The only one who knows
Is not within my reach
My desperate mind needs to be understood
And he is the only one who can see
My other half, my second brain
He knows just what to say
For he understands my f*cked up mind
And he can guide me well
My current match, he tries so hard
To please and help and know me
But he does not know the workings
Of my f*cked up mind
I know he wants to help me
I know how hard he tries
I love him for his efforts though,
His kindness, love, and smiles
So for now I am stuck here
With nowhere else to go
I know I can't go on like this
But what else can I do?
My other half, my second brain
Helps me when he can
But I can't always get to him
In my times of need
My current match, the closer one
Tries to understand
But he gets too frustrated with
My f*cked up mind to help me
So I am stuck here
With my f*cked up mind and f*cked up thoughts
I wonder how long I'll be here