NOTE: I apologize if this
seems inappropriate or whatever, but the stuff you see written
here is really what's going on... my little decision, my first
step to letting the world know what's up with me.
3/21/00
Decided to start a diary online... Actually, I was going to put it in from the beginning when I started "Honey Blade" during winter vacation, but I figured I'd be too lazy to update it every day. Well, today I read my friend Raymond's diary on his page and well.. it was so damn interesting that I was inspired to put one up for me too! (^___^) I swear Raymond.. your life is more interesting than any stupid tabloid out there.. LOL... so anyway, please excuse any typos and stuff. (plus if anything too "kageki" is in here please email me!! prob. nobody but mehri even knows what that means but who cares)
The only thing is that my life ain't too interesting so I'll talk about something each time it's a boring day.
OK so on to today... I woke up late because I've been sick and went to sleep at 8 pm the day before but had to get up to do my HW (turned out to be 3:30 am, probably the only time in my whole life I've been up at 3:30 in the morning). My voice is all screwed up still... allergies man. (X_X) At school, we have 2 break periods, nutrition and lunch, but despite the fact that most of my friends are running around like nuts, I sit relatively quiet eating my sandwich. (u_u mijime da) Sometimes I get to talk or do something with Leila, a relatively intersting friend I have. (^o^ she kicks ASS) also my friend Bo dyed his hair BRIGHT red over the weekend.. it looks really good... wish I could but then I'd have a lot of hair I'd have to cut off after a month or two!! I really don't like my geometry teacher Christianakis (AAARGH he's so stupid) but almost everyone who has him does. (except Masaki says he's cool.. but what does he know.. he calls mr. zwick "billy bob") I just woke up from a 2 hr. nap. yay! all refreshed.
yesterday I finally got to listen to a band I've had a lot of interest in for a long time, R'OSE. Their major debut is finally out!!! ::cheers:: OH MY GOD!!!! They're SOOOOOOOOOOO GOOOOOOOOOD!~!!!!! ::dies:: Yuki's voice is AMAZING!!! I LOVE their song!!! (it's called "aoi tori" or "blue bird") This is the only truly (popular) visual band with a female vocalist as far as I know. man.. yuki's voice is so SO amazing.. she sounds so sad... kind of soft and hoarse but very very nice...
Today's entry is long because I have time. (^o^) I SHOULD be practicing my bass but oh well... sorry again Dana... (^^;;;) I promise I'll do well tomorrow...
I probably told most of my friends I wanted to go to Smashing Pumpkins on 5/23 but since it's a Tues. night i can't go. I asked my mom and she was like "aren't you a little YOUNG? things *happen* at those concerts, you know! some crazy people out there!" and I thought to myself YEAH.... but that's no different from being at school... (aah!! LOL she just came and sat down RIGHT next to me ^^;;;;;)
umm... otherwise I think I should
end this entry cuz it's long huh. I'll try to put an update notice
on the first page, OK!! thanks for reading everyone! seeya tomorrow~~
3/22/00
Today was a fairly good day- I don't have any HW due tomorrow so I talked a lot to friends online and stuff. Once again someone said where I hang out is boring, but hey, who cares? better than being brain dead and doing something constructive like studying. (^_^) people were calling each other chismoso and chismosa today (spanish for someone who talks about people/gossips) and it was pretty funny (^o^) Plus over the past couple days I've made a pretty good friend out of a guy I barely knew a couple weeks ago. (yes raymond that's you) What's weird is I think that he's the first person I know in RL that I've told that I write fanfics. hmm. everyone knows that I write but not fanfics. curiouser and curiouser.
Don't you hate it when someone who hasn't talked to you in such a long time starts saying stuff that makes you go like "uhh... yeah hmm..." and don't know what to SAY?!!?? (@_@) aaaaaargh it drives me nuts man!! (you know what also drives me nuts? people who don't update their pages!!! but that's me too.)
In 3rd period today we had to play softball and the girls all suck really bad because it's pretty hot out on our ghetto field. My legs are all sore form runnign now.. I'm SO out of shape!! Sometimes I wish I was all strong and buff like my ryuryu or J or something. ::sigh:: of course I wish I was a rock superstar too, but hah, like that's gonna come true. ::laughs::
In 4th Leila and Sharon and Rosa and I were sunning by the window where there was a nice breeze....it felt so great... (^o^) like a dream or something when you shut your eyes. very quiet. See, that's like a fantasy for me. close my eyes and when I open them everything will be great... of course it never is, but that's why it's a fantasy right? riiiiight. Leila's grounded so we couldn't go to writer's club.. very big bummer. (>_<) but then of course, I don't have anything to read as usual. Leila says she's gotta teach "this chick" (yours truly) to surf. Ryu-chan, ganbarimasu b(^_^)d ::laughs::
trying to make this short. :D Lately I've been listening to more yougaku along with the usual J-ent stuff . (yep, U2 and J back to back!) The stuff I really like is pretty damn '80's or kinda warm and melancholy acoustic stuff. been pretty into Smashing Pumpkins, U2, blur ("you're so great" is very akari-boom!), Nirvana (of course...), garbage, and then some other stuff. Of course I'd still much much MUCH prefer to listen to my dear cheeseball Ryuichi solo works than the Offspring or something like that, but I doubt that'll change any time soon. (=^_^=) listening to Chara right now.. CHARA ROCKS!!!! (:D)
atsui atsui kiss shite, kiss
shitete ima, hashiri tsuzukeyou yami wo~~~ (^____^) One week to
go till "gravity"!!!!! (yes Sugizo, I saw that picture
of you and all those rubber dildos. ^^;; eheh...eheheheh... ::sweatdrops::)
3/24/00
I am SO sick. sick sick sick. I hate allergy season with a vengeance. I've been all weak and sniffly since I went with Carla to Santa Monica on Sunday and it got really bad yesterday... I couldn't even taste my cereal in the morning!! (and it wasn't no wimpy ass corn flakes either, they were "jungle swirl" froot loops too!!) so I missed my test and the mini lab in bio but oh well.. I got to go to the post office (woo hoo) and tagged along to Aron's records where I saw some funky ass people buying funky ass music. When I got home I got to watch one of mari's tapes (yaaay!!) and Nanase was on there!!!! NANASEEEEE!!!!! ::cheers:: Oda-san was too!!! and they performed "cosmic love"!! plus there was a lot of sophia PR and "missile" performances. yappari kuro-chan ga ii~~ (^o^) Kuro-chan is SO cool!!!
My brother is watching a History channel special on sex in the ancient world (like ancient greece and stuff) and laughing his ass off and saying dumb stuff about my math teacher. this is SO stupid. >_<
Lan called me today and totally freaked out about all the stuff going on at school while I tried to talk to her with my hoarse, nearly nonexistent voice. man.... that girl needs to straighten out her life a bit more than she thinks she needs to. (@_@) yes Lan, if you're reading this, I'm talking to you!!! I kinda tried to clear up the smackety-smack I had with something top secret that happened out of my control and it seems like it was nothing but I still suspect somehow it hasn't ended and I'm going to end up making a total monkey out of myself pretty soon. UGH. plus I found out that the popular" group i suspected might be sane wasn't after all and that they're all just crackhead robots like I first thought. ::sigh:: This is really weird. It's like for the first time I'm seeing things for how they really are and my fragile little view of the world is being ripped apart at the seams... still, it kinda makes me glad that I've got a grip on myself and that I can actually distinguish reality from a rose-colored fantasy that's been living in my brain for who knows how long... today when we were driving back from aron's i found myself just watching the peopel on the sidewalks of santa monica blvd. probably one of the only places besides next to my old middle school where the transvestite prostitute guys hang out. There were so many things to insprie me today that I thought it must've just been the fever mushing up the little wrinkles in my brain, but for the first time in who knows how long, I actually felt like playing my bass for awhile and came up with a cool bassline for this week's assignment (a song by jimi hendrix called "little wing" but I'm just going along with the general notes so it could really be anything). hopefully tonight I can sleep so I'll do OK in class tomorrow (figure drawing @ art center). maybe I can see that rocker chick again, she's wiry and spidery but seems interesting, it was kinda cool when she talked to me a bit next week. (plus there's that ski-lodge-ish guy that temi claims looks like ian but i've never really seen him.)
otherwise... I was really living
in fantasyland today... had lots of nice daydreams about really
dumb stuff like normal. (I should tell those chicks at school
that you don't need herbs to daydream. anybody who applies reading
this, PLEASE STOP, it's horrible for you and it's NOT worth it.)
plus for the first time in who knows how long I braided my hair,
and for the first time in my whole life I was able to do a french
braid on myself. ::cheers:: hopefully i won't re-catch my cold
tho because I'm not gonna blow dry it. still working on "upping"
my looks and personality, still working on my social-skills deficiency.
not nearly as great as I'd like to be yet. (^_^) but what always
gets in the way of greatness and creativity is all that freaking
doggy work they give us at school, I've got a mountain to do over
the weekend. why don't they just realize that maybe we'd actually
learn stuff if they didn't give us a few sleepy chapters to analyze
and write hundreds of pages explaining that oh, there are layers
of soil on the earth! or oh my! we all have DNA!! or golly gee!
I never knew that we're hurting our poor widdle pwannet! and keep
typing reports about all that like little machines that swallow
anything they give us. maybe I'll just do my own little protest
and not do any of it; how do they expect us to do what they want
if they they give us the "just smile for the dumb little
kid and talk really slow because they don't understand anything
anyway" and *treat* us like we don't know jack?! it just
gets me so freaking mad sometimes. hey christianakis, yeah you
with no life. aren't you some freaking genius with some kinda
rocket-scientist level degree? then why the hell do you bother
to "teach" freshman scrubs geometry and put up with
all the crap we give you? ::sigh:: yeah, I guess I can blame this
on the fever but just once I'd like to be like Leila and just
yell at the world because it's so screwed up. just recently I've
understood what marilyn manson means when he said he wasn't born
with enough middle fingers.
3/26/00
It's really amazing to me that how the way I see things now is so completely different than a year ago, or three months ago, or even last week. It's as if my eyes have been forced open so I could see something as it really is. I think I've learned that I need to pay attention to the most simple things and ignore the more complicated ones when it won't kill me not to pay attention to them. I think I'm changing the way I am now and keep working myself towards something that's worthwhile to me. school isn't everything. art isn't everything, music isn't everything, and I'm not everything in my own life. I've got to start thinking about more things than I am now. I'll try my best. (^_^)
I've noticed for a while that I get inspired by a lot of things, whether it's the greatest song in existence, a story that makes you think, or a masterpiece sculpture in the norton simon covered with some delivery boy's fingerprints. I want to see more things in different perspectives, not from my usual narrow-minded point of view. When I got sick earlier this week, my mind started to float off to different places during the few days i had the fever, and I started to listen to what I was saying and how I was living my life. I think it was the first time I'd listened to my own voice while I was speaking. Think about it for a minute- if you were in a room full of people, and someone played a tape of you speaking, could you recognize your own voice? not just based on what you're saying, but really say "that's how I sound"? I don't know about other people, but I know I couldn't. ...this doesn't really have any deep meaning, but it's one of the things i've been thinking about lately. I'm convinced I think too much, but at the same time I want to be able to analyze things better, and know a lot of stuff so i can impress people (yes, it's shallow, but that's not the only reason) and... just know a lot of stuff, i guess. I need some courage and guts to start a conversation and carry it on, if anyone wants to give me some. I'm pretty bad at that.
Yesterday I went to the figure drawing class, i think I did pretty well. The model was REALLY buff and pretty damn good looking (although temi said he was balding) and to top it off he was an artist himself too. The first guy we've had so far that didn't feel like he had to wear a special pair of speedos or a bikini for us. I think it was kinda cool that he just dropped his jeans and stood there in his boxer briefs instead of busting out with spandex leopard print like that other guy did. posers, I tell you, posers. Also I saw a kinda cool guy that reminded me of a smaller, less flamboyant, grubbier white hide (yeah, i seem to compare everyone with hide), and he was the only guy i've EVER seen wear the brand KANGOL. I challenge you to find someone else. temi said he looked like gabriel but actually he was nearly a complete opposite. (even his hair color was different.) afterwards we went to see "romeo must die" which was kinda cool but not nearly as good as "the matrix". aaliyah looks really sleepy most of the time. (u_u) after that we saw fabiola and rhoda at tower, which was kinda nice because I hadn't seen rhoda in a long time. (she hasn't changed.) I was ALMOST convinced into buying a sex pistols CD that was on sale but I decided not to at the last minute. There are only a few (domestic) CDs I wanna buy right now, but I think I'll just hold onto my money and borrow it from someone so I can make an MD. I got home at about 9:45 and my mom was folding laundry, and we were both tired so we just watched a movie on TV. It was "My Girl", and would you believe the first time I saw it was less than a year ago in JAPAN?! (I saw it with dumb Japanese subtitles, yes!) It's a really cute movie though... I love movies like that. Maybe I'd like to consider myself as pretty hard, but I know I'm really a sappy person. I mean, come on, if you ask me what my current favorite movie, I'd probably say "Sleepless in Seattle". My favorite before that was "While You Were Sleeping". (>_<) yes, stuff like that. come on, people, I liked "Little Women". What hard rocker can you think of that both watched the movie and read that book? ::shakes head:: not many, i'm sure. ::laughs:: oh well, it's better than being a complete neanderthal who likes REALLY dumb stuff. (dumb teenage movies with katie holmes in it, or worse, girls with big boobs that you've never even heard of. haven't you notice they recycle the same geeky looking white assed chinky eyed redhaired guy in nearly every "teen" movie you see? I think that guy needs to start getting himself some real parts.) Anyway. "My Girl" kinda completed a nice day. I need to watch more movies.
Two days till the "gravity" release in Japan, and I'm still sick, although I'm almost sad that the hoarse voice has gone away. for awhile it reminded me of teru and I was pretty damn happy sounding like some kinda cynical chainsmoker (what with being cranky and sick and having a frog in your throat). oh well, back to my normal grating voice, I guess. (it scares me that people tell me I sound exactly like my mom, I could NOT wake up every day of my life hearing her yell "GET UP!!" even though I do get up out of pure terror, but SHHHHH!!! don't tell her that or I'm dead meat!!!) In other news... "majo no jouken" ended today, I din't really love the series but it was pretty good. takkie and matsushima don't make a great couple... Takizawa's pretty cute but not my type I guess. (hmm... I like Johnnies but not nearly as much as J-rockers... also even though they were put together just like johnnies the band lucifer is pretty good, Makoto is REALLY good looking and Ryuryu's friend too!!) I think I'm liking Matsushima less and less each time I see her. (U_U not exactly her fault but..) I wanna see some series with a NEW storyline, like "The Last Song". It helped that Takenouchi is droolworthy (^^;;) but I like stories without the happy ending like that. I think I need to start watching ifc. hey guess who's on TV now? weird al yankovich. lol. random comment.
lastly.. I'll tell ya the cds I want. pablo honey by radiohead, 13 by blur, brilliant trees by david sylvian, and buckcherry's album. do you think they're worth getting? I especially want to get brilliant trees because it's haido's favorite album, sugizo is a huge fan, and Ryu even said it had a big impact on his life. (although he sang hiromi go on lovelove aishiteru.. x_X I MUST focus on his other inspirations besides "ringo satsujin jiken"!!) heh heh, I'm so weak... I haven't heard any of these albums but because people recommended them I want to get them NOW!! (radiohead- shiina ringo, 13- ryohei [but I DO like blur a lot], brilliant trees- haido, sugi, ryu, and buckcherry- J.) wanna buy em for me? (^______^) be my guest.
3/31/00
I haven't written in so long because this week was PURE HELL!!!!! SO much HW and I still have more to do over the weekend. today I came home, took a shower, went outside to read (BTW I've been re-reading maison ikkoku for a couple weeks now) and fell asleep on that hard plastic lounge chair. (x_X) I'm so exhausted!! but since I didn't write anything here's a summary of my week.
Monday- I was all pissed for some reason and just wanted to have some fun so i made masaki take me to galleria. You know how in pac sun and stuff they have T-shirts organized by color? I never got that until I realized for some reason I REALLY needed a green shirt and so i bought one there!! It's really cute :D It's the "sugar" brand and has a long design on the front. I was all fruity on tues. because I wore that with my bright yellow and pink roxy skirt. oh!! plus i decided to get pablo honey from borders because I had gift certificates!! :D yay!! (i bought the shirt with the gift card bo gave me because it was the first thing I saw that I liked in that store in 3 months so i decided "might as well buy it NOW!!")
Tuesday- went with Carla to that sucky little shoe store by marshall because she wanted to get some matching all stars. I REALLY wanted black but they didn't have them in my size!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAGH!!!!!! it SUCKS being 6 1/2!!!!!!!! I ended up buying the same blue hi-tops as Temi has but i wanted to make it look different so i tried putting beads on the laces... that just looked dumb so I decided to go and buy lt. blue laces instead. plus my brother finally got to watch this HK horror movie "the human cha siu bao story" which was hella disgusting but i think he liked it. I am such a wimp when it comes to horror movies... when I watched "scream" with Jeanie i was all "WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!! GROOOOOOOOOOSSSSSS!!!"
Wednesday- Went to practice again, I REALLY suck at writing basslines!!! X_X I'd so much rather just play straight root notes instead!! (I know the full 1st half of "forbidden lover" but do you know how long it took me to learn that?!) I got kinda bored so I figured out a couple of patterns in PYROMANIA- the very very cool opening of "BUT YOU SAID I'M USELESS" and the slowest past of "BACK LINE BEAST". I wanna learn "CHAMPAGNE GOLD SUPER MARKET" too! I think it was Wednesday that during lunchtime Leila insisted on picking me up and carrying me- like the "over the threshold" thing- and I was like "GAAH!!" because she's so STRONG!!! (I'm kinda wimpy) even that Carly who is a little toothpick carried me on piggyback for about 30 seconds!!! (o_O even tho I must weigh at LEAST 40 more pounds than her..) and above all today was the official release of "gravity"!! HOORAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ::cheers:: kiai ireru zoooooooo~~!!! OOOOOO~~~!!! (^_____^)
Thursday- ABSOLUTE HELL. I had to finish the report for history because all the answers that Max gave me were pretty much bull crap, so Justin and I stayed online for about 4 hours trying to finish fixing everything up... (x_X) I swear, I was going to lynch Max first thing the next morning but I was too tired to. thank you Justin... I'm glad I had someone to suffer with!! (LOL I know it was awful, sorry) Plus Raymond didn't want to help me or ANYBODY else with their project!!!! >:( muy mal, raymond!!!!
Friday- I was SO tired today... plus i really hate it when I have to wear my dorky gap jeans that are like 6 inches too long for my legs and I have to fold them up. I guess the answer is to wake up earlier and decide what to wear insted of discovering at 7:15 that everything else is in the wash. (but hey, YOU try to wake me up before 7. just try. I dare you!!!) today was pretty boring like most other days, I was supposed to go to old town with some of my friends but we couldn't go after all. (;_;) for the 2nd day in a row the fire bell rang in 6th period... I think someone's planning something. (^^;;;) Also, today was "stratos day". Yes, a day in honor of our our math teacher, Mr. Christianakis, planned by Hasmik and this girl Jackie who I don't know. (if it isn't apparent, the whole thing started out as a joke but I was SO surprised they actually pulled it off!!!) I didn't actually go to the "stratos day" party but here's raymond's account.
"HAPPY STRATOS DAY EVERYONE...
Well if you don't go to my school. I will have to tell you what
Stratos Day is.
This is the day where we celebrate Mr. Christainakis and we sing
and just have fun in Mrs. Fundukians room
lol. Well Jackie and Hasmic made the OG Stratos song. So they
decided to have Stratos Day and we all thought
it was a good idea. So we started it off by everyone bringing
sun glassed because Mr. Christainakis always
wears them even if it's raining LOL. So we went to his room as
soon as the bell for lunch rang and we sang the
Stratos song with us all wearing our sun glasses. Of course Mr.
Christainakis blushes and smiles then says,
"Why do you people pick on me?" In his extremely funny
Greek accent. Then we went on our way to Mrs.
Fundukian's room. She said that if we got Mr. Christainakis to
come we could throw a party. Well he ended up
saying he would come and Mrs. Fudukian was caught by surprise.
So she let us hang in her room. Hasmick
busted out some kick a$$ Greek techno. OMG, that was the funniest
thing I ever heard. Then when Mr.
Christainakis made his less then 1 min. appearence we put on the
"I'm to sexy song" It was so funny Mrs.
Fundukian like almost chocked on her food LOL. Her face just turned
all red and everyone was laughing. It was
great!"
maybe I should've gone, ne? (^_^) I saw Hasmik on the way to 6th period and she was all smiley and said "you guys should've gone!!! it was so funny!!!" Apparently Hasmik made "stratos version"s of "girls" and "no scrubs" too. (^^;;)
AAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My copy of "gravity" came in today!!!!! I'M SO HAPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ::screams:: I'm afraid I might even kiss it when I go to pick it up. (^^;;) THANK YOU LS!!!!!! After almost 2 years of waiting their new single is FINALLY out!!!! makes me remember the "STORM" days a bit (:D) "inside you" is pretty cool, and "gravity" kicks ass, but "my lover" might be the best LS c/w song EVER!!!! they'd better put that in karaoke by the time I go because I LOVE THAT SONG!!!!!!!!! every single member's performace is so spectacular in this song, especially Ryu's! ::hugs:: atsui atsui kiss shite~~ dakishimete ima~~ hashiri tsuzukeyou yami wo... (XD) KAKKOIII!!!
4/4/00
Today was a major pain in the @$$ because I braided my hair up in this impossible thing and Tange just DECIDED that we were gonna run 6 laps and play softball!!! AAAAAAH!!! X_X but but!!! Yesterday we didn't do anything!!! waaah!!! And while we were sweating like pigs on the diamond Raymnond over there was flirting with this big fat guy (LOL j/k of course) and playing Frisbee. >:( I wanted to smack the ball all the way over there so it would knock his head off!!! (hey, that would mean a home run too!) I was like WHY DO WE HAVE TO RUN AROUND HERE WHEN RAYMOND'S PLAYING WITH FRISBEES?! >_< I swear, P.E. is so pointless. Yeah yeah, they say it's because we don't get enough exercise, but hey, are there any national reports that show that P.E. is helping lower teenage BMI's? I don't think so.
Well it turns out that the big black spot on the cover of the "gravity" single was not a stupid chemical-smelling design like I first thought but a very cool heat-sensitive picture thingy!! (the black melts away for a minute and reveals a white background with the "another heaven" head thing) ^^;; But jaimmie had to tell me before I figured it out. LOL! I'm kinda slow. :D~~
I have been suffering from a SERIOUS lack of sleep. The fact that Christianakis is as boring as hell doesn't help either so i fell asleep, front and center of the class. X_X not like he noticed but oh well. Also I;m never wearing my cute Isaac Mizrahi sandals to school anymore because they hurt like #^*%!! also SOMEONE ::ahem:: X( has been shooting glares at me every time I talk to Raymond and I really don't appreciate it. So, @SShole, I think you may be reading this, and if you are, go away and mind your own freaking business before we stuff you in the trash can with all the other litter polluting our ghetto school!! ::sigh:: sometimes I wish Marshall wasn't so disgusting looking. I mean, I guess it could be worse, but I wish it was better. oh well, it's not like I'm gonna change schools or anything.
Today a friend told me that his crush FOUND OUT!!! *o* AAAAAAAAH!!!! and what's worse is that he heard thru another person so probably there are some people that know too. ;_; although... I kinda contributed to it because I may have accidentally said it out loud a couple times in class. ^^;;;; oops. well good luck from here on anyway!!
Yesterday I got letters from my second cousins Junko and Shoko who live in Fukuoka, Japan. Hopefully they'll be coming this summer!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! ::jumps for joy:: Jun kicks ass!! she's the same age as I am and totally wacko but in a good way. I can't wait to take her and Shoko around LA!!! It's going to be SO FUN!!!! I can't wait!!! plus Jun's best friend Miku is coming too. Miku is cool but someday she says she wants to go to Kansas. ^^;;;;; "whyever for?" I ask. "Because I read about it in Little House on the Prairie." *dies* WELL. Let's just say we're not going to kansas, OK? X_X OK. Plus hopefully we'll be able to go to my cousin Steph's house for a weekend or something because she lives right on the beach!!!! I haven't been to the beach in such a long time. (which is why my skin is white as rice) I wanna go surfing SO bad Leila!!!! you must teach me!! hehehe... then some of you know my plan after that. ::evil smile:: Yes, my Ryuryu is a surfing freak so it'd be cool if I could kinda know how to also. (plus I gotta get used to the beach. when I was really little I swallowed a mouthful of disgusting ocean water and have hated the beach ever since. But when Lan, Jeanie and I went to Santa Monica Pier and on the ferris wheel, that really changed my opinion of it because it was really beautiful that day. ::siiigh:: so rrrrrromantic!!!! ::laughs::) Anyway, we're going to have tons and tons of fun!! Anywhere in particualr you guys think I should take them? :D This winter (but next year) I may be going to visit them. and hopefully...... LUNA SEA will have a concert in Jan. or Feb. PLEASE!!!! ::gets on knees:: SUGIZO!! RYUICHI!! J!! INO!! SHINYA!!!!! (I feel like I'm praying to the gods or something ^^;;;) PLEASE be on tour early next year!!! I probably won't be able to make it to Tokyo in time for X'mas concerts like L'Arc's annual one, even if I could get in.
Over the weekend I got: Muzai Moratorium, Junior Sweet, gravity, and gibusu, which all are FABULOUS!!!! ::laughs:: incredible!! stupendous!! :D Muzai Moratorium's songs are incredibly catchy and entertaining, especially "Kabukicho no Jouou" which has quickly become one of my fav. Ringo-chan songs. I recommend this album to anyone!!! Also, everyone knows that you can't consider your J-pop collection complete without Junior Sweet or the singles incuded. Chara's voice is so sweet and it makes you feel safe. These chicks ROCK!!!
4/10/00
Oh god it's been a whole week since I last wrote!! >_< well, what's happened? My art class ended very happily on Sat., and I'm definitely going back in the summer. Maybe I'll even take the painting class. Raymond's going on a "date" this weekend, and for reasons unknown to me I'm going too. o_O Also BIG NEWS:
I don't think I can keep up the diary anymore!!!!!! XO NOOOOOOO~~~! but of course, I, the queen of bullsh*t excuses, have many to back myself up.
but still, it's not like THE END, I might write more in here later, once in a while. Leila and I are planning to do most of the actual work during summertime (I have to beg my bro not to sell the drum set yet) but I want to get everything ready first (FIRST get better at songwriting, and I realy want to talk to miss emily about this too). I figure we'll get along fine, hmm? :) but I really have to focus my energy on that, I think. other things too! ^_^ so anyway... if there was anyone who actually read this then thanks and hope to seeya soon!! *hugs* take care!!! I'll be doing my best so you have to too!! and I'm going to stop because my fingers are turning purple!! X_X JA NEEEE!!!! ::waves::