poems

Eternity

One in space
no light
generated energy
and created seperation
man and woman.

You and me
I did know you then
and always will
through all eternity
trying to create
the former state

You longed and yearned for me
and searched not seeing
you came near a thousend times
but could not hear me.

I had the eyes and voice and ears
the knowledge to create
you had the longing
to fight, to gain the power
you possessed
when we were one.

Now I know we will be again
whole~
to create the energy
of giving life
to unison

You learned to see and speak and hear
without me, whole
I learned to fight and find my power
without you.

Listen you can hear IT
in your heart.

                                                In my craft or sullen art
                                                 Exercised in the still night
                                                 When only the moon rages
                                                 And the lovers lie abed
                                                 With all their griefs in their arms,
                                                 I labour by singing light
                                                 Not for ambition or bread
                                                 Or the strut and trade of charms
                                                 On the ivory stages
                                                 But for the common wages
                                                 Of their most secret heart.

                                                 Not for the proud man apart
                                                 From the raging moon I write
                                                 On these spindrift pages
                                                 Nor for the towering dead
                                                 with their nightingales and psalms
                                                 But for the lovers, their arms
                                                 round the griefs of the ages,
                                                 Who pay no praise or wages
                                                 Nor heed my craft or art

--Dylan Thomas

Whoever you are, go out into the evening,
leaving your room, of which you know each bit;
your house is the last before the infinite,
whoever you are.
Then with your eyes that wearily
scarce lift themselves from the worn-out door-stone
slowly you raise a shadowy black tree
and fix it on the sky: slender, alone.
and you have made the world (and it shall grow
and ripen as a word, unspoken, still).
When you have grasped its meaning with your will,
then tenderly your eyes will let it go...

--Rainer Maria Rilke

You are my everything.

You are here with me
~close~
two souls have touched
and emerged as one
nothing can change that.

Our love reaches over many boundaries
even oceans
you are more then just a part of me
you are me and I am you.

I look in the mirror and I can see you smiling back at me
I feel your touch , though we have never met
I feel your every mood, every thought
~we are one.

I love you deeply,
deeper then I ever thought possible
you came closer then anyone
I ever met.

I can't imagine ever been without you
I can't imagine loosing you
yet you are not mine
you have another life

Our love seems impossible and wrong
yet nothing seemed ever more right and complete.

We are two souls who met
two souls who recognized each other
two minds
which seem to be made for each other.

I lived a full life
before I met you
I met thousands and thousands of people
jet never anyone touched me the way you have
none ever filled the void I felt before
with you I am complete.

I am with you
ALWAYS
we could not be closer
jet we are so far apart

You are my everything.
~