your arms wrap comfortably around my back
i feel your curly hair on my cheek
coarse yet soft like a baby's
your hand is in my hair
caressing my blonde mop
you mumble happy words
you're in a differnt world
i enjoy your embrace
i love the look on your face
i think i want to be with you
yes, i think i do
against my will, i falter and wither
cracks in my pride allow emotion to seep in
bitter, i refuse to believe in destiny
untrusting, i cannot allow myself to love you
but alone, you infiltrate my logic
and force me by your eyes to surrender to you