Poetry By Wentonto

All Poems On This Page Copyright © 1998 Wentonto




SOMETHING MAGICAL

by Darleen Knittle (Wentonto)

Running from the world
of chaos and indecision,
I stumbled upon a magic glen
amidst a sparkling forest.
In the middle of the serenity
was a whimsical little pond
bubbling forth with love.
I marveled at the incandescence
of the glittering froth -
the ever changing hues -
so warm and inviting.

The sweet liquid swallowed me,
filled me with peace,
and for one brief moment
nothing else mattered.

The forest summoned me.
At long last,
I recognized its murmurs,
of secrets once buried.
Flickering amongst the trees
I noticed tiny flashes
of fairies twinkling by
darting amongst
the honey covered trees

A sweet aroma filled the air
and the sun's warmth comforted me
in spite of the pristine night sky
that hung the crystal stars.
I closed my eyes;
I tasted the sweetness.

Suddenly, I realized that I was not alone
for there in the pond
with an impish grin was my sprite.
"You'll like here," he quirked.
I nodded with delight.
The bubbles frothed about me
and wove their magic spell.
I bathed in their glory
and I marveled at the night.

"Come with me," a deep voice said.
I closed my eyes
and slipped into a dream
where things were good
and life was grand.
Submerged in that hope
I moved forward
only to find
the vision had abated,
and there I was alone again.
The glitter turned to murk.

And yet I chose to be
amongst the putrid foam.
For living in a fantasy
was better than going home.

He'd cast his magic spell on me. 

© Wentonto - Copyright 1999




THREE WISE MEN


in the background of my mind 
i can hear the silent voices 
murmuring of days gone by. 
tacit confidences of the sages
listen and you will learn.

there were three wise men
who brought forth great treasures
and presented them before me.
each delicately unfolded the
exclusive keepsake of their soul
and shared the riches with me.
Each in his own time enveloped me
and devoured my essence,
only to turn, relinquishing his claim,
yet lingering, hovering-
a vulture circling it’s next meal-
until ultimately they all abated.

Lost and alone in the world 
vainly searching for another sage
to feast upon my weaknesses.
I awoke to find myself in a strange world
a recluse in this new reality
all was lost; it was finished.
i spied three special treasures
amongst the rubble of my heart.
gingerly, i opened each one
they had been there all along -
gifts from my magi.

The first had given me the gift of life.
cleverly embedding into my soul 
the hope for things to come.
A magic time machine 
empowering me to never be alone
to cross the spaces into a joint time.

The next had given me the gift of joy.
carefully imprinting upon my self
the wonder of intimacies.
The unique ability to glow
allowing me to never be desperate
to seek the evasive truths.


The last had given me the gift of empathy.
gently ingraining upon my heart
the peace that comes with love.
An intricate union of minds
encompassing my very essence
to tastes the fruits of youth.

in the recess of my reason 
i still hear the reticent voices 
whispering of times not lost. 
special wonders of the sages
i listened and I learned.

what good can come from bad?
it is just a matter of perspective

© Wentonto - Copyright 1998




Alpha Omega


      In the beginning there was pain
      And I looked and saw it was no good,
      So I ventured forth to find solace
      in the compassion of your soul.

      In the so called end there was pain
      and I looked and saw it still was bad,
      So I reflected back to find peace
      for the agony in my soul.

      In the middle there was joy
      and I looked and saw it was love.
      So I reached deep to find memories
      of the other part of my soul.

      In the future there is hope
      and I look and see the futility.
      So I struggle hard to reclaim love
      and compassion for my soul.

© Wentonto - Copyright 1998




SOUL DANCE

one lucky moment
i found my soul
i danced in its glory
and lingered in its light
it was a special gift
to feel the warmth
and safety in the night.
it merged into my essence
became a part of me
filled my life with gladness
so wonderful so right
sheltered me from sadness
in its arms holding me tight.

© Wentonto - Copyright 1998






"Once Upon a Fairy Tale Dream"

flat covered marble
with shades of grey
little white buds
in various array
of such are dreams made
of love and life and more
dreams of the fantasy
and life ever more
white picket fences
and gallant knights
rescuing damsels
and making it right
yellow sun shining
and golden adorns
twinkle and sparkle
in place forlorn
wrinkles of moments
places to go
wondrous secrets
wanting to know
such are my fantasies
such are the dreams
but not such reality
or so it just seems

© Wentonto - Copyright 1998





ELEGY TO LOVE

I buried us today
picked up the shattered pieces
of our lives
and safely tucked them away.
somewhere in my life i learned
that love was bad and hurt.
but, for one brief glimmering instant
i tasted the sweetness
savored it,
as it devoured my soul
i felt the warmth and glory
that comes with finally finding that
which you never had.
and for that tender moment of time
you filled me with the richness of your
essence - the magic of your soul.
I buried us today
in my feeble attempt
to find some semblance of reality.
some hope for the future,
some glimpse of something
far greater
waiting  to sweep in
and fill the chasm
created by the death of us.
I refuse to believe
that love has to end in death
in pain
in tears.
I have tasted its glory
when our souls danced
their slow  rhythmic dance
to the beat of our merging hearts.
I buried us today
in a sweet ritualistic notion
that somehow
this would make it better.
ease the pain;
somehow resurrect us;
renew the moments;
refresh your heart.
it was a glorious ceremony.
I felt the warmth of your kisses on my
cheeks
only to realize that it was merely slow
sweet tears of remembrance...
the kind that drift slowly down your
cheeks
'til they kiss your heart
and warm your soul.

© Wentonto - Copyright 1998





WRINKLES IN MY MIND

this is my feeble attempt
to unfold the pieces of my life
and look at each wrinkle
and marvel at the intensity
of darkness and  the light.
in the deep crevices
i find an ugly vile thing
which lurks in the dark.
oh you can crumple it in the
corners and the folds...
but it always seems to sneak out when
you're hungry and you're cold
once upon a time
i dreamed of a life to come
but early in my childhood
they snuck into the folds
and festered there
a dull aching remembrance
of what i do not have
and so i existed in a void
of my pretenses
struggling to be happy
but with the demons lurking in those
recesses of my mind.
one day it unraveled
in pieces on the ground
like humpty in the tales of children
i picked up the pieces
but left some behind
cutting myself on jagged edges.
in a strange way it was a good release
to see the red dreams flow
amongst the cracks and crevices
it drowned the awesome foe.
yet it never really died
it just seems to sit there
even though i tried.
one fine moment that crimson
blended with another.
alien objects infusing into me
wonderful and glorious
it magnified me.
together the demons we suppressed
and had them on the run.
and then the webs of time
began to weave
and there they were
snatching the only happiness
i have ever tasted away.

© Wentonto - Copyright 1998





RAMBLINGS OF MY MIND

in the quiet folds of my mind
a voice seems to linger
and whispers the words
i'd rather not hear.
i choose to remember
the good and not bad
will not listen
will not hear
i want those sweet memories
to go untarnished

and yet in the cracks of my mind
that voice still persists
in telling me secrets
that can not be real
i choose to have the embers
of a love oh so sweet
will not falter
will not change
I want  those sweet moments
to stay, and be mine

in those folds of grey mass
a voice can not live
whispering lies
giving me pain
I don't have to listen
i can love if i want
will not work
will not hear
I need my own thoughts
to keep you intact.

© Wentonto - Copyright 1998





FRAGILE

once i had a fairy
so tiny and bright
it danced among the flowers
of my intimate life.

wings, fragile and delicate
a pure delight
they snagged on a thistle
and seemed to slow the flight

I picked up my fairy
held it in the light
saw it was still breathing
a wondrous sight

smothered it in love
tried to make it right
saw it was suffering
let it take flight

so i sit and wait
without a fight
for the beautiful fairy
upon me to lite

© Wentonto - Copyright 1998





GOOD BYE...

spinning webs of despair
broken dreams and promises
frantic desires of remorse
red, flowing, to ease the pain
rivers of devastation
all become mute
when effaced
by the intricate details
of your soul's embrace
of my essence....

© Wentonto - Copyright 1998





LESSONS FROM A TROUT

In the quiet moments of my solitude
I often drift to the water
which draws my mind
as if by some magical force
luring me into its grip.

Talk to the river
you say
Listen to the water
there's a way....

In the still places of my memory
I often summon the respite
which seems to linger
in the coolest refreshment
of the flowing water.

Talk to the trout
you say
Listen to the fish
there's a way....

In the silent depths of my imagination
I often seek to hear the sounds
which frequent your ears
in the deepest part
of your very essence.

Talk to the man
you say
Listen to the soul
there's a way....

In the pristine dreams of my heart
I often feel the sweet kiss
of the waves on my face
in the tender
moments of solace.

Talk to the heart
you say
Listen to the poetry
there's a way....

© Wentonto - Copyright 1998





QUEST

In the privacy of my thoughts
I know that there must
be some sort of sense
to the chaos in my mind.
So many questions
So few answers.
Searching,
always on a quest,
looking for my next step.
Unraveling the folds
of my tortured soul.

In the intimacy of my memories
I realize that there's always
been a special source
of solace for myself
away from the doubts.
So many Answers
so few questions
Understanding
always at rest,
Looking for my next step
restoring the faith
of my redeemed life.

© Wentonto - Copyright 1998





RECONSTRUCTION

busy building my life
it's going fine
have the girders
scaffolds tip
falling down
pick it up
start again
busy
restoring
my life
it's working well
earthquake shatters
tempests rock
falling pieces
pick it up
start again
busy
salvaging
my life
it's building slow
tears flood
words scorch
falling hard
pick it up
start again
when does it end?

© Wentonto - Copyright 1998





Cuando estoy pensando

de mis favorecedores
hecho en un instante imaginarte
infunden estimulo en mi mente
retener en la memoria
a tu compasion e inteligencia
concierto secreto.

Ojala, que el tiempo sea bueno
con sus afectos
ya nosotros now trate
con mucho carino.
Sus amistad que existe de hecho,
y no necesita vivir
en el reino de los suenos.

------------------------------------------------ which means:
When I think of my favorite people
An image of you instantly comes to mind
Filling me with a zest
as I remember
your compassion and understanding
Our secret moments shared.

With God's help, time will be good
To our relationship and feelings
And be kind to us.
Your friendship exists here, now
And no longer needs to live
In the kingdom of dreams....

© Wentonto - Copyright 1998





Forever Soaring Upward

ever drifting onward
through the clouds
of illusion
spiraling backward
toward the ultimate
expectation-
looking forward
hope of a future
free from pain
enveloped in glory
sheltered by love
forever soaring upward

© Wentonto - Copyright 1998





There were many ways of breaking a heart.
Stories were full of hearts being broken by love,
but what really broke a heart was taking away its dream
whatever that dream might be.
--Pearl Buck



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