Turn Back Time
What was the point in living??
Duo stared outside his window, his chin propped on his hands.
The day was beutiful...the sun was shining, the birds were chirping and
all seemed right.
Duo shook his head in disgust, tears beginning to blur his vision.
He wished he could turn back time so he wouldn't have to hear Heero's words...
"I don't love you."
- Hiroe-chan
Duo continued to watch the sky, buried in his thoughts. Didn't
Heero realize just how much he loved him? Needed his love in return?
But no, he was the perfect soldier, and didn't need the same things as
Duo did, as he'd so bluntly told him. "Heero," Duo whispered, imagining
a pair of blue eyes. A tear ran down his cheek as he thought about
how he would never hold the pilot in his arms. Duo shook his head in disgust.
If he stayed here, he'd break down. He needed some time outside.
"I think I'll go out for lunch. Get my mind off things."
Duo walked down the street, heading back home. He'd stayed
out for several hours, just wandering. Now the sun was setting, and
it was time to go back. Suddenly, he was grabbed from behind, then bound,
gagged, and blindfolded. Duo was raped brutally, and didn't return
home that night.
- Koko-chan
Heero rested on the top of his house's roof, a waff of cool breeze
encircled him...chilling him. Everything has been lonely without Duo, that
he had to admit. Things could've been different if they were together.
Everyday Duo would bring him laughter, and make him talk at least. Now,
he was solitary...
"Duo, gomenasai." he closed his eyes, remembering the first time
he took of Duo's ponytail and watching his hair gently untangle...the time
he would lean over and embrace him and feel Duo's aura rush against his
body...
But all this was over now, they led different lives.
"I had to do it, I wasn't good enough for him. I knew if I wasn't
there, he would meet someone he would love that would match up his standards!
Now...maybe, he has someone already. AUGH! Jealousy!" Heero slammed his
fist. He laughed, "I guess it is more like, 'Gomenasai Heero's....heart."
- Hail
Duo tried to sit up with much difficulty. He felt sore and bruised
all over. He had no idea how he got stupid enough to allow himself
to be gaged and blindfolded and eventually raped by ... God knows who.
He felt around his neck for the little gold cross and clasp it tightly
in his fist. God had fosaken me, just like Heero had abandoned me
with his words..
"I don't love you" the words replayed themselves in his head. Somehow,
these words pained and hurt him more then the physical abuse he had just
gone thru and suddenly he felt himself far from caring anymore. Without
Heero, was there still a reason for him to live??
- Phoenix
(I wonder who has the same nick as me ^^)
Heero decided to go for a walk, to try and get rid of that aching
pain in his heart. For several minutes, he walked, not caring where he
was. As he was turning around a corner, he saw Duo, laying at a dark corner.
He was about to turn away when he saw that Duo was naked and covered
with bruises. Quickly, he ran towards the braided pilot, his heart pounding
rapidly. *Oh god, oh god, oh god...*
Duo looked up and he stopped in his track. What make him freeze
on the spot and his heart twisted in pain was the dead look in Duo's face,
the face of a man who should have been dead but lived. "Wha......", he
trailed off. Duo just stared back at him with those dead eyes.
- Wing
"NNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!"
Heero, amidst his feel of paralyzation, discarded it and ran towards
Duo.
He pulled of his jacket and gently wrapped it around Duo's body,
dressing him, lest that he may be tempted by the situation that Duo IS
naked and he loved him....but they weren't together now, so he must banish
the desire of holding Duo...holding him so close...so near... Heero
snapped back into reality. He lifted the limp body and hurriedly ran to
his house which was a few bocks away from where Duo was raped.
"Duo...Duo. Please," he knelt beside the bed where he laid Duo.
Gallons of tears have fallen when he was bandaging the wounds, and each
wound that he found slashed another into his heart.
"Who......who could do this to you!!!!" He cried, "who---who could
do this! I'll kill him! Be him friend to me or not, I don't care!!! I'll
kill anyone who hurts or makes love to you! Can you hear me Duo! Only I
can make love to you!!!! Only me!!!"
He burst into another splurge of tears. "I, I may sound selfish!
But, I do love you more than anything, and the jealousy...the thought of
some one touching you as I have before will destroy me!!! Duo! DOn't you
go, there's so much time for both of us! So much time... for both of us
to experience eternal ecsta....." Heero's voice trailed off. He felt a
slight tumor on Duo's hand------but nothing.
- Silver Undine
No. That was not the way he would act. Heero blinked as he adjusted
his vision to the dimness of the alley. No matter what happened to whom,
Heero Yuy would not be reduced to a whining, quivering wreck. But one thing
was true of the scenario that had suddenly popped into his head - probably
the result of watching too many of those soap operas that Duo seemed to
enjoy laughing at so much - whoever did this would pay. Slowly, he felt
his feet move towards him.Him that had shared his bed and his nights. Him
that had shared his heart. Duo.
"Duo," the Japanese boy whispered, his hands reaching out for the
still, body of his friend. Duo flinched at his touch.
Heero started, suddenly unsure of what to do. Duo stared at him
for what seemed like endless hours, until finally, the longhaired boy's
body hitched and loud sobs wracked his slender, naked frame.
"Duo. Duo, it's okay," Heero shushed, drawing the trembling, unresisting
figure into his arms. "It's alright, it's alright. Come on, let's get you
home," he said softly, brushing away at Duo's tears and the damp bangs
that obscured his face. Heero searched the alley, and found Duo's clothes
- crumpled and discarded, as well as torn in some places. Heero growled
as he fingered the tears. When he found the bastard that did this...
Duo's soft whimpers drew him back to the job at hand, and the Wing
pilot quickly returned to Duo's side. Quickly, he managed to get Duo dressed
so that they wouldn't draw too many stares on the way back to the safehouse.
But the journey back was silent, Heero noted. And Duo no longer showed
any of his previous emotions, seeming to withdraw into his own world.
Heero sighed. What the hell would he do now?
- Shinigami no Miko
Once they had gotten back, Duo had instantly locked himself in
his room. Heero could hear the water of the shower running for an
eternity. He hesitated. What the hell was he supposed to do? What if Duo
didn't want to see him? A thought suddenly struck him. What if Duo
was clutching a razorblade...poising it above his arm...? He reacted before
thinking. Heero kicked down the door.
"What the FU-?!!?" Duo managed to scream out before his voice gave
way to shock. The braided pilot had been curled, fetal-position on
the bed.
"Get out," he choked, returning to his position on the bed.
"NO," Heero stated flatly.
"I said, get the HELL out!" Duo's voice shrilled.
"NO."
"DAMMIT HEERO!" Weeping, the braided pilot began to savagely
attack the other, pummelling fists against unyielding flesh.
Finally Duo collapsed against Heero in a sobbing mess.
- Luna Inverse
"Shh, its all right. I'm here," Heero tried to soothe him. But
Duo flung himself away from his arms.
"Now, yes. But later? Earlier? When I needed you? Where were you
then!" Duo snarled.
Heero blinked. "Duo. Listen to me," Heero said, feeling his own
voice crack. He let his empty arms sag down.
"OUT!GET OUT NOW!" Duo pointed at the door. Heero merely look evenly
back at him and stayed where he was. Duo shook. "Fine. If you won't leave,
I WILL!"
"Duo, WAIT!" Heero cried.
- Hereld Lendel(a)
Duo ran. His eyes blurred as tears began to flow again. He heard
Heero calling him but refused to turn back. He felt shamed, shame that
Heero saw him in that state, and anger, angry that Heero was not there
for him when he needed him, and at himself. He ran, not caring where he
was going. He could hear Heero running after him. *Go away!! Go away!!
Leave me alone!!*
- Wing
Duo kept on running, unconcsious of the tears that trickle
down his face "...Am i just a mere plaything??..." Duo sobbed to himself,
"Heero, what am I to you??"
Duo finally slowed down, no longer able to sense the footsteps
of his lover, he found a tree and curled himself up into a ball and started
sobbing all over again...
Meanwhile, the rapist was still out on the run Still on the
hunt for the brown haired creature he possessed.
- shi
"Kuso." Heero cursed he had been serching for an hour and there
was no trace of the other boy. He returned to the area he had lost. "Duo,
I'm sorry. If I could I would turn back time." He felt a strange fear creeping
through his body. He needed to find Duo fast.
Duo shivered as an icy wind enveloped him. It was late and
he was cold. "I should go back." He thought. He sat up then slowly stood.
He jumped as he heard a snap of a twig behind him then slumped agianst
the tree. "Heero? Is that you? Don't scare me like that."
The footsteps came closer. "Heero, say something." He turned
scanning the darkness. "Heero?"
A deep voice drifted to him from the shadows. "I finally
found you my angel."
- Loreley
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