One Step Backward
Clothed in storms of destruction
I was viciously rampant, wickedly wild.
The eye of tempests
I was more of a god than a child.
But somehow you found me
Somehow you came
You reached up toward me
And brushed my face
With wings of cold fire that burns on inside me
An unending flame.
I was a ruler of nightmares;
They made me their king.
But you gave me a crooked brass crown
And told me I was nothing.
Didn't understand a word you said
But somehow the beat of your heart
Scarred inside my head
I didn't know fear, but you made me paranoid
Your image wavered within my black void.
I was of fire, I was of wind
A master of chaos bound only to whim.
But you who are of earth, you who are of water.
You seized my soul and made me your martyr.
I want to understand
What you're telling me
Take my hand
Lead me on
Let me stand
Agony ravaged my body; Death kissed my lips
You glanced and smiled
Then you left
Agony is my creed; Death became my hands
But the caress in your eyes
Conquered my heart
It rules my head.
I wanted to run
But I couldn't leave
The breath on your lips
Was a silent plea.
I am the shadows; I am the dark.
You are the light that shattered my heart.
~MY 7.6.01
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