You Are...

My perfect little hell
The sort that makes me real
While lost in fatalistic dreaming
Dreaming of a dream that makes me a nightmare.

Kiss me
You promised to kill me
Hurt me
...Where were you?
Love me
You fucking hate me.
Help me
I'm going crazy inside.

You hurt whoever touches me
You kill whoever hurts me
And you make it all go away
You make it all go away.

You are the psycho
You are the devil
You are my sin.

I would take this shining blade of truth
To cut across a tainted wrist of hate
And let forgiving love bleed its way out
On a bloodstained floor reflecting broken wings
I have nothing and it means everything.

I can gamble all I own
In suicidal bliss
You speak with a tongue of poisoned ice
That slides between my lying lips.
You hold me but I can't feel you.
You look at me, but I can't see you.
You broke my hands and tore out my eyes
Because everything I see
And everything I touch
And everything I think
Is supposed to be you and only you.
You are my hell.
You make me real.

You are my masquerade
You are my chance to change
You are the thing I crave
I don't exist without you.

~MY _5.31.01

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