Here I sit alone
As the black descends again
I am not in my life
Where is my reality
Why do I have to
The solution is miles away
Soon I will travel
Far away from here, bringing no one
In this room I sit
Knowing it is only temporary life
Soon I will be real
With the only other real one
I want to go now because this is useless
The vultures will not let me go
But they tell me what to do
Lift myself out of this shell
Torn between my mind
What a waste of time
Maybe I'll just die
To see what it is like