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ABOUT THIS FIC: This fic has YAOI content WITHOUT Pornography. So far, it's pretty safe for anyone to read. But if male x male relationships disturbs you I think you shouldn't read on. If you're a minor, that's 16+ in some places and 18+ in most, hit the back button on your browser NOW or follow this link back to Angel Black. And if you are ok with male x male love, read on and enjoy yourself.
This short fic on Nagi takes place in the last few eps. of the anime.
He sat alone in his room. Crawford. Two shadows danced in his mind, teasing up his pain. It wasn't just the physical contact that burned his cheek. Wasn't just another scar to add to his mental collection. It hurts. This time he'd been hit by the hand that had fed him, clothed him, took him in and cared for him when he most needed love and care. This time it was different. It really hurts. This was the only soul he had ever allowed himself to fully trust. This man had made him a promise. I don't want to hurt you. It wouldn't have mattered all that much if he had never made that promise. Be brave for me, Nagi. He was still sensitive to the blow; soft tissues, when applied pressure, tense up, a constant reminder of the night. Be brave. I will. A kiss is still a kiss; Crawford only slapped him. Hurts! He should have known Crawford... everything comes with a price. I never meant to hurt you, he should have known nothing iin this world is free. Never meant to but he deserved it. Who was he to say he loved her when he only hurt- brought suffering to those around him? I know. Swollen tissues, puffy eyes, trembling lips. Shh... don't cry. He deserved all the pain he had received and more. Crawford was too kind; he had put Schwarz in danger. I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm sorry. Even when he hit him Crawford was too kind. I broke my promise Now, to you. it still hurt Nagi... but, Crawford? Crawford made that all Ashiteru. bearable.
Footnotes:
I'm not sure about this one, minna-san, since I was trying something different. If you don't understand, try reading the italics and normal words seperately. I got this idea of mixing the speech by italic and normal from a recent fic I saw at Teambonnet's Weiß Kreuz Page called Deine Hände halten die Träume zusammen that they got from a book by William Faulkner. The book is called Sound and the Fury.
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