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So, how
did you guys all get together?
Jeff: Well, how do we make this long story short... I met
Richard about ten years ago, he was playing the same clubs that I
was playing in Seattle with the Fastbacks, and whenever I've had
a song over the last few years I'll call him up and say "you
gotta come kick it," and he's been really helpful in that
way...
Richard: I've valued his friendship ever since then...
He's gone to astronomical levels.
Jeff: And Robbi... Actually, I saw him play in Boston with
his band Tribe After Tribe, and we asked them to come open up
some shows with us, Pearl Jam, a couple of tours, and we
developed a friendship out of that. Shared some books,
conversations, some camping trips, kinda normal stuff. The last
thing was to play music together, so...
Robbi: Normal... Normal... (laughs)
Jeff: Normal as far as other people.
So the
idea for the Three Fish just graduated out of your mutual friendship?
Robbi: Yea. We were camping one time, and I said to Jeff
-- we were having such a good time in this place, we were in the
hot springs and stars and the water was crushing at the bottom of
this cliff -- and I said to Jeff, you know, if I had a guitar
right now I could explode the Universe. So the next camping trip
was actually the guitars. So we just jammed, and every... within
every hour a song was formed. And I would sing the lyrics and
look back on it and I'd write the lyrics down listening back to
it and stuff. It was beautiful, but we had all these little
tapes, so we decided to put it all on a CD for our friends and
for myself, cause I really love what happened. And it became...
What happened?.. We're on a tour now? (laughs)
Richard: There was no preconceived idea of making a
record or the level of where things have grown into now. And I
think that's the beauty of it, I think. There was no plan. A lot
of bands have this idea, this plan...
Jeff: We didn't have a plan until they dangled a dollar
bill over our heads... (laugh) No, no, I'm kidding.
Robbi: A dollar bill? (sings) Working for...
Did you get approached
by the record company?
Jeff: Well, I mean, all we did is we made a few tapes for
us and our friends, and I sent a tape to Goldie who's our A&R
man at Epic...
Robbi: Yeah, but he's more than that, Goldie's been with
them...
Jeff: Right, right. Mainly, just to show him what I've
been doing the last two or three years, whatever, and just to
hear what his feedback was, cause he's a huge music fan. And he
called back, and there was three or four songs that he was super
excited about and said "you know, you should put this
out." And people, you know, in my other band, Stone called
me within a couple of hours after I gave him the tape and was
like, "man, it's so good, I've been listening to it all
night," and so that kinda gave me the confidence to put it
out. Up to that point it was like, well, it's just kinda our
little secret, and that was good -- we could get together and do
it as often as we wanted without having any sort of baggage over
it. And that's what we're trying to do right now: we're trying to
tour and do all the things that a normal band does but still
trying to retain that purity and that place where we can go back
to music and hopefully not allow too much of that garbage to...
and it's a big meditation to get back to that place.
Richard: It's a good chance for Jeff to express himself
outside of what been a big part of his life, obviously, and also
for Robbi and I...
Jeff: It's all about music, man.
Robbi: Yes, this is one project where business is not in
it. This is quite interesting. Because when you're in the
recording studio and you're putting down a guitar solo, and the
record company is giving you a hundred fifty thousand dollars to
make a record, and you're playing the guitar solo and you blow
one note. And you gotta basically redo the whole solo or find a
way to cover that note, but subconsciously, I think, there's this
ticking going on, the telltale heart... (sings) Working
for the yankee dollar. It gets there, you know, it comes into
your music, I think it does. But with this project, because it
was just about having fun, it's taught me so much, it's reminded
me so much of what it really meant... I mean when I was a kid I
used to stand with the mike... with a broomstand, "hey mom,
mom come here," I'd put on a Johnny Winter record, I was
like, dancing all over the room for my mom. There was no business
there. It was purely, "hey, I love this feeling, this feels
so good, this note is so good..." And it's the same thing
with us. Jeff would come with these acoustic guitar parts, and
I'd say, "Jeff, I need to sing on that right away, I can
hear it, I can hear the melody, it's so beautiful. Laced,
for instance, if you listen to the guitar parts and the bass line
on that thing -- Jeff played all of these things on this little
cassette, and they couldn't find the 24-track. So I said,
"but I love that piece of music," so we just dumped
this straight on the 24-track. If you had $150,000 you wouldn't
do that. That's not, you know... The record company doesn't want
that.
Did you feel this
need to simplify your music after Pearl Jam just exploded to such success?
Jeff: Well, I think there's probably a little bit of
reaction to... Just wanting to do something different, you know,
and I think there were a lot of times when maybe even a riff
would be almost kind of like a heavy Pump kind of riff, an arena
riff if you will (laughs), and rather than approaching it
-- which typically in the studio you would say "this is a
heavy riff, we'll put it through a couple of Marshall stacks and
make it sound really big" -- instead of that, I would say,
"well let's put it on an acoustic guitar," and we'll
play it on a capo on a twelve-fret, and it'll sound like a
mandolin, it'll sound like this wimpy little thing, but it's this
heavy riff... So just trying to approach... Just trying to take
chances, you know, that's what it was all about, it was all
about... you know, there was no plan to put out a record or
anything, so we could do whatever we wanted to. There was only
four or five of us in the room when we were doing it, and so we
didn't have to worry about anybody laughing at us or anybody
judging us.
Robbi: And we tried not to simplify it because of the
musical experience, because of the way it was written -- the
whole songwriting process became so simple that we've tried
during this whole tour not to simplify everything that we're
doing. For instance, I used to have this thing where I'd have two
shots of Tequila before I'd go on stage, just to loosen the
rational side, and Richard would like to have a beer on stage...
Richard: Or a glass of wine.
Robbi: Or a glass of wine or something. So we decided now
we're not even gonna do that, we're gonna go on stage totally
clear and just... Because that was how the music came. And the
way we talk and the way we communicate with each other, and I
don't know, if you were at the show tonight you saw reading
poetry to the audience. Now, in order to read a poem and really
understand it you have to simplify and stop that machine in your
head, the one that's always going...
Jeff: Chatter.
Robbi: "Chatter-chatter-chatter..." The computer
in your head needs to be slowed down to the perfect point where
you can reach the gap between the thoughts. So we're sort of
using this tour to try and increase that experience. You know,
simplify doing yoga, breathing and stuff before we go on stage,
as opposed to "hey, let's go," you know, like
"hurray, hurray, let's go," like a basketball team
would maybe do, but rather go to a silent place, and then go
spinning.
What was it you were
actually reading?
Jeff: It was Rilke, it was from a book called Difficulties...
What's it called?
Robbi: The Difficulties of Love...
Richard: Love...
Robbi and Jeff: Love and Other Difficulties.
Richard: That's something we've all shared in our
friendship.
Robbi: The relationship stuff...
Richard: The intricacies of love... Primarily, we were
influenced or have a fond likeness to Rumi, which I think we've
shared reading that on some of the other tour dates... to kinda
change it up a little bit... That's another great thing about
this is beyond the musical experience. It's the first time,
actually, in my life that I've been able to take it to another
level and actually share some writing material, which a lot of
bands are strictly about the music, it's almost tunnel vision,
and I think it's a great thing when it can sort of go above that,
beyond that, sort of use it...
Robbi: What was the poem that I used tonight... Lorca. I opened with
Lorca tonight. Because I read this poem in The
Poet In New York. Yeah. It's a cool book.
Could you recite it
now? What exactly it meant and why you chose that...
Robbi: The wind one day came to my soul with an odour of jasmine. And
the wind said to my soul,
For all my odour of jasmine I want your odour of roses.
And I said to the wind, "But I have no roses.
All the flowers in my garden are dead."
And the wind said, "Well, I'll take the withered leaves
and the yellowed petals," and the wind left.
And I wept, and I said to myself,
What have I done to the garden that was entrusted to me?
I think it's a beautiful poem, because it kind of captures... Sometimes I look,
you know... When I go to the beach in Venice, in California, I go to the beach
in Venice, and you go up to the water, and the waves are coming, and the sound
and the seaguls, and you look at the seaguls, and they're all maimed, and you
look at the water and it's junk, there's junk all over the ground, it's like,
oh what have I done to this garden that was entrusted to me? Sometimes you might...
Some people arrive at that place where they say to themselves, you know, "what
have I done to contribute to the destruction of the planet?" Driving a car is
an ordeal these days, it's like, you know, I'm pumping that gas from the ground
into the sky... I love the way the poets do it. But I think the one poet that
we love the most is Rumi because of his passion to go beyond those thoughts,
straight into the heart of love.
The poetry, and the influences you have -- I read
the bio, and there's a number of them that you had written down. I just
wanted you to tell me about each one of them and how they influenced you.
Jeff: Each one?
Robbi: Can you remind us?
Sure. (hands Jeff the record company bio)
Jeff: Kind of spontaneous recollection of the bio... A lot of
this was just stuff that was laying around in the studio, or it was conversations
that we had while we were in the studio.
Robbi: I think that the Sufi music one will tie every... all of it
up. Or not necessarily the Sufi music, but the whirling dervishes. They
will tie all of this stuff up, because the whirling dervish, what he does
is, he spins. Not like the ballerina who does the marking and stuff, very
mathematical, but he just spins, and the whole thing is to achieve the silent
place in between. And it's the silence between the thoughts. If you have
one thought and you have another thought, between these thoughts there's
this gap of silence. And if you can achieve that... When you see Hendrix
playing the guitar, you can actually see that he is in a silent place. In
his eyes, the way his mouth moves before that note comes out: "Ooa..." and
the note comes. He's so in tune, he is so one with that guitar, there's
a silence about it. And all these poets, all these people talk about that
stillness that can reflect... You know, like the Zen people, they talk about
the still lake that has a perfect reflection. A stormy lake cannot reflect
life properly. So there's a silence, there's a silence that you can achieve
in the music, in the middle of that chaos and all that stuff. The Grateful
Dead, when they're playing, when they really hit the peak of their playing,
you can see that Garcia is so... was so... inside. All the players are just
listening. In order to listen you need to have a silence. I think that might...
The whirling dervishes are good... it's a good tie-up of all that stuff...
of all those poets: Rilke is talking about that, you know, the silence.
Jeff: You know, Lars from Metallica, when he's playing drums he just
has this silence. (laugh) Nah... I saw him, he doesn't have a silence.
Yeah, they're off... What I was... I guess, you
don't find this in music -- there's so much poetry, spirituality, religious
overtones, and that's at least new to me.
Jeff: Yeah, and you have to be really careful, see, because I mean,
you can't just go full-on into it and make it this religious experience
and expect to... for people to understand it and for people to get into
it. People come to these venues to see rock-n-roll or whatever, and so...
We've been really careful about how much poetry reading that we do or try
to balance out the set with livelier numbers with more quiet numbers. So
far I think it's worked pretty good. Like, you kind of wonder initially
how people are responding, and it seems that somewhere halfway through the
set you see people kinda like...
Richard: Identifying.
Jeff: Yeah, somehow finding some focus. But you know... There's probably
some people coming expecting some sort of Pearl Jam experience or something,
and it's just... it's just so different. You know, it's really different.
(to Richard)
What you were saying earlier that some kids, like, come up and run to Jeff
for an autograph, and that's new for you.
Richard: Well, I think what I was saying is that there's obviously
gonna be a certain number of the crowd probably a little eager about the
Pearl Jam connection, and I think Jeff's been really great at doing... being
honest to... this is a definite separate experience, but... There were times
when, I think it was in Philly, when there was someone that obviously wanted
something else than what we were about. So there's been occasional...
Jeff: It's been so good though, I mean...
Richard: Yes, for the most part.
Jeff: The people that come to the shows have been really, really
respectful, which is... I mean, before the tour I was actually sweating
a lot and calming myself ahead of time thinking, ok, there's gonna be people
yelling stuff, and I'm gonna deal with that in a really calm manner, you
know, I'm not gonna step outside of what we're trying to achieve, which
is that calmness... And there are times, I mean, Philadelphia or wherever
we were, and my instinct was like... (makes a severe face) I wanted
to get into the guy's face or whatever, and it took care of itself as soon
as I kinda just let it take care of itself. There were people in the audience
that were in his face, like "shut up, we're trying to watch the show," whatever.
And that's a huge tribute to people coming to these shows with open minds.
Robbi: In fact, that guy actually bonded the audience that night.
Because straight off when he was so on about that thing the whole place
was just like, "get out."
Was he yelling "Pearl Jam" or something?
Robbi: Yeah, he was saying silly things. I can't remember exactly
what he was saying. But while he [Jeff] was speaking now, you know what
it reminded me of is, I saw this documentary on hurricanes and people that
study the hurricanes, and when they were doing it the government didn't
think it was something worthy of being studied, so they would get these
smaller, little planes, really weak, and they would go through this thing
to hit that silent spot in the middle, and that's where they were doing
all their research. So they would get these little planes and they were
going through hell: cheap equipment, cheap planes. And I think something
like that is what we're achieving: it's like a small little airplane, it's
not something a lot of people would put their money into, big corporations,
you know... At the moment. but in a few years' time I think things that
we're doing are going to become more manifest.
Richard: That's something also, when you're getting into that music
you can't expect people to go to that place with you, but I think we've
been very sincere about... when the set and on-tour playing gets to a certain
level it seems to me that people are there for the most part. It's a nice
response.
Tell me about the name Three Fish and the story
about three fish.
Jeff: It's based on a Rumi poem. [Read
the entire poem here]. There was a point when we were in the
studio, and Robbi asked me if there was any particular poem that I'd read
lately that had hit me hard, and so I showed him the story of the three
fish, the poem by Rumi, and he started reading it. Meanwhile, I picked up
a guitar and started strumming a guitar, and he just started reading over
the top of my... what I was playing on guitar, and it turns out that the
guy in the control room was rolling tape. It was this long piece, and afterwards
we were like, oh yeah, it was fun, you know, whatever, and a few days later
we put it up and listened to it, and we were like, wow, that was really
cool for improv. And we got this idea, he was saying that we can do a children's
record of these really great poems that have... This story almost has this
really simple visual. A kid could hear that story and imagine... But there's
a great message in it.
Robbi: (to Jeff) While we were mixing it you were doodling,
right? He drew these little fish... Did I cut you off there?
Jeff: No, no.
Robbi: So he drew these little fish, and I was like, wow, that's
pretty, that's really pretty. And then he wrote "Three Fish" underneath
that, and... and then I don't know what happened, it's just like...
Jeff: It just was like the name on the tapes.
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