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Ingratiate Myself
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Album Type: Cantonese
Record Label: Cinepoly Records
Date of Release: 1994
 
.Ingratiate Myself
 Honeymoon
 Being Criminal
 I Fear
 Exit
 Simplicity is Most Romantic
 Drifting
 Brink of Love and Pain
 Silhouette (Back Shadow)
 The Sky Changes Unchangingly
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Ingratiate Myself (track 1)

song/lyrics: Faye Wong 

Ingratiate myself
Avoiding reality
Unconsciously I pull away
The goings-on under the sky are my principle in life

A gust of congenial air
The logic behind dealing with things
Cover up the face
In reality I'm unsure of myself
In reality I deceive myself

Ingratiate myself
Avoiding reality
Unconsciously I drift away

Honeymoon (track 2)

song: Alex San/lyrics: Lin Xi

[Once again, I must apologize for the poor translation;
there are a few lines which sound very awkward when
translated into English. I hope this translation makes
at least some sense to you...]

Could I be in love with you in times of attachment
But not have to think of you ceaselessly, without rest?
Could I not have to come close to you when I forget myself?
But I could blow a breath of air into the sky
And touch you lightly like a gust of wind

Would I be allowed to hold you tight and then push you away
To suddenly be happy and suddenly ignore you?
When I'm bored, could I pretend to kiss you goodbye
Take a breath of fresh air, and then continue on our honeymoon?

I only want to gently experience separation
And then let myself fear that we'd no longer be together again

Who told me to love you so much?
I hope that we'll forever be in the century of first love
Every time the weather changes
It's like the way your coldness and my warmth contrast one another
I want you to love me
The way I love you; instilled with life at dawn, dead at dusk
I love to excite you, just like you love to fly

When I'm feeling mischievous, could I love you but still be allowed
To be sweet one moment and bitter in the next; have a long then a short kiss
When I'm bored, could I not arrange for a date with you, and yet be waiting for you every minute?
I hope to have another honeymoon
I'm so curious

I Fear (track 4)

song: Alex San/lyrics: Lin Xi

I fear that when the day comes for us to meet again
You and I will have already become volcanic rock filled with cracks
I also fear that I'll kiss your wrinkles
I'd rather believe in immortality

I fear to look into your gaze
I also fear that I'll love you until my soul becomes numb
I fear even more that I'll find myself alone
And be unable to rely on solemnity to recall your voice

I hope that I could ensure
That with my dream's arrival I could feel the temperature of our embrace
I hope that you could ensure
That somnolent lovers
Could pull each other's world closer together in their dreams

I fear that I'll remember you forever
I fear even more that you will sink from my imagination
I fear most that your sideburns will be stained with dust and wind
Unless there is immortality in this world

Once again I hear you say you love me
I fear that I'll foolishly recognize the wrong person
I also fear that the distant piano
Will leave me to mistake your voice in my dreams

Exit (track 5)

song/lyrics: Faye Wong

Heard that doomsday will arrive in 1999
When that time comes we must get married and have a child
Let God take him to heaven before he commits too many sins
Perhaps we could take some credit for it

I have many problems; problems which cannot be resolved
I lack patience; nothing will please me
I often offend people; it's as if I was born with this talent
I despise being a star; yet I crave attention

Flicking through the entertainment section
A big charity show; everyone is donating money
This is our contribution
I don't like politics; think it's filled with hidden danger
I care about our society; but society has fallen into enemies' hands
Of course there's a good side to it

I believe only in love; hope to have a happy family
But the fortune-teller said our marriage will not go smoothly
Said that when you're forty you will have an affair
Makes me worried; makes people worried

I want to find an exit; is there really a way out?
I'm a Buddhist; does this help?
I try to attain happiness, but what is happiness?
My concept of it is unclear

Simplicity is Most Romantic (track 6)

song: Li Zheng Fan/lyrics: Thomas Chow (Zhou Li Mao)

I watched a movie with you
We both felt its sweetness
We listened to the main character voice our heart-felt feelings
It brought about the romantic atmosphere of tonight

And then you took me on a visit to the night stars
A love which hasn't been voiced is still moving to the ears
Our hearts seem to be bound tightly together
Let the light breeze witness this romance

The simpler the love, the more beautiful everything becomes
Each romantic feeling seems to be insignificant
Yet they constantly accumulate in the heart
Perhaps I love you more because of this

The simpler the love, the more beautiful everything becomes
Every romantic feeling is refreshing
Moving back and forth between us
It's so refreshing; it mesmerises the heart
Soaring in the long night

The simpler the love, the more beautiful everything becomes
Even the sound of old laughter is refreshing
Let these romantic feelings pervade this moment
It's so refreshing; it mesmerises the heart
Soaring in the long night

Drifting (track 7)

song: Zhang Ya Dong/lyrics: Lin Xi

The ear doesn't want to hear
The sound of rain crashes about randomly
The eye doesn't see light
It only sees faraway lands
The mouth doesn't want to speak
The heart is busy
Thinking deeply about nothing
Feelings are left about randomly
Drifting...
Drifting...

Listen to the heart beat
Snowflakes fall
Can't see the body
No longer restrained
Thinking deeply about nothing
Breathing moves up and down
The universe is shapeless
Feelings are left about randomly
Drifting...
Drifting...

Thinking deeply about nothing
Breathing moves up and down
The universe is shapeless
Feelings are left about randomly
Drifting...
Drifting...
Drifting... etc.

Brink of Love and Pain (track 8)

song: Huang Zhuo Ying/lyrics: Calvin Poon (Pan Yuan Liang)

I pace about the deserted road and look back at it
You once kissed my face hundreds and thousands of times
I never thought that there would be a day
When, in the night rain, I have nowhere to go
Making me wait here alone from one o'clock to three o'clock

I'm not afraid of meeting you again
This is still my desire
I have my own feelings
You can't expect me to hide them
If you are no longer in love with me
Then why do you deceive me?
Making me wait and wait
I'm waiting for the day when I can regain your warmth

Love is like a rain shower, it seems to be over, but it's hard for it to end
The more you think about it, the more confused you become
I no longer want to attach myself to you
I have my dignity
I don't want to be hurt again

I can't help that my heart
Wants to distinguish it but cannot do so
It tells me not to wait
But this wish is unfulfilled
I'm forever at the brink of love and pain
How can I decide what choice to make?

Silhouette [also translated as 'Back Shadow'] (track 9)

song: Shoji Ishii/lyrics: Lin Xi

If you smile at this moment
I would not shed tears
Just like body and shadow are the most crazed companions
Always facing each other at any time, any place
Yet they could no longer embrace each other
If they wish to embrace, they will lose each other
I don't know which looks like the other

If you feel sad
I would not be happy
Just like body and shadow do the same actions
It's all a part of common sense
I'm close behind, but slower than you are
A step too early, a step ahead, or a step behind
Still with my back to the sun

I'm just like a reflection at your side
Your hazy silhouette
Confused and unclear
Concealing my true nature
I cannot go far, yet I cannot stop
How can I clearly distinguish your distinct silhouette
With my eyes covered?
I'm not making a sound, [just] frequently resonating around you
It's a pity you can't see clearly

If you want to move forward
I would not step back
Just like a cast shadow cannot perform solo
It doesn't even have a name
Yet there's half of it in your heart
Half of it behind your back
How can it walk alone?

I am quickly changing into a shadow
I'm hard to embrace and hard to abandon
I'm always keeping you company
I'm just like you

I can't clearly distinguish your silhouette
I can't clearly distinguish your silhouette
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