After the first death I never felt so alone It all seemed so unfair Like a story with it’s ending untold
Where was the justice? What was it all for? How could God justify taking away my friend for no reason at all?
I hated Him and all others—those who could be so mean and callous to eachother I knew what I had to do I locked myself in my room and built a fantasy land for me and you
The outside world went on as it did Unheeded for us who just seemed to look in
As the years grew on I knew it was me who was living a lie The time had come to say good-bye
I wrote down all the things I wished I’d said to you I wrote it well And sighned it too I buried in my heart, and there it will forever stay Just as I know, you will never truly go away