THE FOUR LOVERS: HAPPINESS IS A PHOENIX
Chapter Five
Happiness is a Phoenix
 It was a cold, clean, wonderful night, breezy 
enough to spritefully play with your hair, a breeze 
that brought the smell of cinnamon and festivity 
from the Ball going on inside the Palaxe.  And into 
this wonderful night stepped the boundry walkers--
guardianas--for the evening, Alys and Lian.  
 "The Ball is so beautiful and bright this evening," 
wistfully whispered Alys.  "The way those two 
danced...you'd think they knew nothing of the war!"
 "That's Love, Lys," replied Lian, smiling into the 
wind.  "Makes everything look bright."
 "What's the status of the Senshi?  I didn't hear 
the last update."
 "Better, though all of them are still in a bit of 
shock.  Mars is finally calmer, and Mercury...well, 
she's come to her senses."  She turned to check a 
sudden rustling in the bush, her hand ready to grab 
her sword--but it was nothing.  Still, it bugged 
her; "Strange," she whispered.
 "Yes, it was," replied Alys.  "That they should be 
hit like that, all at once.  It's just odd...will 
they watch the Gate tonight?" 
 "There's been no change, so I'd assume yes."
 They walked on a little farther, when suddenly a 
breeze whipped the sound of a soft grunt towards 
them.  Alys was the first to head toward it, and 
suddenly a raspy cry came from her throat, and she 
fell.  Lian's eyes widened and she ran to her, 
stooping beside her to see what was wrong.  Her face 
had gone Borg white, and the texture of her skin was 
like cold, clammy rubber.  And from her neck split 
warm drops of pinkish blood, thinly winding its way 
down her neck.
 Lian stood and unsheathed her sword just as her 
eyes found the shadowy sniper.  She hit her com 
badge and yelled, "YOUMA!" before the attacker 
appeared, and she swung her dark blade with the 
sprinkles of purple starlight with a fierce war cry, 
slicing open its belly and eliciting a shriek from 
it  With a second swing, she decapitated it--but by 
then others had come to join it.  She hacked her way 
through them like scissors cut paper, as if she was 
only working her way through a thicket of thorns.  
 Suddenly, a blue crystal spike slammed into her 
leg, and a second into her chest.  As she fell, 
coughing and heaving as death stood by, the face of 
her killer appeared out of the shadow, and she 
gasped...then fell, only a foot from where her 
friend lay.
 The black shadow now called Zoycite smiled a cruel 
smile, another crystal dagger appearing in her hand, 
before calling to her troops. The attack was on.
*       *       *       *
 He was spitfire mad, emotions raging within  him in 
waves of pulsing anger and sinister hatred.  He was 
pushing the limits of his power beyond those he'd 
dreamed of, an aura of green-gray forming around 
him, eyes glowing insanely bright, blond hair a 
nimbus around his head.  Lastly, he was scared, 
though not of his own death; that seemed so 
insignificant now.  What he feared most was the 
feminine version of himself that was stalking around 
the battlefield, killing men in the name of "Beryl 
and the Negaverse!" And Ami saw this skewed version 
of himself, attacking, maiming, slaying...it would 
be disaster for both. 
  he thought dryly, 
fearfully, that sudden knee-knocking anxiety fueling 
another wave of anger.   
 It seemed that Beryl had hung the Generals on some 
huge mobile, so that they swung above the battle, 
imprisioned not in crystal coffins, but in empathic 
spheres that reflected their emotions.  Whether this 
was intentional or not, he couldn't tell; still, it 
was just one more thing to tick him off.  He hung 
closest to Jade and Kunzite; Nephrite was off aways, 
as if he had excluded himself from the rest of them.  
Of all the spheres, his was the busiest and most 
colorful, constantly shifting the glaring neons as 
his emotions crested and troughed.  He wondered 
briefly what the others were thinking, if their 
thought were along the same lines as his, or if they 
just watched the battle below, or just trying to 
wake up and escape this nightmare.
 Jade, though, was doing neither as he hung in his 
sphere of placid purple--dark purple, the color of 
royalty, nobility, snobbery...and the closest he 
could get to depression.  His mind wasn't as light 
and fluffy as it usually was, but it was trying to 
be; whenever he attempted depression, some thought, 
some idiotic memory, would come to mind.  It hurt 
him almost that he could never tame it to 
seriousness, but then again, it was just his nature.  
It also helped that he could see the Gate, and the 
four Senshi, so fierce and determined to keep this 
attacker from winning.  He watched his Rei, Sailor 
Mars, bring down the wrath of flames on any youma 
who approached, sometimes calling it up from the 
bowels of the moon.  What was her word?  "Dusted!"
He could hear her say it now, see the glow in her 
eyes, as if he was her and she was him, a jade bowl 
with a roaring flame with in it, or a piece of jade 
in flame...and now depression attempted to set in 
again.  Yet suddenly a flare of fire in the shape of 
the moon rose, and the golden sheen warmed him, and 
once again, he had hope.  Because somehow, he knew 
that he would be with her again...someday.
 Nephrite, in his solitary place in the sky, could 
do nothing but cry.  Not in wracking sobs, but in 
smooth tears that coursed down his face, tiny 
droplets that were supposed to help ease the pain--
except when it couldn't be eased.  His sphere had 
turned a dripping blue--kinda green--that mocked 
him, shedding blue with him, and yet still kept him 
imprisoned.  Once in awhile a streak of lightning 
would scour the battlefield near him, and he knew 
she was still alive--yet every scream he heard was 
her, every cry was for him, and he could do nothing.  
Second most powerful General REDUCED to a bystander, 
and there was nothing he could do about it.  
Nothing.  And it ached inside him, so hollow, and he 
cried, and cried--for he knew that he'd never see 
her again, and could never apologize for breaking 
his promise to her, that he'd come back for her, 
that everything would be all right....
 Kunzite's sphere was a blank--a total blank.  And 
so was Kunzite.  For even though the inner man was 
screaming at him, dressing him down, and demanding 
that he do something, all he could do was stare at 
the battle.  Well, that's what it looked like; 
really, he saw nothing, nothing but darkness, and 
felt nothing but the cool energy pressed against his 
cheek as the hot battle raged below.  Occasionally a 
flash of light would draw his eye, the orange a 
streak of hope, and he'd raise his head...but then 
he would slump again.  He felt so hopeless that he'd 
just shut down.  And inside his mind, when the angry 
voice wasn't speaking, a soft voice just kept 
repeating "I love thee, I love thee, I love thee, I 
love thee..."
 He never said he loved her--or, at least, it was so 
long ago it'd faded away.  And now he wondered if 
she knew how deeply he cared, and he longed to say 
it to her just one more time...kiss her just once 
more...but instead, all he could do was watch 
blankly.
 Suddenly, movement caught his eye. The youma had 
been assaulting the Gate forever, since nearly the 
beginning of the battle, but the combination of the 
Senshi and a Knight or two had taken care of it.  
Now, though, some other force was moving towards the 
Gate--a force that caught every General's heart, and 
made them freeze.
 Their replicas had decided to show up and wipe out 
the ones they loved most.
 It was then that Zoicite went insane.
 He shrieked something--a cross between "AGRRHRRRR!" 
and "NOOOOOOO!"--and the colors of the sphere 
frenzied.  Then, there was this lite sounding pop, 
as if a soap bubble had been broken, and his sphere 
broke. 
 Each of the remaining Generals watched breathless 
as Zoicite fell...
...and their Dark Counterparts breached the Gate...
   ...he flipped twice, petals swirling, and landed       
      in the battle....
...and they went forward to embrace the Senshi....
   ...and he gave a cry and took to the air,  
      brandishing two wicked looking crystals, 
      drawing close to the Gate...
...suddenly each Senshi doubled over, almost in 
   unison...
   ...just as Zoi made it inside the gates, and 
      the four laughed and vanished.
 And three more soap bubbles in the air popped, 
joining Zoicite on the ground.  
 He ran to Ami, eyes widening in horror and fury 
screaming through his veins.  He dropped to his 
knees and held her up, her eyes going glossy even as 
the blood poured out of her.
 "Ami...Ami, my love, Ami..." he whispered, stroking 
her face, her cold face.  He began to fashion an 
energy crystal, which would slow the bleeding and 
help her heal--when she spoke.
 "Zoi..."
 Her voice was like the fall of a leaf, soft and 
fluttering and so close to silence that tears sprung 
to his eyes.  
 "Love, oh Ami...I love you, Ami..."
 "Zoi...no...don't...please don't hurt..."
 "Ami, it wasn't me."
 "I love...Zoi...don't hurt...I love you."
 And she fell silent as he looked on in horror, and 
as the other Generals reached the Gate they heard 
the agonized, wailing scream of their companion, a 
mixure of sorrow so potent that those on the 
battlefield felt their hearts wrench, and even the 
youma felt a touch...of sadness.  He screamed again, 
and again, his voice ringing out as tears washed 
down his face and onto hers, his hand in hers; "AMI!
AMI!! AMIIII!!!"
 Each General rushed first to their Senshi as Zoi's 
voice died to a whisper, and his tears turned hot, 
and his blood fired.  Nephrite scooped up his 
Jupiter, his Mako, her cold body limp in his arms 
and her eyes wide in shock, and horror....the rose 
earrings glittering in her ears.  Jade suddenly 
found himself shaking, and sobbing, both internally 
and externally, for his fire lay dead, cruelly 
stabbed.  He found himself kissing her lightly, 
whispering, "Your last kiss" before breaking into 
more sobs.  And Kunzite found Venus, and his heart 
wrenched, for though she hadn't been stabbed in a 
mortal spot, the wound had bleed so much before he 
got that she was fading--fast.  And so he took her 
hand and touched her face, and as bright, rare tears 
cascaded from his eyes, whispered, "I love you. I 
LOVE THEE, Lady Venus. My.." and he choked, and for 
the last time he held her, hands in her hair, as she 
shuddered and exhaled one last time.  "I love 
thee..." he whispered again.
 A sudden scream shook the palace, and all four 
Generals leapt up in response.  "SERENITY!" screamed 
Jade, and cold fury rushed through the veins of 
every other General.  
 "GENERALS ASSEMBLE!!" Kunzite roared, and power 
screamed to the surface, and as they took off down 
the hall another cry reached their ears--and they 
went faster, for it was Endymion's voice.
 And finally they found the sight, and the two dead 
or near-dead lovers, and watched as the Imperium 
Crystal was raised in Beryl's sneering face--and 
then everything was white, and hot, and suddenly a 
peace coursed through them, and they knew that their 
Happiness was a Phoenix, is a Phoenix, and it soared 
with them on the waves of light...burning them to 
ashes...ashes from which someday they would rise to 
live and love again.
 And all went black.


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