i. Oh these nights that frighten me away -- or at least my spirit running away these nights without the moon, or at a maximum of days it is called "new" -- a refreshment of my trust in the electricity of the dark this deep re- treat where i stand confronted by the stars Orion's little head watching out for me, over me, the brown dwarves dance enlightened, tracing... tonight, the stars are my bright ball of watching and, gleaning all i can from God's words my feeble promises try flying -- attempt dancing, then always r u n n i n g, falling-tumbling I scatter in the fear which keeps me moving away from all promises to hide from all men In the new moon - and yet your dusty planets, orbs of dreamy existence call to me to cleanse myself and with garments dazzling; come to meet with you in the wilderness of the eve of days.*please forgive my hushed "accents" (i.e.- ```)*ii. i cannot help but feel this day that i am caught in the swarms of love stinging incalculable i am lost in the din of Your speech, endless soliloquy with the strings all outside of me the thirsting soul within my disturbedness: here it is where You pull me in Your sticky stance righteous true the sky is crimson with desire of amor`e sizzling so the comb`ed complex is heating up in the middle of You + me oh faulted heart of me which did long to be next to any man, and when whistling commenced - I was dry and emptied, on the paved conscious settlement of my mind I feared even life itself against forgiveness in Your hardly subtle hands -- catching me again with-out the hive of Your beating insides we danced our way() within the breathless atmosphere of s; weet, luscious honey....