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sometimes you just
have to take three
steps back simply
to breathe.

 (void if in water)

after a month of 
having urges to
eat cheesecake
gene gave in and
drove me to elmo's
and i got a piece.

  (sugar high)

"if she would only
stop imitating me"
get over it honey

you hit me and it
felt like a kiss.
no, not that kind.
the other.

my hair is longer
than it's ever
been | ever being 
about as far back 
as our "forever" 
turned out to be.

    (void)   

no. you is not
referring to you.
or maybe it is.
sometimes it is.

always is such a
non distinct word
anyways | i am 
happy for you
both times three

(h o n e s t l y)

seedickandjaneandspotrun

he asked me yesterday
if i had seen that 
movie so i was forced
to remember that it 
was you who showed it
to me that one night
all those years ago

of course i remember
you more clearly than
the movie | i do have
to wonder why you
still tune into this?

(seemehearmefeelmebeme)

the phone rang 1:25 am
my heart ran faster than
i. no message. and then
you try to sleep.

stay with me when i fall
and die | of course that
means "forever" and i 
already discussed that
so read "never"

   (are you okay?)

















               yes