As I look through faded memories
of how things should have been
I wish to god I didn’t know now
the things I knew back then
Reading words of love and caring
back when they were wrote
Words I’d show to others
things to make me gloat
Now I realize they meant nothing
only empty dreams
Now it drives me to insanity
tearing at the seams
The pain drives deep down into me
through a blackened heart
I should have seen it coming
right from the start

(Chorus)

See my pain, through my empty eyes
Watch it grow, it’ll be my demise

What the fuck was I thinkin’
different from the last
I hoped it would last longer
not end so god damn fast
No one there to help me
no one fuckin’ cares
No one reached to comfort me
all just stopped and starred
Now the shit has just hit the fan
and no one is aroun’
So you ask me for some sympathy
but you kicked me while I was down
So you want remorse from someone
don’t fuckin’ look to me
After all the shit you put me through
now I’m finally free

(Chorus X 2)

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