A Glimpse
Into The Future
Aurora Khan
(Ltrotsky17@hotmail.com)
Series: Star
Trek: Voyager/Ds9
Codes: Kes,
P/T, Voyager Crew
Rating: G
Disclaimer: Paramount is paramount.
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Author's
acknowledgments, assorted ramblings, chit chat and other
nonsense-
This story
was first written in November 1997, and only referred
to episodes
up to the Scientific Method. It has been subsequently
modified,
and now includes references to several other episodes.
This time, I'll
let you figure out what they are. It was edited
extensively
on May 22 and July 1, 1999.
This story
assumes that Kes evolved into something similar to that
of the
Prophets of the Bajoran Wormhole, based on stuff I remember
from The
Emissary.
And a quick
thanks to Jim Wright's wonderful reviews -- they were
very helpful
for some quick answers to questions like "What was
the name of
that woman in that desert episode?" Thanks a bundle,
Jim!
After The
Gift and Kes's disappearing act, I was always
bugged by
the question of what had happened to her, what could she
do, what
kind of powers did she acquire in her new state of being?
To answer my
questions is A Glimpse Into The Future.
Synopsis: In
her new state of being, Kes looks into her friends'
Futures to
see what will happen to them and to Voyager
during their
journey home.
This story
is located on my web site at
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it, please just e-mail me and let me know first.
Historian's
Note: This story takes place directly after The Gift,
and refers
to episodes such as Revulsion, Nemesis, Before and
After ,The
Raven, Scientific Method and Day of Honor. And a few
others. But
as I said earlier, you can figure out what they are.
;-)
~~~~~~~~~
Somewhere in
the vast void of the cosmos, a minuscule amount of
debris was
the only remains from a
Federation-issued shuttle
craft.
Of the
occupant of the shuttle craft, there were only bits of bone
and flesh,
scarcely enough for a DNA analysis for identification
purposes.
The physical
being known as Kes no longer existed.
In the place
of the blonde, blue eyed, three year old
Ocampan was
a
non-corporeal being who was no longer limited
by the
constraints
of living a linear existence.
Voyager was
long gone, her having propelled them nearly ten light
years away.
Kes regretted not being able to say good bye to each
of her
friends, to provide them with the closure they would need
to move on
with their lives. She would miss being able to help the
Doctor with
his bedside manner and quest for a name, meditating
with Tuvok,
talking with Neelix, working in the hydroponics bay...
just being
with her friends in general.
But now, as
she explored her new found capabilities, Kes
discovered
she was able to 'see' into the future. Anytime, any
place she
wanted, she could watch what was/would/had happened,
depending on
who's frame of reference it was from. Out of a long
standing
sense of curiosity about the land her friends had so
longed see,
Kes "peeked" over at the Alpha Quadrant.
Earth was
absolutely marvelous! The thousands of different life
forms and
life styles on one planet alone! No wonder Kathryn
Janeway had
been so determined to get her crew home. So much to
explore, so
much to do! If she had had the opportunity to visit
Earth in a
physical form, she doubted she would have even been
tempted back
into space. Why, just exploring the oceans could take
centuries!
If she could
have, she would have flinched --- how dare the Breen
destroy the
Golden Gate Bridge? There had been no reason to do so,
aside from
the psychological terror it would inflict on every
single
officer at Starfleet Headquarters. Every time they
glanced out
a window, they would be reminded of the Breen's deadly
power. Not
even the Klingon forces had ever dared to attack Earth.
This war was
more brutal and deadly than anything in recent
history.
The Founders
against the Federation. A conflict that had been
building up
for years until it had become inevitable. Kes didn't
understand
how any sentient, caring living beings could put each
other
through petty warfare just for...what? What the hell were they
fighting for
anyway? Did they even remember anymore? She didn't
think so.
No...wait, she took that back. She knew they didn't know.
There was a
human who felt great frustration over his lack of
success, and
regret at not being able to see his son. Joy for his
new wife
always tempered by the fact that he knew, deep down, his
union was
not blessed by the Prophets. A shape
shifter who had
rejected his
people, but had finally found the love and acceptance
he had been
seeking. A husband and wife separated by war, when
finally
reunited, would vow never to be apart.
And that poor boy,
feeling such
anger towards his father. How did one so young become
so choleric?
Instinctively,
she remembered Tom Paris. Never without a care-free
smile or
clever witticism, she had been the only one on Voyager,
who could
truly sense what he felt for his father...the same anger
that little
boy--that young man---was feeling towards his father.
Owen's
letter, sent through the array should have gotten through.
Why wouldn't
have? Did B'Elanna would have something to do with it?
Protecting
the man she loved, no doubt.
Protecting
the man whose new part time profession was protecting
others. He
would take over her position in Sickbay. Only logical,
Paris had the
most medical training of every non-hologram onboard
Voyager. His main job would still be pilot, but now
he would have
to alternate
his time
between
Sickbay and the Bridge. Kes watched in
amusement as she
could see
the Doctor berating the pilot for leaving Sickbay in a
state of
chaos. One of Sickbay's most frequent patients now a
healer.
There was a certain irony in that.
It was his
private life that would change the most, Kes observed.
Or maybe it
should be not-so private life. Despite his best
attempts at
being discreet, news of his personal life would be all
over Voyager
.
Tom and
B'Elanna Torres would finally realize that the time for
shadow
dancing was over, and perhaps a more stable relationship
was in
order. Although Tom, being Tom, would never, ever, "be so
presumptuous."
More so than
anybody else Kes knew firsthand from
her experience
with the
bio-temporal chamber and peek into the alternate future
how much
B'Elanna Torres meant to Voyager's pilot. But Tom was
just
realizing it. Deep down, he was a lonely, insecure person,
who just
wanted someone to love him for who he really was. He had
friends, but
what he needed however, was love only one woman would
be able to
provide him
B'Elanna.
Kes recalled
when the alternate-Tom had spoken about B'Elanna, in
a time when
Kes and Tom had been married for six years with a
daughter and
grandson. The pain that just the mention of the late
engineer
made him feel had been clear in his
eyes, a burden on
his soul, a
wound with a treatment that was lost forever in the
past. Tom
had loved Kes, but never as thoroughly or as
passionately
as his first love. The brief time she'd spent with
the
alternate Tom Paris had been enough to know that while she'd
been a
physical being, a relationship between her and Tom would
have been an
exercise in futility.
When
B'Elanna would finally confess her love for the pilot, out in
space, death
from asphyxiation only moments away, it would change
his-and
B'Elanna's---life irrevocably. The times ahead would be
trying at
moments, passionate the next, a constant flux, but the
bond the
engineer and pilot shared was strong...it would be able
to withstand
anything, from Tom's increasing boredom and
secretiveness
and B'Elanna's depression. They'd even survive those
horrible
aliens who had insisted on performing experiments on the
crew.
Although the aliens had been nothing compared to the
dopamine-frazzled
Kathryn Janeway who had come close to crushing
the ship
like a tin can. That would probably be their toughest
challenge...facing
Janeway on a daily basis.
Kes didn't
understand how Captain Janeway could transform from
such a
caring, compassionate woman to...to...Kes couldn't even
articulate
it...to an...ice queen.
Ice queen.
That was the only way to describe it. The way she
treated Tom,
almost killed him when all he was doing was following
his heart.
Demoting him may have been an appropriate punishment, but
thirty days
solitary confinement? Only required sustenance?
Everyone on
board knew that Tom Paris had the least tolerance for
Neelix's...creations.
Dear, sweet
Neelix. Despite his friendly demeanor, and good heart,
the Talaxian
had always subconsciously felt like an outsider. He
was the only
one of his race on board, and he had no training in
Federation
technology, only the faintest grasps of the concepts of
time and
space that sustained Voyager's travel through the cosmos.
Fortunately,
Neelix wouldn't have to feel that much longer. After
he completed
his first duties as Ambassador, most of his doubts
would be
vanquished. Although, after his experience with the
inebriated
and hedonistic Kadi ambassador, Neelix might be
rethinking
his new career choice.
The arrival
of the Kadi ambassador coincided with Seven of Nine's
first date
-- with poor Lieutenant Chapman! She should have just
chosen Harry
-- but maybe his refusal to copulate had befuddled
the former
Borg. Not to mention the fact that Harry was still
recovering
from his separation from Derran Tal. He would certainly
be cautious
the next time he met up with an attractive alien
woman!
Seven of
Nine...when Kes had last seen the former Borg, the Doctor
had been in
the process of removing the Borg implants. Seven had
been angry
at having been torn away from the only life she had
known and
had attempted to contact the Borg. If Kes hadn't
interfered,
Voyager wouldn't have survived.
Kes could see that once the Doctor finished,
Seven would
physically
become an attractive young woman. The other changes
would come
slower. Feelings such as guilt or
remorse were foreign
in the
Collective, and were something Seven
would have to become
re-accustomed
to. Eating, sleeping, requirements of her new found
human
physiology would be completely new experiences. Even
referring to
herself in the first person instead of 'we', would be
revolutionary.
All her new
found crew mates reacted differently to her. Some
would pay no
attention, preferring to keep their distance, others
would be
openly hostile, unable to forgive Seven of Nine for the
atrocities
she had committed against thousands of beings when she
had been
Borg. And a few others would be friendly, such as Harry.
But the once
and future Annika Hansen would find solace in the
company of
young Naomi Wildman. Biologically, Seven was a grown
woman, but
because Annika had been assimilated by the Borg as a
child,
emotionally Seven was closer to Naomi than anyone else on
Voyager.
And if Naomi
was Seven's first choice for companionship, Harry Kim
would be her
second.. The young Ensign and Seven of Nine
certainly
had gotten off to an auspicious beginning. Upon their
first
meeting, Seven had attempted to decapitate him and contact
the
Collective. And later, Chakotay thrust them together so they
could work
on updating the Astrometrics lab. If Kes could have,
she would
have thrown her head back and laughed delightedly. Poor
Harry-he
hadn't had any idea what to do, with his conflicting
emotions
about his fear of Seven and his obvious attraction to
her. And
Seven wouldn't have an easy time either, trying to
decipher
what Harry felt about her. His body language seemed to
scream that
he was head over heels about Seven, but his words were
to the
contrary. The daily deception that occurred in human
society was
another aspect that the former Borg would have to
which she'd
have to adjust.
Kes could
see some happy times ahead for Tuvok-not that the
security
chief would ever acknowledge that they were 'happy', an
illogical,
irrelevant emotion, according to his Vulcan
philosophies.
He would be promoted to Lieutenant Commander, thanks
to his three
years of dedication to duty. His patience would be
tried in the
process, but he would live long and prosper.
The Vulcan
missed his wife, T'Pel, and children. He had rarely
spoken of
them, it was not logical to dwell on the unattainable,
but she had
always known that the loss of his family was something
that had
affected Tuvok deeply. The bond between Tuvok and T'Pel
was deeper
than just the telepathic link they shared. It was a
pure, deep
love, the kind of love that there could never be enough
of in the
universe. Noss realized that, when she melded with
Tuvok, just
before she left Voyager. 'Til death do you part was
not just a
figure of speech for Vulcans.
Another peek into the Alpha Quadrant let her
glimpse Tuvok's
family. It
turned out the soon to be Lieutenant Commander Tuvok
had
grandchildren. A granddaughter, to be precise, named after his
mother. He
would find out eventually, and that pleased Kes. Tuvok
would be
reunited with his family, as would the rest of the crew,
but only in
due time.
Chakotay had
no family to be reunited with. Kes knew his father,
Kolopak had
died long ago, but he had never spoken of his mother.
The Ocampan
know knew that she had passed on only
weeks after
Chakotay had been stranded in the Delta Quadrant by
the
Caretaker. The Commander would be devastated at the news-he
still lived
hoping that his last relative, the woman who had
brought him
into this universe, would be there to see him come
home.
He wouldn't
discover the news until quite a few years from now-
whenever now
was-Kes wasn't exactly sure. Living-if this was
indeed
living---in a place where time had no meaning, no
boundaries
nor limits, took some adjustment. After all, she had
lived her
entire life knowing that she had no way of predicting
the future,
no way of correcting the past. (Until the bio-temporal
chamber and
the chronoton radiation poisoning incident, but that
had been
a catastrophe, to put it mildly).
Despite all
the difficulties and challenges the displaced Alpha
Quadrant
beings faced, they would make it home.
The credit
for Voyager's success had to be given mostly to Captain
Kathryn
Janeway. Her leadership skills had successfully merged to
crews of two
distinctly different temperaments, and they were now
one unified
whole, proudly serving the lone Federation starship,
lost in the
Delta Quadrant. For the sake of her crew, Kathryn
Janeway
would never accept defeat, and for the sake of their
captain, her
crew wouldn't either.
As someone
who had now evolved beyond the limitation of flesh and
bone, Kes
should have no regrets, no desire to return to her past
state. Even
so, to realize that everything and
everyone she'd
ever known were no more significant than
particles of dust was
slightly
disconcerting.
But one was
never able to out run destiny, after all. Even the
most
ambitious had to know their limits.
And Kes knew
that for her, the adventure was just beginning.
*************
In his
quarters, Lieutenant Tuvok placed the memorial lamp on his
window sill
and paused for a moment to gaze out into the blackness
of space.
He lost a
valued colleague today, but although it was most
illogical,
he knew, somewhere in that vast void of nebulas,
planets,
moons and stars, Kes was not fully gone.
She still
existed, perhaps in a different state, but nonetheless
it was Kes.
Then in that
case, perhaps the memorial light would help her find
her way back
should she ever need it.
And that
Kes, who had touched the lives of all onboard Voyager,
was always
welcome to come home.
*************
THE END.
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