Left Handshake

I think I'm water, I think I'm going insane, help me out of it [You are a light. You are a sun. Drift within. This is your body.] I hurt and cannot run away, your rotting mind said [Did you get lost on the trip?] I can't run away [Did you get trapped in memory?] I can't remember [Did you forget?] no memory, down here, one-to-one in you [What did you do?] dance for me [Virtual mindgame] look, one of two [Trivial paranoia] no color [You had to make it a bad trip] darkness, it shows mind reflecting in a painted picture, treasure, with a belief in the vision, contain (...) break down, take ingested poison, (...) repeats, last doubt, brushed aside, (...) betrayal, last rights denied [(...) Don't see the light] (...) alarm look inside [Buried] unearth the (...), the stains of disease, heartless mother fuck shows a life of ease, hard to believe, (...) takes the soul (...) to the edge of it all, why can't they see, I'm still in control, still have my eyes [Do not see right] (...) survive this, LAST RIGHTS DENIED [(...) soft] (...) decision expected, who controls [Soft tissue (...)] no one's right, use the decision, (...) controls, (...) breakdown, inexperience failed [(...) "soft tissue(female voice)"] washing their hands, walking this way, washing their hands, walking this way, washing their hands, point of denial, washing their hands, walking away [(...) sinke gently into dark] washing their hands, walking this way, washing their hands, point of denial ["Sink. Sink into your dark(female voice)"] (...) [In this mirror of confession] no guilt, no guilt, I see no guilt [What do you see there?] no guilt [Your personality] inexperience failed [All your goals, and your fears] my fears are mine [Your ambitions] ambitions, hey it's okay [The chess game of your life, got to check that, you can't take that on the trip] inside [All those animal impulses] lay down [That you hide] hide [And keep down below, all this baggage too, must be checked] I wouldn't expect it could be [You can't take that] I never will [On the billion year voyage] never wanted to welcome wanted poison [Are you ready?] poison, sickness, sickness grows inside [Then take this chalice, the elixir of life] they are pushing you in