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Di-Dar
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Album Type: Cantonese
Record Label: Cinepoly Records
Date of Release: 1995
 
.Di-Dar
 Vacation
 Lost Track
 Scandalous
 Perhaps
 I Think
 Enjoyment
 Half
 [Untitled]
 Comet
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Di-Dar (track 1) 

song: Faye Wong/lyrics: Lin Xi

Don't want to spy on you for even a second
It's because I fear I'll suddenly laugh
Will naturally love all the way
Will suddenly scream loudly
Calling to the spirits to come out, come out, come out

Don't want to hear your heartbeats
It's because I fear you'll suddenly wake up
You naturally say it's too late
You really have to go
I suddenly cry, cry, cry
Di-Dar....

Don't want to possess you
It's because I fear I'll suddenly think
That you're really too important
I suddenly can't breathe
Will suddenly want to shout, want to jump, want to possess
Di-Dar....

Vacation (track 2)

song: Faye Wong/lyrics: Lin Xi

The clock ticks away in my heart
Counting down every second
Always ready for end of the voyage
I've known for a long time that there are no unending dreams
Good times have ended
It's like the end of the vacation
I silently wait for the vacation to end
It's as if I've caught up with the school bells and announced that everything is back to normal
The light has been expended, good times will abruptly come to a standstill
Indulge all you can now
Make merry all you can now
Commemorate all you can now
You still have to return home

The brilliant vacation ends
There's no way to extend the festivities
Even if the holiday never ends I wouldn't find it remarkable
Pacify your heart

At least [you've] had a breath of fresh air
How can one play a lifetime of games?
Stowed away the overweight baggage
Sojourned on the plane bound for home
I won't forget a minute or a second of the countdown*
This world will be (will be) so beautiful (so beautiful, so beautiful)
Nothing will compare with this week
No one can avoid separation
Treat it as an unexpected vacation
Treat it as a break from difficult times
I loved you once

*I used the negative construction here because it's closer to the
original lyrics; its affirmative equivalent, "Will remember every minute,
every second of the countdown" probably sounds less awkward.

Lost Track (track 3)

song: C.Y. Kong/lyrics: Lin Xi

Yellow is like the sunset after rain
Blue is like the men of the world
I'm bringing the past with me on a journey
Red light...green light...red light

In front of me is your countenance
Mesmerizing, mesmerizing
Looking back I find that the drama
Has deteriorated, has deteriorated

Sunk into a voyage of thoughts
Why are right and wrong, black and white
So unclear?
I lose my way in remembrance's country
Where is the way back?

I take your shadow from the past
Adhere it to my eyes
I continue to reminisce you
Gestures...spoken words...time...situation
It's the snow of April
The sound of August rain
I think of you until (until until) I can no longer reminisce
Even if I miss you so much I lose track
I will not be at peace

Love is an emotion of the past
Time is yesterday's clock hand
I'm bringing the past with me on a journey
Trapped in remembrance's forest

Scandalous (track 4)

song: Chen Xiao Xia/lyrics: Lin Xi

My eyes seem to be crying yet they seem not to be crying
I can't say what else I'm hoping for
Blowing smoke rings with you
Near your lips
I can't express my contentment
How can your tenderness be captured?
It comes closer and closer, yet it never makes contact
La...

The unfinished tea turned sour long ago
We have never been in love before, yet we are in love
We're going 'round in circles every day
How can this entanglement be considered short?
I wear your clothes every day
I can't detain you, yet I'm still warm

Hovering between sweetness and bitterness
I can't see through your scandalous eyes
You borrow love to fill one night
In the end, it still has to be returned
There's no need to desire too much

Hovering between proximity and separation
I can't see through your scandalous eyes
It seems to be deep yet it's still very shallow
The sky had turned blue-grey long ago
I want to part from you
Yet it's not late

Perhaps (track 5)

song: Alex San/lyrics: Lin Xi

Beard roots represent sensitivity
Black hair represents a desire to kiss
Perhaps everything is unrelated
You confuse my view of things

When you represent my ideal
When I cannot represent you
It all means that you don't know how to love

If you are my question mark
I hope you're my equal sign
If longing for you is equivalent to kissing you
How nice [it would be]

Perhaps countless questions mean that we're not thorough
Perhaps love is so deep one can't see the bottom of it
Perhaps love means everything
It means that emotions gradually go off track
Perhaps I haven't found someone better to take your place

Despising you means I'm being good to you
Giving up means I want to attain it
Making up means it's hard to emend
You don't know that you're confused

A drunken heart means I'm drunk
An embrace means I want to embrace
It all means that clear-cut love is better

I Think (track 6)

song: Zhang Ya Dong/lyrics: Lin Xi

[note: in Chinese, the title of the song can be translated as "I think" or as
"I want to." In this song, the latter meaning applies, but as most people have
translated the title as "I Think," I have also done so here; however, all other
occurrences of the title in the lyrics have been translated as "I want to."]

Perhaps it is
But it has not happened yet
It almost is
But it never was
At the beginning perhaps, if I secretly loved you
It's been too long
It's enough to be content with keeping it hidden from myself

If it is
It is only a natural thing
It is the equivalent of
Yet it's as if nothing happened
In reality, it's only missing my calling out your name
Yet I may not reveal my desires

It's meaningless
You want me to tell you
It's meaningless
You know I want to, I want to
Don't ask me anything
I do all sorts of foolish things for you
Yes, yes
I might not tell you about them

Perhaps it is
It might not be 100% certain
If it is
It was from a long time ago
Even if I call out your name in my dreams
I hope that it might not be the same in reality

Of course it is
The moonlit night is hinting at it
Things to do with love
Are like ancient Chinese writing
Especially if, almost, it will happen soon
How could the feeling of tender love and sweet desires
Be explained patiently to you without distorting my meaning?
I'm going crazy for you
It can't be controlled
Yes, yes
I won't tell you about it

It's meaningless
You want me to tell you
It's meaningless
You know I want to, I want to
It's meaningless
You want to know; that's easy
It's meaningless
You know I want to, I want to

Enjoyment (track 7)

song: Suzuki Syoko,Tozawa Yoshimi/lyrics: Lin Xi

Your warmth is only keeping me warm
Your prayers are only meant for me
Your devotion is so that you could be close to me
You don't care about anyone else

Let your arms be there solely to hold me tight
Your wild heart will only settle down for me
I'm the only one left in the world
Freedom of choice is limited
Is my selfishness too foolish?

It originates from your feelings
It is all part of my enjoyment
There isn't enough of it to be shared
Love can only be possessed exclusively
Whether it's good or bad, I still want to take possession of it

It would be best if I imprisoned you
Every part of you would only be touched by me
It would be best if sky and earth are destroyed
What else should two people do other than kiss?
In this selfish river of love

It originates from your feelings
It is all part of my enjoyment
A little bit isn't enough
Sweetness or bitterness
I have both
Whether it's good or bad, I still want to take possession of it
Just like a smile can only mean that you're thinking of me
Just like sadness can only mean that you have to wait for me
It all requires [you] to leave these feelings for me
How can two people share one?

It originates from your feelings
It is all part of my enjoyment
There isn't enough of it to be shared
Love can only be possessed exclusively
Who would be willing to let go?

Whether it's bitter or sweet
I want to dominate it
I want to have it all

Half (track 8)

song: Viktoria/lyrics: Lin Xi

A love-crazed man
A face of security
One who would wait a lifetime for this
Could be thought of as a happy woman

Love doesn't require equality
[I'd be] content with affection
I wouldn't worry about everything
It's as if one can only be a woman
If one has love

If you want me to be half of you
It really can't be this way
How can it be this way?
If you have another half besides me
I need not wait for your pleasure

Tender affections
Will only surround a man's heart
It's as if nothing I do is tolerated
I am only willing to be cruel for love

If I want to be half of you
How could I continue this way?
If you have another half besides me
I could also rebel [against you]
If loving you is my religion
Heaven will not bother with it
But self-centredness takes up half of me
I don't need you to love me (it can't be exchanged)

I can only give you half
Don't bother about the rest
I can only give you half
Would you be unsatisfied?

[Untitled] (track 9)

song: C.Y. Kong/lyrics: Lin Xi

Contradiction, recklessness, feebleness
Sightlessness, happiness, and hate
Time, atmosphere, tactility
What is the meaning of love?
Ignorance, selfishness plus pretentiousness
Tolerance, forbearance, or revulsion
Obstinate at whim
Relationships, conflicts, helplessness

Abstract happiness
How can it be attained?
Who would know about the complicated principles of love?
Who knows how to track it down?

Countenances, movements, scents
Names, identities, and relationships
Mood, body temperature, touch
What is the meaning of love?
Sincerity, self-deception plus frankness
Friends, lovers, or enemies
To smile, to cry painfully
Happiness, disillusionment, anticipation

Pallidity is spectacular
Excited exclamation
Who would know about the complicated principles of love?
Who knows how to track it down?

Comet (track 10)

song: Liu Yi Da/lyrics: Zhou Yao Hui

I'm at the corner of the sea, yet you're at the edge of the sky
Two stars destined to appear together
We communicate at a distance, yet can never move close together
You and I reflect each other in the darkness

Is this attachment, or is it mutual destruction?
It's already been too long
There's no way to sustain it
I need to escape from your tender universe

I've become a comet, I care not where I fly
Behind me are glistening memories
I am a comet, I have a wish
To leave you
By myself, I'll beautifully disappear

Between the two of us
There seems to be nothing
There's only a silver river flowing with tears
You are the cowboy; I don't dare be the spinning maid
I don't want to continue the dismal poem

I don't want to attach myself to you like this
Don't want mutual destruction
It's already been too long
There's no way to sustain it
It's time for me to return to the mortal world

I've become a comet, I care not where I fly
Behind me are glistening memories
I am a comet, I have a wish
To leave you
By myself, beautifully...

I've become a comet, I care not where I fly
Behind me are glistening memories
Countless comets have only one wish
I search for my own beautiful story

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