You Have No Spine

You have no spine
You look my way
And feed your eyes awhile 
You look away so I wont get confident
You grab my hand
And rub up against me when no ones looking
You have no spine
You fondle my mind
And turn away and leave me
You have no spine
I pounce on you and hold a knife to your back
And all you do is whimper
You have no spine
You poor creature
You are so very morose
You hunger for pity so badly 
But you speak you don't give a shit
You don't want them to know
I make you tremble and shake 
And oh how I make your knees buckle
And all you do is whimper as the 
Cold metal tears your flesh and 
Slips in between your bones
And all you do is whimper.

10-13-96
Suo

I was 16 when I wrote this. I was towards a boy who I though I had feelings for. I did have feelings for him. But it didn't work out. We got into an argument one night, and that was it. That was the end of our relationship according to him. He was a stubborn guy, but thankfully he is out of my life. I never really told him how much he hurt me. But he never really could understand anyway. Ah, the perils of young love. Oh well, what can I do, I wanted to rip his heart out. Now I can just write about it, as I did before, and everything seems to be okay any how.

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