I Don't Know

I DONT KNOW

Whats going on in my head?
I don't know.
Confusion begins to grow.
What do people think of me?
I dont know.
Deception begins to grow.
What are people ignoring me?
I dont know.
Aggravation begins to grow.
Im tired of being quiet and ignored.
And Im tired of hiding in this corner
I seem to be falling lower and lower
into this dark hole
of loneliness, confusion, deception, and aggravation.
Does anybody know
Why feelings grow
and then they leave?
I dont know.

12-6-93

Dont be too critical people, I was 13, when I wrote this. But it is still representative of how I felt inside and that is what matters most in my mind, and in my heart.

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