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Revolving circles of endless cycles,
You and I will dance to the songs of life and death.
Counterbalance, two halves, we are the same part of the same kind.
Twin spheres of pinpoint brightness,
We are linked together despite what you deny.
And even if we met, through the shadows of light,
You'd hate me for what I am,
A part of you, a half of you, the last end of you that you didn't find.
Your hatred is like my love,
Containing the capacity for the very opposite,
Like twin mirror images, reversed
I am cursed, to love you with the fiery passion of a beloved sibling--
As you seethe your bitter hatred toward me as a rival, an enemy, a foe.
And I would try to watch over you,
Do anything to keep you alive--
While you would join the opposite forces of where I am...
To hunt me down, kill me, demean me for haunting you,
Shred me apart until I am gone from your mind.
I want to love you forever, there is nothing you want I can deny...
Even if you hate me, detest the very sight of me, loathe the very thought of me,
I still care for you, would die for you, and still would to beyond the end of time.
And if dying at your feet is what would make you happy,
I would grant your fondest wish, your deepest desire...
And let you cut me down when I've just saved you,
Not resisting as I slowly die in agony
Within the shaky circle of your arms.
You're uncertain, I can tell...
Though you'd never admit to anything,
Even as you sadistically kiss me goodbye,
Pressing those lips against mine, you would still lie,
Yet you will tell the truth within the coldness of your eyes.
You know we are two parts of the same whole,
Destined to move together, forever, among the threads of light and darkness.
No matter how you hate me, you still understand and care...
Just as I hate you for hating me and hate myself for acting the way I am,
Always, forever, eternal to the end of infinity.
Revolving cycles of endless circles...
Twin expanses of final, unabridged darkness.

~MY _{September 30, 1999}

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