Need To


I,
I am confused
Fighting myself
Wanting to give in
Needing your help
Skin cold with fear
Feel it when we touch
Outside I don't know you
But inside I'm fine

Can you see in me?
Skin cold from touch
Each day confronted
With what I have done
You pull me closer
I push you away
You tell me it's okay
I can't help but feel the pain

I hate you!
Why, are you taken?
I love you!
Why, do I feel so helpless?
Why's it you
Ripping my insides each time I lay with you?
Why do I cry?
Why do I really need to?

Why?!?
Fuck, you bitch!
Need to,
Fuck!

I hate you!
Why are you taken?
I loved you!
Why do I feel so helpless?
Why's it you
Ripping my insides each time I lay with you?
Why do I try?!?
Why do I fucking need to?!?

Fuck!
Slut!


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