When you walk past me, I want to cry.
I asked if you loved me, you told me lies.
Now when I see you, my heart goes and hides.
I now know that you sped up my demise.
You are the reason I am what I became.
You are my past and you are my shame.
In the darkness I call your name.
An demon takes over, to hurt and maim,
To save myself I writhe in agony,
I know your feelings were just a travesty
But why couldn't you have let me die happily?
You could have decided to lie harmlessly.
Damn you, why didn't you understand?
Didn't you realize Armageddon is at hand?
You blocked out the cries, echoing from the land,
And all that you got was a brief reprimand.
My soul has died, my life is shattered.
While you told me lies, I only felt flattered.
And now I emerge, half dead and battered,
And you thought only your happiness mattered.

    ~Copyright, © - Alicia Lehner, 1998




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