want too
Bleed, i’m gonna bleed
To belong I would give all that you need
I would give my life to get some rest
But i’ll do anything when simon says...
Throw your hands in the air
Wave ‘em like you just don’t care
Reap, I wanna reap
Everything that you sow I will keep
Creep, i’m gonna creep
And i’ll do it again and again and again...


I Wish

Am I too corrosive
Am I just too weak
Am I too contagious
Am I just a freak
I wish that I could hold you
I wish that I could hate you
I wish that I could hold you one more
Time, just one more time
Am I what you made me
Am I what you’ll reap
Am I all you dreamed of
Or am I just a creep
I still see you in my mind
I wish that I could have more time
I know that it will be just fine
All is well now, no need to cry
No need to cry...


Black

Burnt the flowers in my hand, I was almost there
Your denial my demand, I was already there
Now i’m losing who I am
Save me now cause all is black...
Black is black
Turned the water into salt, it was almost dead
Never tried and lost it all, I was already dead
Almost there...

Crave

And so I can’t ignore, my heart is bruised and sore
My sanctuary has been racked, been raked
My soul is colored red, from all the love I bled
My crucifixion is complete, complete
Now I need a substitute for...
...The love you gave
Now I just can’t be saved
And there is no salvation for me
My sin wants to touch but I want it too much
Now I know that i’ve fallen from grace
No matter how I try, I still can’t justify
My absolution is denied, denied,
And so i’m left to burn, my body craves and yearns
The beast inside my is alive, alive


The Bubble Song

So, if I rip your skin
Eating my way deeper within,
So, let me be your sin
Don’t know my face
Let me sink in
All of my life, drained of emotions
I never cried
What am I now, a lack of devotion
I never tried to stay insane
Why did you leave me,
Wish you never near
So, let me be your fears
Wish it was over
Drowning in tears


Right Through You

I recall the scent of you when everything was fine
I remember all the words stuck inside my mind
Cause all the promises were nothing else but lies
I don’t have to look at you to see it in your eyes
I see right through you
Everything’s broken
I see right through you
Everything’s gone
Every time I close my eyes I picture you inside
Though I know i’ve lost it all, forever you’ll be mine
But all the fears inside me left with your lies
I just have to look at you to see it in your eyes
Now i’m leaving this behind
I’ll erase you from my mind
You were never meant to be mine


Leech

Feed me with my pride, satiate the liar
Bleed me in your arms, let me be devoured
Now you see me, now you don’t
You see, the leech is fed but I can’t deny,
The blood that was bled really wasn’t mine
I said I loved you, you should know I lied, lied...
Lead me to the light, blind me with devotion
Read me, I rely on all of your emotions


Get Inside

Silence now the only sound
Shadows gathering around
Hiding thoughts inside my mind about you
I lost what I just had to steal
What we had was so unreal
Bleeding scars I tried to heal in me
Get inside fill my mind can’t define
I don’t know why I...
Get inside fill my mind can’t define
I don’t know why I tried
Tried to live through sacred lies
Feelings had to be denied
I knew it all just had to die anyway


I Will Follow

Understand my mind
I know you’d like to find
The needs you hide inside
You’ll see them if you try
I can’t remember
I can’t remember...
I will follow, needs so hollow
See me now my friend
Be my game, what I pretend
Everything’s too late
All what’s left is hate