(Chorus)
Pain is forever, scars don’t heal
Pain is forever, emotions I can’t feel
My torment lasts on, while no longer I can
Look in to the eyes of this madman

Heartless bastard, blackened soul
Stone cold eyes, dark as coal
I can’t control my life anymore
I can’t deal with the pain anymore
I dealt with this shit for way too long
Why is it me who’s always wrong?
No one else controls my life but me
But everyone else is too blind to see

(Chorus)

People do things to me behind my back
Then they wonder why my mind is cracked
Push me, push me, push me away
When I’m gone, what will they say?
Will they say I was a hell of a guy?
Or just some asshole who wanted to die
Used, beaten, then thrown away
Now I’m dead, no more to say

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