I want to scream
the indignation smothers
me even in my dreams
the hot dry fog it covers
and damn it hurts
I can't breathe
I don't know what's worse
the fact that you wont leave
or that I used to love you
I want again
to see your face, it's true
be more than my friend
why do you reject
me even as a friend
why do you project
such love then hate me till the end
of time
I lied
you lied
I loved
you cried
I saw you
don't deny
the fact that you too
are smothered by the confusion
those nights we spent together
Crying cause you're losin'
me now too like you lost her
remember this feeling
forever…

    ~© - Alicia Lehner, 1998
    ~for all the people who have been dumped by someone...




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