*temptation*
walking to school, passed a group of the popular people, they laughed again. how stupid she was to believe that she might ever fit in. just a misfit, no one there cared about a poor girl, from the wrong side of sanity. no one ever paid any attention to her, except that she had the wrong clothes and hung out with the wrong people. looking back, they could have said she was shy, not good enough for them. living in a dream world, everything she saw was unreal. dreaming of euphoria, which would never come. confusion, why did he ignore? ran up to him once more, why won't he listen? nothing more to be said, he pushed her away… everything was just too real for him… inside the knives were sharpening, ready for the kill… frightened, her heart racing, her mind screamed… this couldn't be happening… not now, not in the middle of everything… her tears hurt, struggling to escape from her eyes, locked to the world… the day passed in a daze… at home she lay on her bed, the raging torrent of emotions escaping… out came the solace and satisfaction, the razor sharp edge of happiness… cut into her skin… she watched the scarlet river flow from her wrists, gazing in wonder at this… no one came to help her, the weak cries did not attract attention… no one called… the excruciating sting as the acid tears came down overwhelmed… drowning, crying for help but no one would hear… no one ever heard again…