31 December 1998
, after a large slump in whining, jenn has decided that you need something good (or bad) to read about. yes, well today was great until daniel's fucking dad woke up. the "ogre" decided he was going to be a dick (as usual) and make everyone feel like shit. first off, he wakes up and after dinner says to daniel "we've been feeding you and your girlfriend dinner for the past week and you don't show any appreciation". WTF is that?! ok, first off, daniel is his SON! he is supposed to feed him, and second, HE shouldn't be getting any appreciation because he does...ooo...ooo....SHIT! he sits on his ass all day and does nothing and then goes to work. yes, that is ok, being as it is his house, but why the hell should he get appreciation for that? jenn has thanked daniel's mom numerous times for letting her be over at the house and eat there, but NOOOOO stupid fucking ogre has to make everything shit. and then, being as daniel is grounded for doing what he was told to do, and the RULES are that he is not allowed to leave the house without his parents, but company can come over until 9 on week days and 11 on weekends...yeah, but uh, it's kind of NEW YEARS! stupid prick. so this very moment, jenn is sitting on the floor of her room, typing this whine, when she could be in a number of different places. ready? 1. at daniels 2. with lynn 3 in big bear city snowboarding with her family but no. that is not going to happen because somehow daniel's parents found out that he was calling her tonight and stopped him, so he is probably sitting in shit as you read this...lynn has not called yet, so she can't go anywhere with him...and jenn passed up going to big bear because she thought (how stupid of her) that she would be allowed to be at daniel's until at least 12. yeah. what a stupid thing to think, especially on new years huh?
28 December 1998
jenn's dog died today. well, not really hers, but her brother jeff's. right now jenn is sitting with her dog who is crying. poor dog lost her best friend in the world. it makes jenn and mitty rather sad. sad sad sad we say. the cat also tries to kill himself today without even knowing. since the dog is inside, her food is too, and mr kitty decided that he would eat the food. well, this wouldn't be so bad, except for the fact that there is more food than there is him. silly cat. mitty is, at this moment, switching her page from wbs to geocities. stupid wbs thinks that her page doesn't exist, so it is very fun for her to try to get non-existant pages to switch places with geocities. yep. and it is too sad for jenn that her dog cries, so she leaves now to sleep next to her. poor puppy.
27 December 1998
nothing really happened today, so jenn doesn't really feel like whining. maybe another day...
26 December 1998
jenn lost the christmas whine!!!!! NOOOOOO!!!! and today was complete and utter shit until 12:45 am. jeff took jenn, lynn and the rest of jenn's family out to the mall and bought jenn's christmas present, which was two really cool posters which she picked out at monsters of rock. after that they went to oakridge, and stuff like that. after that they went to the starving musician and then to eat. after that was fry's, and thats when it all happened. jenn completely broke down and started screaming at her brother (jeff). it didn't help that he was saying that daniel was ugly and that she should date lynn instead because he's "so much better looking" that was probably the last straw for her because she just blew up. after that she was completely fucked up for the rest of the night. she and lynn left right after they got back to jenn's house and were going to daniel's, but lynn stayed at josh's after they brought him his christmas present and jenn just went by herself. she was pretty dead, and just wanted to sleep after crying again for a while. after she came home he came up to her room and apoligized for what he had said. for some reason it made her feel a lot better. all she wanted was for him to say for himself that he was sorry, without their mom making him do anything, and he did. it made her feel so much better and she doesn't even know why. she is sure that there is some weird stuff that has to happen between them before they both can be cool with each other, but they can work on it she thinks, and if not, then it was never meant to happen. ..
24 December 1998
today is not a good day for jenn. even though it is christmas eve and mitty and jenn got to open their christmas presents, jenn had a bad time. her brother came into town, and that is about all that is needed to be said. he so far has made fun of daniel and called her a "teenage bitch that will grow out of it, because she thinks she is too good for everyone". she cried for a total of 2 hours already, are we going for 3? she didn't even say anything to him and he decided to be a dick, one more time in his life. their dog is also dying. he is very weak and can't even get up to go pee. it makes jenn very sad because he is a very good dog. stupid dog loves her more than her brother does. too bad her brother loves the stupid dog more than her. jenn wishes that she could go to daniel's right now but she has to wait about 7 or 8 hours. she thinks she is going to go to sleep now so that she can be there sooner. yes..
23 December 1998
today daniel went to work with his mom and was able to actually communicate with jenn through email. it was quite lovely. it made jenn 2 hours late to go to lynn's house, which he was probably pissed about, but she had fun. lynn's bed broke and he had to rearrange his whole room, so jenn helped him with that. they put it back pretty much the same way it was, but they put up the pink floyd poster that jenn bought for him for chirstmas. it is quite large and blue. it makes jenn happy, even though it is a painful picture. oh well. tonight daniel gave jenn her christmas present, a gold and black monkey and the orbital cd, and daniel got into the house a little late...more like 40 minutes a little late...jenn really hopes that he is not in trouble, but has no way of finding out until tomorrow. icky. she has decided that she will call him at about 12 tomorrow to see what happened. yeah stupid worrying shit.
21 December 1998
last night jenn spent the night at KIM's house after going over to daniel's once again for the nightly grounded visit. it was quite fun at KIM's cause she got some cool monkey socks and gave KIM her leopard skin purse that she had to settle for because hot topic had no more leather since halloween. anyway, jenn got very sick and fell asleep during the apostle. she thinks that the movie was too much like real life and that she didn't like it because the apostle man reminded her too much of people that she knows and it is quite sad that she has to know people like him. yes. right now jenn's cat is being a complete bitch. he has decided that he is going to lay under the keyboard and kick all of the keys and mess up everything that jenn types. but now he has finally stopped and jenn can finish whining without having to backspace and delete everything that evil cyran cat types with his upside down feet kicking fun. today she went to rasputin music place with lynn and josh. it was quite fun, except the stupid people won't let you listen to music before you buy it! what's the dilly with that? how are you suppossed to know if you like some music before you are even able to listen to it? HMMM, mr rasputin man?!?!?! we say "DAMN THE MAN!" that's exactly what we say. but before they went there they stopped by at daniel's house because of his groundedness, otherwise he surely would have been coming with them, and he got in trouble because them coming over before his dad knew exactly what time "was not part of the deal"...yeah, like being grounded is a deal. what a dumbass. so after the damning of the man, they came back to daniel's and sat in his room with the blacklight and ate pizza and talked about how life utterly sucks, and had tickle fights and all sorts of strange stuff. but of course at 9 they had to leave because "that's what the deal was" (uh huh) and they went to josh's. they watched half baked again, which was not entirely as funny as the first time she had seen it with justin, matt and benya in maryland. but for some reason, she liked it better this time over all. strange. now jenn's cat is being a bitch and tearing things off of her wall and she is about to kick his little black ass! evil cat!!!!! oh, but it is ok. she will live, (that doesn't mean that cyran the bewitched cat will) yeah, jenn has decided that she is done whining for the time being. there should be a lot more about the assholes of men coming to the jenns's houses for christmas but she will get into that another time...an entirely other time.
20 December 1998
jenn went over to daniel's house again today, being as he is still grounded forever. before that she had to take her brother and his friend rj to get sodas. of course, her keys had been convieniently covered up by the lovely gifts that she bought for everyone and the key to the nice volvo had so...accidentally...been stolen from her parents' bedroom. so, she decided that she would take all the change in the house and buy gas and sodas with that. it turned out that she had 6 dollars in change, and after buying the fun soda she had 5. well that would have been cool, but the damn gas station guy wouldn't take change! so jenn drug the boys over to patt's house and traded her change for his dollar bills, and dropped off his CD player in the process. it was lovely. and that is all that jenn has to say, so she believes she will sleep now. goodness of night to you all...and may it be darker than your days.
19 December 1998
well, yes. daniel is grounded ONCE again, for doing what his teacher told him to do. yes. it's nice. so very fucking nice. she believes that she completely hates his parents now for putting him through stupid shit that he so does not deserve. jenn went christmas shopping with her mom this morning and then with lynn and josh later. it was much more fun with lynn and josh. before they went shopping all three of them went over to daniel's to keep him pre-occupied during his jail time of a MONTH FOR DOING WHAT HE WAS TOLD TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!! it just pisses jenn off to no end. she at least got his christmas present today because he was not there so she could buy it, or have lynn buy it for her...whatever. jenn started out with $80 and ended up with nothing when she was done...she in fact owes lynn $3. and stupid jewel sucks and is pissing her off because her brother is listening to it now. neat. she wants to use the laptop in her room, but she is too lazy to get off her ass and move, so she will just stay here for a while...a little too long of a while....
15 December 1998
(insert singy voice here) a magic monday!...oh, wasn't that nice? well, today jenn did absolutely nothing. first period she watched a film, second she cut out editorials, third she did not go to because they were striking the set and she was excused, fourth she just sat there and played with yarn, 5th her class went to the library and 6th she sat on the computer all period. it was fun. after school she went to patt's house and waited forever with daniel in patt's room for anna to call or for the car people to call so that they could go leave the check and pick up his car later. while they waited daniel made a butt out of the cheese, it was quite lovely. and then after they dropped off the check jenn took patt and daniel home and then went to her house. her dad decided that he was going to fix her cigarette liter, so he did, which took about an hour...that was cool though because she was doing something. but then when she finished he decided to fix the little light bulb in the face plate of her radio. that was neat until he kept trying! finally jenn got really mad because it was already 7:15 and she had to go to San Jose and get back by 9. she finally just told him she was leaving and started driving away. she didn't like that anymore and so he told her that she would have to take the stupid FFFFFFat van. it is with Fs mind you, not PH. yep. and when she got to josh's house, FINALLY...lynn had to leave. it was quite a sad ordeal. so jenn and josh just sat around being "gay" and doing nothing. they looked at stuff on the internet and talked about ho-bag jennie and her stupid friend annie who has made friends with josh's little sister michelle who we believe wants him badly, (annie not michelle, that would just be WRONG!) yep, wrong.
13 December 1998
today jenn was home ALL day long. she woke up at 10:30 after some strange people called and left messages on the answering machine. her sleep was much needed, but she needed more still. after she woke up she did her editorial on car theft, her essay on children being violently ripped from life's funness, did some history, worked for an hour and evaluated her paper. it was quite fun indeed. after that she cleaned her room up, vaccuming all the fun cat food out of the carpet and rearranging all the pictures in her room. she then washed her comforters, her sheets and her coat, which for some reason, (DANIEL!) had rust all over the back, along with jack's green paint. that jack is gone however, perhaps in someone's tire, being as he had a razor slicing into his head and he fell off on santa teresa somewhere. he has been replaced with a new five finger discount jack who has been fatally burned in a nice shit smelling goo accident. anyway, back to the subject. after doing all of that fun stuff including cleaning the bathroom and the litter box, jenn cleaned out her car to some extent, of course leaving the nice little wound on her dash from lynns little glass accident. there is a spider who is out to get mitty as well. he has decided that he is going to hide behind the computer and eat her when the time is right. he is a mother fucking bastard (so we say) so we have to be very careful here. "you have to know how to deal with these men ma'am, get your money's worth." anyone that does that to mommies has got to die. stupid studying for finals makes mitty all drained and tired so she can't think of anything as well! stupid school. we think that school should just not exist and we should all run around naked with blue flags tied to our asses! (jenn does anyway...and not really all the way) ok, we have whined. we shall be going now. let the mom be with you.
6-12 December 1998
jenn messed up on the whines and is COMPLETELY confused, so there is no whine here....maybe that is a whine, we don't know.
28 November - 5 December 1998
it has been quite a long time since we have whined, so this one will probably be a very big one. first of all, tonight, jenn got in trouble for coming home 20 minutes late. sure, that makes sense BUT yes, there's always a but all the other times she had come home, her parents were ASLEEP! the one night that she is late, he mom decides to stay up and patrol the living room for OCJ's (over curfew jenns) the one other time that she came home late was from a party at lynn's house but that time she was two hours late according to her non listening mom, but it was not her fault because alex was the one taking her home. tonight was almost exactly the same as that, because it was the end of the play pizza thing. every night after the play the cast goes to mt. mikes and has pizza. well, this is what she did. but she had to take some people home afterwards, and it took longer than she thought it would. it's not like she was out having sex or getting drunk, if she was planning on doing that she would at least be smart enough to come home early so that she would not be confronted by the evils of her sleep deprived mother. the people in the play rather piss jenn off as well. she wishes that the only people in the play were camille, elise, jessica, malia, daniel, noah and lynn. everything would be so much nicer. but of course that is completely out of the question, being as they are the only cool people they do not have very many lead roles...that would make too much sense to put someone easy to work with who is also talented into a major role. jenn's cousin also called today. he is a very neat guy, but she hadn't talked to him for about 8 years. long long time there. she realized how "lovely" the rest of her family was while talking to him. she has now decided that the only family she would save in a nuclear explosion if she were able would be her brother mark, cousin larry and "grandmaw" vera. for the first time, jenn is actually able to go to the all night cast party without any stupid questions asked, and without the fear of her being raped by the wonderful drama geeks. yeah, like they could if they tried. it's like a football player (jenn) against a badmitten player (the drama geek rapist) you just know who is going to win. the party should be cooler than most of the other ones because a lot of the horrible people aren't able to stay overnight, AND since it is not a musical there are not a bunch of weird wanna bes. jenn has to admit that the only reason she has the part she has (the smallest one in the play) is because she is sleeping with the director. ok, she's not, but she IS the webmaster for the web page, so that could have something to do with the whole "trust" factor. the porn guy next to jenn's locker is porned no more. poor boy. and with that jenn must go to sleep. there should be more whining but jenn just doesn't feel like it at the moment, yeah.