Nirvana Palmer Auditorium, Davenport, Iowa, Oct 22, 1993 Two Converse high
tops, mismatched. One black Reebok. One tan loafer. One Birkenstock. The
shoes, friends, never lie. And Nirvana's Oct. 22 blitz at Davenport, Iowa's
Palmer Auditorium -- judging from the array of ownerless footwear dotting
the floor of the hall after the house lights went up -- was at least a five-shoe
affair on the rock & roll Richter scale. In a town like Davenport, which
usually doesn't make the cut when it comes to one-off shows, tickets for
Nirvana's first U.S. tour in two years were probably the most coveted ducats
of the year, a chance not only to see the band but to see it up close. Rejecting
the arenas they could surely fill at this point, Nirvana are playing mostly
3,000 to 5,000-capacity general-admission venues. (The only exception to
date: the opening show in Phoenix, where fans who paid the $6 admission
to the Arizona State Fair could see Nirvana in the same 15,000-seat coliseum
that Billy Ray Cyrus played the night before.) Some pundits predicted that
fans of Nirvana's last album, "Nevermind," would be alienated
by "In Utero," given its rawer sound and Kurt Cobain's extremely
personal outpourings of anguish and I-hate-fame bitterness. But if the Davenport
audience was any indication, the majority are in it for the long haul. Scott
McBride, a 22-year-old student from Cedar Falls who drove two and a half
hours to see the Davenport gig, says he prefers the band's newest release
to "Nevermind." "It's more straightforward," says McBride.
"It makes more sense than 'Nevermind.' I think he's putting his heart
on the line, talking about what it's like for him to be what he is. I can't
necessarily relate to it, but I understand him somewhat." David Kemp,
a 19-year-old student and musician who had never seen the band live before,
gave Nirvana's performance an enthusiastic thumbs up. "It was bizarre,"
Kemp says of the crush on the floor. "I lasted five songs, and then
I had to get out of there." Some of the shows have fared better than
others. The Oct. 18 Phoenix date drew rave reviews, while the following
night's show, in Albuquerque, N.M., was reportedly spotty. In general, the
Kansas City, Kan., show on Oct. 21 lacked energy, owing largely to Memorial
Hall's poor acoustics, an absence of ventilation that turned the venue into
a smoke-filled steam bath by the time Nirvana took the stage and a surprisingly
jaded crowd that might as well have been standing, arms crossed, beneath
a banner bearing the words: "Here we are now, entertain us." Cobain
began the evening by wandering onto the stage while the house lights were
still on. "Is Kevin here?" the singer asked. "My friend that
I met last night? If you're here, raise your hand." Hundreds of wise-asses
promptly raised their hands, eliciting an exasperated shrug and a good-natured
"Don't f--- with me" from Cobain. Kevin, it was revealed later,
was a local drag queen the band had met the previous night; Cobain had his
heart set on working him into the encore. But Kevin never showed, and the
encore the Kansas City fans got instead -- "Scentless Apprentice"
and "On a Plain," followed by an almost unbearable 10 minutes
of uninspired, feedback-laden wanking off -- left the audience, aside from
a few die-hard body surfers, looking restless and glassy eyed. Even Cobain
seemed bored with the crowd's dogged insistence on hanging in there for
every last ear-splitting shriek. "I'm not gonna turn my guitar off
until you just go home," he warned the fans. "You can stick around
and listen to this bullshit if you want to." All told, aside from sterling
versions of "About a Girl," "Come As You Are" and "Pennyroyal
Tea" in the first third of the set, the show was a letdown. Not so
in Davenport. You wouldn't exactly expect the young inhabitants of this
town -- a sparsely populated farming community where nearly everything is
named after tractor kingpin John Deere and the local entertainment listings
boast such events as Riverbend Storytelling Guild Ghost Story Session and
Great Pumpkin Day Sale -- to outdo their more urban Kansas City peers in
the kick-out-the-jams department, but they did. The youth of Davenport descended
upon Palmer Auditorium like a plague of rowdy, yahooing locusts, and Nirvana,
soaking up the crowd's rampant energy, turned in one of their most dazzling
shows in recent memory. Within a few bars of the set-opening "Radio
Friendly Unit Shifter," the floor of the hall was a writhing, cathartic
jumble of bodies -- a massive slam pit stretching clear to the exit doors
and threatening to engulf the band's soundboard, which was protected by
only one rickety barricade and three distinctly panicky-looking security
guards. From there, Nirvana -- energetically abetted by former Germs guitarist
Pat Smear and cellist Lori Goldston, who sat in on some of the acoustic
numbers -- took the ball and ran with it. Flanked by winged anatomical mannequins
like the one featured on "In Utero's" artwork, the band members
bounced around a stage decorated like an enchanted forest -- complete with
creepy, dead-looking trees -- and steamrollered in rapid-fire succession
through "Drain You," "Breed," "Serve the Servants,"
"About a Girl," "Heart-Shaped Box," "Sliver,"
"Dumb," "In Bloom" and "Come As You Are."
By the time they played "Lithium," they'd turned the audience
into virtual puppets, a synchronized army that sang every word of the song's
low-key verses and erupted into pogoing pandemonium every time the chorus
rolled around. The band maintained the fever pitch with "Pennyroyal
Tea" and "School," finally slowing the pace and giving the
audience a breather with "Polly" and "Rape Me." The
crowd response to the latter -- 4,500 angelic voices softly crooning, "Rape
me, my friend" -- provided the evening's most surreal moment. It's
doubtful that the parents of those present would understand why a song like
"Rape Me" would attain anthem status. But their kids, the latchkey
children of the Nasty '90s struggling to overcome the havoc wreaked on their
psyches and their planet by the generation that preceded them, know why
all too well. Capping the hour with breakneck run-throughs of "Territorial
Pissings" and "Smells Like Teen Spirit" (which Krist Novoselic
introduced as "a song for our infomercial"), Nirvana left the
stage, prompting what was easily the most thunderous demand for an encore
heard by this reporter in five years. After returning for "Scentless
Apprentice" and "Blew," Novoselic and Cobain hung their still-squealing
guitars on the angel-like mannequins, leaving the dummies to bear not-so-silent
witness to the fans as they filed out. Most of the departing concertgoers
looked exhausted. But they also looked like they'd just witnessed the show
of their lives, and it's doubtful that any of them -- not even the five
luckless mosh-pit casualties who shuffled into the 45-degree Iowa night
one shoe poorer -- had any complaints. KIM NEELY Copyright 1997 by Rolling
Stone