as soon as it hurts
you leave me for the worst
and I thought you said
that you would wait ahead
but I never found you
you were there with her
left me out of the blue
and my life's in a blur
as soon as it hurts
you leave me for the worst
ravaged and far from home,
destined to die alone
my heart is broken
my soul in tatters
but I'm still hoping
you'll remember what matters
as soon as it hurts
you leave me for the worst
but this time I hold the upper hand
I'll leave you in this savage land
the moon is out now, silent and alone
I hear your cries, desperate and needing
don't you realize I suffered alone
I just won't listen to your pleading
as soon as it hurts
you'll leave me for the worst
I'll love you forever
if I can wait that long…

    ~Copyright, © - Alicia Lehner, 1998




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