There's not that much to know about me, but I'll start with the basics. I am a 18 year old male from Mechanicsburg, Pennsylvania. I go to Mechanicsburg Senior High School (MASH for short), and I am in the 12th grade. I'm pretty short (5'4) and I weigh approximately 145 pounds. I have long dark blond hair and hazel eyes. I am continuously wearing a pewter ring with a blue stone set around carvings or small serpents, and a dragon/battle-axe necklace. I like to shop at Hot Topic and buy music from BMG Music Service, and Columbiahouse. I also order jewlery from Alchemy-Gothic Pewter sometimes. My favorite color is black as evidenced by the fact that I am always wearing a black shirt, black jeans, and black 8 hole Dr. Marten's boots. Some of my favorite bands are: Cradle of Filth, Six Feet Under, Cannibal Corpse, Morbid Angel, Metallica, Megadeth, Mercyful Fate/King Diamond, Slayer, Rammstein, Nine Inch Nails, Godsmack, Type O Negative, Drain STH, Dead Can Dance, Overkill, Biohazard, The Tea Party, Bruce Dickinson, Deicide, Tiamat and the inevitable Marilyn Manson.
Previously to learning about Satanism, I briefly studied Wicca. I also did some reading into (in no particular order) Enochian Lore, Voodoo, Islam, Judaism, Humanism, Taoism, and Chaos theory (only a small amount--I'm going much more in depth now). Before entering the occult field, I studied 'paranormal' activity such as demonic possession, UFO sightings, ESP, and ghost sightings when I was very young--11 or 12 maybe. The very first belief I held was that of Christianity. I grew up in the country, forced to go to St. Peter's Luthern Church every Sunday and Sunday School against my will. I suspect this is where the initial rejection took place.
I'm not a very active person. My hobbies include reading (Anne Rice, E.A Poe, Emily Dickinson, Paul Laurence Dunbar and The Lord of the Rings, by Tolkien), writing (poetry, mostly), movies (comedy and horror), and things dealing with the computer (mostly games). I've always been attracted to writing, which is why this page is not an overly graphic one.
People say I look...unbalanced...on the outside and that I appear cold and almost hateful to people I don't know. I don't think hateful, but cold, yes. I appear that way because I don't form opinions about anything on anyone I don't know. But once someone gets to know me (assuming I like them), I'm a very warm and friendly person. Most of my friends are either Wiccan, Christian (the ones that don't support organized religion, or at least don't mind my deviance), or atheists. My friends are all very tolerant, and I expect nothing less; they should expect nothing less than tolerance out of me and they do.
I am not affiliated with the Church of Satan or any other Satanic network.