When they got to Lucky's room he unlocked the door and let Liz go in first. She put her purse on the table and walked over to the wall she painted and ran her hands over it. Then she went over to the bed and touched his pillow.
Lucky: what are you thinking about?
Liz: our last night together...... in this room...... when we made love for the first time.
Lucky: Elizabeth
Liz: no we came here to talk...and that is what we are going to do...I have to...I need to tell you everything and you have to listen....and dont interrupt......can you do that?
Lucky: Ok I'm listening
Liz walked over to Lucky's bed and sat down it. As she did she remembered his touch.
Liz: Lucky......I am so sorry for leaving you the way i did
Lucky: Elizabeth please
Liz: No! I have to do this....you said you wouldn't interrupt. We were so in love. I loved you more than my life. We had so many plans, we had a future together. Then all my dream, our dreams came crashing down when my parents came back. I never wanted to leave you......(She got up from the bed) I tried to tell my parents that i did not want to leave. i begged them to let me stay with Gram. They wouldn't hear of it. When it came down to our last night, our finial hours my heart broke. And i asked you to make love to me. That night you took all my pain away. You made me completely forget about the rape. You touch was so soft and gentle. You love that night was so strong...i couold feel it all over my body. I never wanted to leave your arms. (Crying hard) Then the morning came.....and I woke up and watched you sleep. I couldn't say good bye...i couldn't say the words. So i left without waking you. I couldn't see your heart break Lucky. I ......I am so sorry that i hurt you. Anyway life in boulder was the same, boaring as all. I finished High School and i went to college and i drowned my self in my paintings.
Lucky just staired in her eyes.
Lucky: Our last night together was the equally the saddest and most beautiful night of my life. I loved you so much. You were my life. When I woke the next morning alone. I knew you were gone and i just cried.
Liz: Lucky i am so
Lucky: no interruptions remember. After that night I was a zombie. I missed you so much. You took the biggest part of me with you. I finished high school and went to college but my life was never the same.
Liz: what about Meg
Lucky: Meg....umm.....well i met her 10 months ago and in a way she helped to forget but not intirely. She told me see saw you at Kellys
Liz: yeah....sorry about that
Lucky: no its my fault.....I should have been honest with her...me the guy who hates lies.... lied to her about everything. I lied about the walls and about this.
Lucky reached under his shirt and pulled out the subway token. Liz gasped when she saw it.
Liz: I cant believe you still have it....... let alone wear it.
Lucky: well it was a way to keep you close. When Meg asked about it i told her my dad gave it to me. She never got close enough to it to read the inscription.
Liz: You know after I saw Meg... Ryan came to talk to me. I lied to him to. He finially saw through me. So I told him everything. He realized the reason I could never sleep with him was because.....
Lucky: because why?
Liz: because i am still ......in love with you
Lucky just looked at her
Lucky: Well I couldn't sleep with Meg either and she knew why
Liz: why?
Lucky: Because i am still in love with you to
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