Captive Fox
Part Six
by Bluebonnet
Disclaimer: Yeah right, like I could create characters like
these?
Rating: NC-17, baby!
Keywords: Sex and discipline--need I say more?
Summary: In a world where women rule and men are chattel,
Fox Mulder Scully is his wife's most prized possession...
Notes: Most awesome thanks to my wonderful beta reader, Carolyn,
who asks the hard questions, catches the little discrepancies,
and makes me be better than I am.
Dana glanced fondly at her sleeping husband. His wrists had
new bruises over the old ones, and he had moaned in his
sleep periodically during the night. She was certain his
muscles must be sore, and his feet had blisters from walking
so many miles in his riding boots. All the same, he was
adorable, his long lashes curling down to touch his cheek,
his wavy brown hair falling haphazardly over his forehead,
and his muscular arms sprawled out on her bed. She'd
intended to make love to him the night before, but when
she'd reached for him, he had moaned piteously in his sleep,
and she'd not had the heart to wake him.
She thought of waking him with a kiss and taking him
immediately, staring for a few longing seconds at the bulge
between his legs that the sheet barely concealed, and then
smothered a sigh. It was her right to do so, but it would
be unkind. He had suffered greatly the day before, and
lovemaking would be less than pleasurable for him this
morning.
With a sigh of frustration, she climbed from the bed and
rang for the bathwater. She would have him immediately
after breakfast, she vowed silently. When the servants had
filled the tub to her satisfaction she requested a tray for
Fox.
"Just for Lord Fox, my lady?" questioned Sarah, and Dana
nodded. Sarah was normally a parlor maid, but she had been
doubling as Dana's chamber maid since Reginald, a servant
Dana had known all her life, had died several months
earlier.
"Yes, Sarah. Lord Fox will remain in bed today. I shall
eat downstairs with Mother and Walter, and then I must
attend a patient in the village."
Fox stirred at the sound of their voices, and when Sarah had
left the room and Dana slipped into the bathwater, he forced
himself to sit.
"Ohhh," he groaned as his muscles rebelled.
"You should lie down," she advised, hastily cleaning
herself. "How do you feel this morning?"
"I hurt," he told her petulantly. "Everywhere."
"I am not surprised," she said dryly. She finished her bath
and rose from the tub, reaching for the drying towel, and
told him, "Get into the tub now and clean yourself. Make
haste, for Sarah will return shortly with your breakfast."
He winced as he placed his weight on his blistered feet, and
sank gratefully into the warm water. "Am I confined to my
room then?" he asked carefully. "Is my punishment not
completed?"
She touched his cheek lightly before going behind the screen
to dress. "Your punishment is over, sweeting, but today you
must recover. I would that you remain abed for this entire
day."
"But I don't need to do that," he objected, and she gave him
a dark look around the edge of the screen. Fox sighed
resignedly and finished his bath. If Dana told him to
remain abed, he would have to do so. He was in no mood to
face further punishment.
"It is my responsibility to see to it that you are cared
for," she said, emerging from behind the screen. "You must
recover from your ordeal. Your feet must heal, and your
muscles are sore."
He hadn't realized quite how sore until he rose from the
bath and stretched. He truly did ache everywhere, he
realized with irritation. He even had a nasty headache, and
his stomach felt unsettled.
Fox slipped into a nightshirt, feeling the soft fabric swirl
around his skin, and Dana watched with a gleam in her eye.
She didn't intend Fox should wear the shirt for more than a
few minutes, but his next words spoiled her plans for a
leisurely romp in her bed after breakfast.
"I don't believe breakfast will be required, my lady," he
said, making his way slowly back to bed. With every step he
took, his nausea increased.
"Nonsense, Fox," she said briskly. "You must eat. You
slept through supper last night."
"Yes ma'am," he responded softly, climbing gratefully
beneath the covers and curling into a ball. He wanted to
obey her, he truly did, but Fox knew that any morsel he
tried to put into his stomach right now was only going to
re-emerge soon.
Sarah entered the room with his tray but moments later, and
Fox gasped at the way his illness increased with the smell
of the food.
"Are you sickening, Fox?" Dana asked, placing a concerned
hand upon his forehead. "You feel warm."
"I--I'm--" he gulped, his face taking on a decided greenish
tint, and he bolted from the bed, managing to reach the
chamber pot before heaving the bile of his empty stomach
into it.
"Sarah, take the food away," Dana ordered, pouring a drink
of cool water for him. She washed his face, then helped him
climb back into bed, shivering beneath the covers.
"Have you been feeling ill?" she inquired, beginning a
routine examination. His skin felt feverish,
and his face was flushed from the exertion of emptying his
stomach, but other than that he appeared normal. His pulse
was only slightly elevated, his heartbeat strong and
healthy, and there were no marks or bruises upon him except
those at his wrists.
"No, not until I rose from the bath," he answered. "And I
feel fine now, just a bit tired."
Sarah quietly removed the soiled chamber pot while Dana
covered her husband carefully and kissed his forehead.
Reaching for a cloth and some cool water, she bathed his
face of sweat. Fox closed his eyes, breathing slowly under
her ministrations, and snuggled down further into the
covers.
"I wish I could stay with you, sweeting, but I'm afraid
there is a patient I simply must attend this morning. I
shall send Mother to check on you later," she told him.
"Ring for a servant if you need any assistance, and other
than that, you are to stay right here, do you understand me,
Fox?"
"Yes, my lady, only please--no more food."
She smiled indulgently. "We shall discuss the condition of
your stomach when lunch time arrives. Until then, I think
more sleep might be the cure you need."
He nodded and snuggled beneath the coverlet, already
beginning to feel drowsy, and she departed, closing the door
carefully behind her.
When Dana slipped into her seat at the breakfast table,
Maggie and Walter were already halfway through their meal.
"Is Fox ill?" Maggie asked her. "Sarah said he was
sickening."
"He is not well. A touch of some stomach ailment, I
believe," Dana replied. "I must attend Lady Rogers this
morning--will you look in on Fox later, Mother?"
The conversation was interrupted when Roberta, the butler,
entered the room.
"Excuse me, Lady Dana," she ventured. "There is a young man
here seeking employment. I asked him to wait."
"What kind of work does he do, Roberta?" Dana asked,
reaching for another muffin.
"He says he is an upstairs maid, my lady. Melvin has
already met with him."
Melvin, the housekeeper, was very exacting in his standards,
Dana knew. If Melvin approved the prospective maid, her own
interview would be merely a formality.
"We are in need of more help in the upper regions of the
house," Maggie commented. "Sarah has been doing double duty
for far too long. Will you interview him?"
"I will," Dana told her, "but I refuse to take him on unless
he agrees to my terms."
Maggie smiled fondly at her daughter. "You are far too
rigid, my dear," she remarked kindly, and Dana threw her a
look of annoyance.
"Nonetheless, Mother, I am in charge of the estate," she
reminded, and Maggie nodded.
By all rights, the Scully estate should have been passed on
to the eldest daughter, Melissa, but Melissa had joined the
military at a young age, moving quickly up through the ranks
until she had, at the unprecedented age of thirty-four,
become a General in command of the Queen's Guard. She was
quite wealthy in her own right, and had urged her mother to
leave the family estate to her younger sister instead.
"I can't manage it from London," she'd insisted, "and Dana
is happy here. Let her have it, to pass on to her
daughters. I have my own wealth."
Maggie concurred, and, although Dana would not fully inherit
Scully Manor until her mother's death, the management of the
vast estate had been turned over to her several years
earlier. Since then, Dana had shown herself to be as
competent an estate manager as she was a healer.
Hastily finishing her breakfast, Dana entered the salon
where the young man in question awaited. She stopped short,
admiring the vision before her. He wasn't as pretty as her
Fox, but very nearly. His green eyes glowed beneath his
chestnut hair, and the lines of his face were well-defined
and attractive. He stood almost as tall as Fox, and his
form was pleasing in every way. His shirt was partially
open, revealing a chest that begged to be fondled. For a
moment, Dana almost considered taking the boy to her bed,
but Fox was quite satisfying, and she was not yet ready to
supplement his favors with another.
"I am Alex Krycek, my lady," he said, bowing deferentially
to her. "Your housekeeper said you might have need of my
services."
"You are an upstairs maid?"
"Yes ma'am. I have a letter of reference from my previous
employer." He handed her a scrap of paper, and she read its
contents quickly. The Lady who had written the reference
was not an acquaintance of Dana's, but was well known in
London by reputation as an honest and trustworthy person.
"This is satisfactory," she said, handing the paper back to
him. "However, I think you should know that I only employ
lifetime contracts."
His eyes widened a bit, but he said nothing. A male servant
was required to sign a contract to remain in the employ of a
Lady for a certain number of years, that number to be agreed
upon by the employer and prospective servant. During the
time a man was contracted, he was treated as the property of
the Lady, and she was expected to provide for all his needs
in exchange for his service. A contract could be as many
years as both desired, but a very few employers required
lifetime commitments from their servants. Thus, if Alex
signed a contract with Lady Dana, he would essentially
belong to her for the rest of his life. She could use him,
work him in any capacity she chose, even marry him off if it
was her desire. A lifetime contract was an enormous
decision.
Alex narrowed his eyes, considering--the Scully family had a
reputation for treating their servants well. Besides, if
his endeavor was to succeed, he really had no choice. He
must be employed by Lady Dana, no matter the cost. And, he
reminded himself, if his plan came to fruition, he would
soon be warming the Lady's bed on a regular basis, and his
life would be comfortable--as comfortable as a man could
reasonably expect.
"The Scully estate is a desirable employer," Dana continued.
"We take very good care of our servants, and you'll find
they're all quite happy. I'm not of a mind to hire a man,
get him well trained, then have him leave me to go to one of
my neighbors. If you feel this commitment is not to your
liking, please seek employment elsewhere."
"No, my lady," he said quickly. "It's quite satisfactory.
Indeed, it would be an honor to be taken under contract by
one so esteemed in the region."
She looked him up and down carefully for a minute, and Alex
stood straight and tall beneath her scrutiny.
"Remove your shirt," she ordered.
Alex looked startled. "My lady?" he questioned hesitantly.
"I wish to see if you bear any marks of displeasure from
previous employers."
Alex opened his mouth as if to protest, but seeing her
unbending expression, quickly obeyed. He stood silently,
head bowed, while she prowled around him, examining his
smooth flesh carefully. His back bore no marks or scars of
any kind, and the muscles in his chest and arms were firm
and strong.
"Very well," she said at last. "You may begin at once. You
will be caring for the East Wing, where my husband and I
live. Melvin will show you to your room and get you
started."
"Roberta," she called, and the butler entered the room
immediately. "Draw up a contract. Do you read or write?"
she asked, turning back to Alex. The slave shook his head,
wide-eyed at the prospect of a man being so educated.
"Place your mark upon the contract, then," she told him.
"Roberta will show you where."
"Thank you, my lady," he said, flashing her a toothy smile
that very nearly caused her to forget her resolve to let Fox
be this morning. Indeed, a romp in bed with her beautiful
husband was just what she needed to take her mind off her
lust, but Fox was unwell, and there simply wasn't time. With
a sigh, she started for the village, leaving Alex in
Roberta's care.
When Dana arrived at Lady Rogers' home, she found that her
patient had worsened, and she spend the rest of the morning
and most of the afternoon easing that woman's final hours.
Toward early evening, Lady Rogers at last passed to the
great beyond, and Dana spoke a few comforting words to her
husband before taking her leave, weary and sad. Lady Rogers
had been a lifelong resident of the village, and had lived
fifty-seven good years. She would be missed. Luckily, Lord
Rogers had several daughters to care for him. He would not
be left to fend for himself, as poor Walter had been when
Lady Sharon had died.
All the same, his devastation at the loss of his wife had
shaken Dana.
"Why should I live?" he implored, tears streaming down his
face.
"There now," she comforted him. "You have three fine
daughters. They will care for you."
Lord Rogers shook his head, his grief overwhelming.
"Without Ann, my life is nothing," he whispered, staring at
the room where his wife's lifeless body lay.
Dana, unknowing of what to say in such a situation, although
she had faced death on many occasion, crept silently from
the house and took her leave. What must it be like, she
wondered, to have your husband adore you? True, Fox cared
for her--at least she believed he did--but the complete
devotion Lord Rogers showed to Lady Ann had been a
revelation to Dana. She wondered how she had failed to
notice it in the past, and how many other couples felt the
same.
Not many, she decided at length. A man must love his lady
wife, that was expected, but for a woman to feel anything
more than fond affection for her husband was, in Dana's
opinion, a sign of weakness. Scully women were never weak.
Lost in thought as she rode slowly toward home, Dana was
surprised to meet Lady Teena, returning home herself from a
visit to a friend nearby.
"How is my son," Teena asked, smiling. "Have you taken him
well in hand?"
"Indeed I have, my lady," Dana replied. "He is quite
spirited."
Teena looked amused. "Oh yes, Fox always did find himself in
trouble more often than the average boy. You look tired,
Dana, are you quite well?"
"I am well, thank you. I have just come from Lady Rogers'
deathbed."
Teena nodded soberly. "I knew Ann did not have many days
remaining. I saw her just yesterday. Poor Franklin. He
loved her so."
Dana sighed. "It is the most difficult part of being a
healer, watching the families left behind. Speaking of
such, I must hurry home and see to Fox."
"Oh dear, is he ill?"
"He was a bit unsettled this morning. Mother has been
caring for him today."
"Well, give the boy my love, and tell your dear mother that
she must come to visit me soon," Teena told her, flicking
the reins and moving on.
Fox lay in his bed, staring at the ceiling in boredom. His
muscles were still a bit stiff and sore, but his stomach
felt fine. He had not been ill since Sarah had removed the
breakfast tray early that morning, and he was certain it had
been merely a passing ailment. He wanted to get out of bed,
perhaps go for a walk around the grounds, but Dana had
ordered him to remain where he was, and Maggie had popped in
several times to check on him. He didn't dare risk her
wrath if he was caught disobeying Dana.
He had counted the decorative spots on the ceiling at least
twice when there was a light tap at the door.
"Yes?" he called, and the door opened to reveal Sarah,
followed closely by a very handsome young man.
Fox stared at the new arrival uncertainly, suddenly feeling
rumpled and unattractive. Alex was quite pretty--no, he was
much more than 'quite pretty'--he was stunning, Fox realized
with a bolt of pure jealousy. The man stood tall, maybe
taller than Fox, and his body was well filled out in all the
right places. His eyes were a deep green, and his hair fell
across his forehead enticingly. Fox sniffed the air
surreptitiously, wondering if Sarah had managed to removed
all smell of his sickness from the room.
"My lord Fox," Sarah reported, "this is your new chamber
maid, Alex. He'll be taking care of the East Wing starting
today."
"Lord Fox," Alex said politely, inclining his head slightly
in Fox's direction. "I am sorry you are ill."
"I'm fine," Fox muttered, then remembered his manners.
"Welcome to the Scully estate, Alex," he said formally.
"Melvin, the housekeeper, will instruct you in what your
duties will entail."
"I have already spoken to Melvin," Alex assured him, and
there was something of a glint in his eye that made Fox
uncomfortable. "He tells me I may spend a good deal of my
time in this chamber...both day and night," he added in a
low voice meant only for Fox.
Fox was taken aback at the outright suggestion that Alex
might spend nights in Dana's chamber, so taken aback that he
could not think of a thing to say. Several retorts crossed
his mind, but he knew that any snide comment he made in
front of Sarah would find its way back to Dana, and he did
not want his backside to answer for it later. Instead, he
curtly dismissed the two servants, telling Sarah he wished
not to be disturbed for the rest of the day, and slid down
beneath the covers again. He thought he heard soft, mocking
male laughter from the corridor just as the door closed.
Fox lay in his bed for another half hour, fuming, wondering
why he felt so threatened by the presence of another
attractive man in the household. Surely Dana would not
throw him out of her bed so soon. On the other hand, if he
was too sick to perform his husbandly duties, perhaps she
would seek her pleasure elsewhere.
He must become well, Fox decided, as quickly as possible.
He pulled himself to a sitting position, clutching at the
night stand when his balance threatened to leave him, and
waited for the wave of dizziness to abate. When at last he
felt somewhat recovered, he rose on shaky legs and made his
way to the window. Fresh air, he decided, would go a long
way toward helping his recovery.
Fox opened the window and drew in deep gulps of the
outside air, but the breeze was blowing from the wrong
direction, and none of the cleansing air would enter the
room. Finally, feeling braver on his feet, he made up his
mind. He would go outside for a walk. Just a short one, he
told himself. He wouldn't leave the main courtyard. Surely
Dana wouldn't mind if he took a tiny little walk around the
yard, just to get some of his strength back.
Having reached a decision, Fox dressed quickly and left the
room at once, glancing quickly up and down the corridor to
make certain he was not observed. As he allowed the chamber
door to close silently behind him, he could hear Melvin's
voice coming from a few rooms down, rising and falling in
cadence as he explained the housekeeping duties to Alex. As
Fox listened, the younger man's musical laughter rang out,
and Fox tightened his jaw jealously. The new maid even had
an attractive laugh! Feeling a bit like a limp dishrag, Fox
crept down the hall and through the massive doors that
separated the East Wing from the rest of the house.
Silently he slipped down the stairs, glaring at the young
cook's assistant who spotted him. The boy, no more than
fourteen, gave Fox a look of sheer terror and scuttled
toward the kitchen. Satisfied that his flight would not be
reported, Fox confidently opened the front door.
If he hadn't been glancing hurriedly over his shoulder, he
would have seen the tall, beautiful woman who stood on the
front steps, ready to enter the mansion, but instead Fox,
intent upon avoiding discovery, ran headlong into her.
"Oh!" he gasped when he collided with her firm body. Her
hands went immediately to his waist, steadying him, and he
blushed at the intimacy of her touch even as he realized
without it he would have fallen.
"I'm--I'm sorry, I--" Fox gazed at the vision of loveliness
before him and swallowed hard. She was nearly as tall as
him, with a solidly built, strong body, which the military
style uniform she wore emphasized to perfection. Her hair
was a bit darker than Dana's--almost brown with red
highlights. Her eyes were the deepest blue he had ever
seen, and Fox stared into them, completely at sea for a few
moments.
The lady in question stared back at him, a small smile
hovering around her lips, and then gave him a slight bow.
She released him and stepped back, and he began to breathe
normally again.
"You must be Fox," she said in a voice that was soft and yet
strong all at once. She raised his hand to her lips and
kissed his fingers gallantly, and Fox shivered.
"Welcome to the Scully family," she said, looking him up and
down with amusement. "I am Lady Melissa, Dana's older
sister."
Melissa! Fox barely remembered Melissa from when they were
children. She was at least ten years older than Dana, and
had left home to join the army almost before he was old
enough to be aware of what the army was. He had a vague
recollection of a tall, gangly teenager, teasing him and
Dana mercilessly.
"You don't remember me," she commented, and Fox fought for a
modicum of composure.
"Of course I remember you, my lady," he answered shyly. "You
used to pull my hair!"
She threw back her head and laughed heartily, and Fox
thought her laughter the most beautiful sound he'd ever
heard, certainly much more so than that uppity maid Dana had
hired. Her laugh was honest, true and open, and Fox felt
himself responding in kind.
"I did indeed," she replied. "You would become quite
furious with me! And now you are my sister's husband. You
have grown up to be quite a beautiful man, Fox."
Fox lowered his gaze, embarrassed, but Melissa pressed on.
"Where are you sneaking off to in such a hurry?" she asked
in a conspiratorial tone. "I saw you glancing behind to
make certain you weren't being followed."
Fox stared into her eyes, worried at first that she might
betray him, and relaxed when he saw nothing but calm
amusement in them.
"I wanted some fresh air," he confessed. "I was a bit ill
this morning, and Dana told me to remain in bed, but the
room was quite stuffy..."
"And you were bored and thought you could get away with a
walk around the grounds without being detected," she
finished for him, and he nodded, giving her a shy smile.
"Are you going to tell on me?"
"Now why would I do that?" she asked, offering him her arm.
"Allow me to act as your escort, Lord Fox?"
"My--my pleasure," he stammered, accepting her assistance
gratefully. "I'm afraid I'm still a bit weak on my feet."
"We'll go slowly," she promised, and, allowing him to lean
on her as they traversed the grounds, she soon had him in
stitches with talk of their younger days.
"I remember Dana was always quite jealous of you," she
commented. "She nearly chopped off Elizabeth Knight's arms
when she learned Elizabeth had kissed you!"
Fox blushed. "We were only children then," he murmured. "I
couldn't have been more than seven."
"Ah, but my little sister has had her eye on you for years,"
Melissa told him. "Somehow I always knew she would have you
if she could."
"Do you think she could ever..." Fox began, and stopped,
feeling foolish asking this great lady such a question. Of
course Dana would never fall in love with him. Ladies
simply cared for their husbands--they didn't love them. A
husband was something to be shown off and petted, used for
pleasure, someone to raise the children and keep the house,
but a woman didn't fall in love. It simply wasn't like a
Lady.
Melissa waiting for him to finish his unasked question, but
instead, he gasped and clutched at her arm.
"Are you all right?" she asked, concerned.
"I think perhaps I've overdone," he replied, his face going
a bit green. "I'm afraid I'm going to be sick again."
"I'll help you upstairs," she told him, slipping her arm
around his waist for support. He took another step and then
stumbled, and with a shake of her head, Melissa swung him up
into her arms, carrying him easily toward the house. Fox
buried his face against her shoulder, uncomfortable at the
feeling of her breasts pressing into his side, yet too ill
to protest.
Dana, riding Thunder quickly up the drive, saw a man who
closely resembled her husband walking on the arm of a very
attractive woman. Her eyes narrowed angrily when she
realized it was her husband. 'Damn it! What the hell is
he doing out of bed!' she raged inwardly. 'Is he
incapable of following my orders?'
Hurrying Thunder into the stable, she handed his reigns over
to a servant and strode purposefully toward the house,
slapping her crop angrily against her thigh. Fox would
learn to obey her, she vowed, if it took the rest of his
life. Oh, he might be too ill to punish tonight, but he
would most certainly be recovered within a day or two, and
then he would feel her displeasure.
She bounded up the stairs, tossing her cloak and gloves
aside carelessly, and threw open the door to her bed
chamber. Her eyes took in the scene all at once, and Dana
felt her stomach tighten.
"Melissa," she stated flatly.
Her sister looked around at Dana from where she sat on the
bed beside Fox. Fox lay on his back, his shirt pulled up to
reveal his bared stomach, and as Melissa spoke her hands
continued a slow, circular stroking motion on his skin.
"Hello, Dana," she greeted her sister. "It's wonderful to
see you again."
"We didn't expect you," Dana said tersely. "What are you
doing?" She forced herself to remain calm, even though her
oh-so-modest husband was lying in her bed, his eyes closed,
allowing a strange woman to touch him intimately.
"Fox became ill again, so I am helping ease his discomfort,"
Melissa replied calmly, continuing her attentions.
Dana watched for another few seconds, and finally could
stand no more. She strode over to the bed and jerked her
husband's shirt down to cover him. Fox, who had slipped
into a state of near unconsciousness, started into complete
wakefulness.
"My--my lady--" he stammered, and she glowered down at him.
"You disobeyed me," she said in a deadly tone. "You were
instructed not to leave your bed."
"He needed fresh air, Dana," Melissa interjected, but Dana
ignored her.
"I'll be the judge of what he needs," Dana replied, with
more than a touch of arrogance. "Such activity could have
only worsened the situation. If he needed fresh air, he
should have opened the window."
Melissa rose, giving Fox an encouraging smile, and left the
room. It was better to let Dana go ahead and vent her
anger. She knew Dana wouldn't actually punish Fox now, not
in his condition, but her sister had always been headstrong
and Melissa had never been able to teach her patience.
"Well...I'll see you at dinner," she said quietly before
closing the door.
Dana gave an icy nod and waited while her sister left the
room. Then she drew the curtain, dimming the brightness,
and lay down carefully beside Fox. He opened one eye and
observed her. His pale face was beautiful in the dim light,
and Dana felt herself softening toward him. After all, she
reminded herself, Fox was still inexperienced in the ways of
women, and he had been ill. He was not entirely to blame
for the situation with Melissa.
"How are you, sweeting?" she asked, softly caressing his
cheek.
"Better now, I think," he whispered, grateful that her anger
appeared to have dissipated for the moment. "Lady Maggie kept
forcing me to drink her potions, but they wouldn't stay
down. I just wanted to be left alone. And then later, I
felt better, but I needed some air, and the window wasn't
sufficient--I just wanted to take a quick walk around the
grounds and I would have gone right back to bed, but I met
Melissa--I'm sorry I disobeyed you, my lady."
"Mother was only trying to help you, Fox," Dana sighed.
"But I know how you feel. When I was young, and would fall
ill, she would do the same to me."
She thought she saw the ghost of a smile.
"As for your disobedience..."
He glanced up at her hopefully.
"We'll deal with that later."
She ignored his sigh, and went behind the screen to change.
"I hired a new maid this morning, have you met him?" she
called to him.
"Yes. The little tramp," he added under his breath.
"Well, anyway," she said absently, missing the slight note
of jealousy in his voice, "what's important is that you
fulfill your duties as my husband. He'll be an upstairs
maid, and will care for this wing, including our chamber, so
you'd best meet with him as soon as you are feeling up to
the task, and inform him of any duties Melvin may have
neglected to mention."
"Yes, my lady," he replied grudgingly, and pulled himself to
a sitting position, leaning against the massive headboard.
His nausea seemed all but diminished at this point, since
Lady Melissa's intervention, and he savored the relief. Fox
was rarely sick, and being forced to take to his bed due to
illness was unbearable.
Dana emerged from behind the dressing screen wearing a long,
flowing silk robe in a shade of midnight blue that caused
her eyes to glow, and Fox swallowed hungrily at the sight.
He hoped she would climb into the bed and take him at once,
but instead, she sat down before her mirror and began
stroking through her long, red hair with her hairbrush.
Mesmerized, he watched the bristles slide through her hair,
separating each strand, and he could almost feel it slip
between his fingers, soft as a kitten's fur.
"What is it, Fox?" she asked, continuing to run the brush
through her hair.
"I--I want--" He seemed at a loss for words, but Dana was
determined to make him say the words. It was long since
time Fox got over his shyness about lovemaking, in her
opinion.
"What do you want?"
Rising from the bed, he crossed to where she sat and took
the brush from her fingers.
"May I, my lady?" he requested, and she nodded. He began to
brush her hair, gently stroking the bristles from her scalp
to the end of the long red strands over and over. Dana
leaned back, eyes closed, her expression blissful, and Fox
tended to her hair happily. The softness of the wisps
between his fingers, combined with the faint scent of the
soap she used to clean her hair, made a hunger begin to grow
in him with which he had only recently become familiar. He
made a noise deep in his throat, and Dana opened her eyes,
looking up and smiling at the naked desire she saw on her
husband's face.
"What do you want?" she asked again, softly this time.
He bit his lip, knowing she wanted him to voice his desire,
feeling lust and embarrassment warring within him. "I want
you to.."
She waited, perfectly still, for him to finish.
"Make love to me, Dana. Please."
His eyes were clenched tightly shut, but he had at last
spoken the phrase she wished to hear, and Dana took the
hairbrush from his limp fingers and rose from her chair.
Fox opened his eyes as she turned to him, slowly allowing
her robe to slip over her shoulders and fall to the floor.
"It is the first time you've spoken of your desire for me,"
she said softly, laying her hand lightly on his cheek, and
he nestled his face into her palm. "I am quite pleased."
He turned his face to nestle his lips against her fingers,
and she stroked tenderly over their fullness. Her hand slid
up to caress the back of his neck, and then he felt himself
pulled down, down, to drown in her lips, her eyes, her
sweetness.
Dimly, Fox realized she was leading him toward their bed,
and when she lay down on her back and pulled him over her,
he smiled. He loved when she took him like this--the
feeling of power and control, while he knew it to be false,
was heady and exciting.
"Now, Fox," she whispered in his ear, and without further
delay he plunged his throbbing manhood deep within her
softness, stroking in and out at her command, slower, then
faster, harder, deeper, until he was moaning with his own
need. Just when he was certain he would not be able to
prevent spilling his seed for another second, she threw back
her head and made that animal growl that he adored, and
moments later he clutched her to himself as he reached his
own state of bliss.
Afterwards, as he lay panting with exertion beside her, she
stroked his flesh up and down, her soft fingers sending
chills up and down his spine.
"You are so lovely, my Fox," Dana whispered to him. "I've
wanted you for this entire day."
"As have I, my lady," he replied sleepily, a bashful grin on
his face, and Dana smiled before kissing his lips tenderly.
"Sleep now," she instructed. "Unless you wish food?"
He shook his head, almost asleep already.
"I'll be upstairs late," she told him. "I must write up
some notes before I retire."
Quietly, she rose from the bed and cleaned herself, then
dressed and left the room, turning the lamp down to a mere
glimmer. Fox lay innocently sleeping, his face so boyish in
the dim light that she shook her head wonderingly. He was
such a contradiction, this husband of hers--shy and modest,
completely proper, and yet willing to be as wild as she
desired in her bed. He was truly a prize, she decided,
making her way downstairs to the dining room, and she would
not let Melissa or anyone else take his attentions from her.
When Dana entered the dining room, the rest of the family
was already at table, and Maggie gave her a sly smile as she
slid into her seat.
"I was afraid you wouldn't be joining us, my dear," Maggie
remarked blandly, her eyes on her plate. "How is Fox this
evening?"
"Tired," Dana said shortly, reaching for a slice of bread.
"He is sleeping and does not require a meal."
"He must eat," Melissa put in. "He will need to maintain
his strength to keep up with you, little sister."
Dana stared at her, feeling the old jealousy trying to rear
its head and consciously suppressing it.
"To what do we owe the pleasure of a visit from the head of
the Queen's Guard?" she asked, politely ignoring her
sister's innuendo.
"I was due a leave," Melissa informed her, sprinkling salt
on her potatoes. "I was sorry to have missed your wedding,
Sister, and yours, Mother. When the opportunity arose, I
felt it was time to return home for a visit, in order to
meet the new men in the family."
She smiled disarmingly at Walter, who blushed becomingly and
dropped his gaze to his lap.
"I must say, you have both done quite well for yourselves,"
Melissa continued. "Both Walter and Fox are quite lovely
and charming."
"Yes," Maggie replied with a fond glance at her husband.
"Walter pleases me greatly. He is an excellent host, and
keeps the estate accounts as competently as any woman."
Walter's blush deepened at her praise. "Thank you, my
lady," he whispered, wishing the attention of the women
would become focused somewhere other than on himself.
Maggie, as if reading her husband's mind, switched the
conversation immediately.
"How is Lady Rogers?" she asked Dana, and Dana shook her
head sadly.
"She did not last the afternoon," Dana reported. "I was
quite saddened, as were her daughters."
"And her husband?" Melissa asked casually. "How did Lord
Rogers take the loss?"
"He was upset, as can be imagined," Dana said. "However, he
has three good daughters who will care for him. He need not
fear abandonment."
"It is not the fear of abandonment that causes Lord Rogers'
grief," Melissa said gently. "I have met both Lady and Lord
Rogers frequently. Franklin adored his wife."
"As is appropriate," Dana replied. "A man should love his
wife, he should be devoted to her needs and her comfort."
"And how must a wife view her husband?" Melissa asked,
curious as to Dana's opinion on this controversial topic.
"A husband is a possession," Dana told her plainly. "He
should strive to make himself as attractive and as agreeable
as possible, in order to reflect well upon his wife. He
should be available whenever she wishes him, and make
himself unobtrusive when she does not. In short, dear
sister, husbands should be seen and not heard."
Melissa shook her head slowly. She had seen much of the
world in her travels with the Queen, and was wiser in the
ways of different cultures than Dana. Dana, while she had
traveled a good bit in the military, had largely been in a
protected environment, full of dominant and strong women who
thought of men as little more than providers of their
entertainment.
"There are some societies where men and women are considered
equally important," Melissa informed them.
"Those societies must be on the verge of collapse!" Dana
snorted derisively.
"Indeed, no, they work quite well. And this will truly gall
you, Sister, but I have even seen cultures where the men
are the rulers and providers, and women the subservient
ones."
Dana stared, disbelieving.
"Can such a society exist for long?" asked Maggie. "Men
have not the knowledge or the emotional fortitude to run the
world. They are meant for raising children and pleasing
women."
"The people of Godanza, in the heart of Africa, have lived
that way for generations," Melissa responded. "I have seen
them myself. The men run the town, and the women are the
ones who keep the homes and raise the children. It's really
quite interesting."
"It sounds appalling," Dana growled, throwing down her
napkin and rising to her feet. "If you will excuse me,
Mother, Melissa, I'm really quite fatigued."
"Of course, daughter," Maggie answered. "It has been a
difficult day for you. Is Fox quite over his illness?"
"Quite," Dana told her, nodding to Melissa and taking her
leave.
Walking toward the stairs, she gritted her teeth as she
heard her sister ask brightly, "So, Walter, what do you
think of a society where men are dominant?"
She was unable to hear his answer, but gave another angry
snort when both her mother and sister burst out in laughter.
Men in charge! The very idea was ludicrous. Dana
half-believed that Melissa made up these wild stories out of
her imagination, in order to take advantage of her mother
and sister's lack of world experience.
Melissa had always been the shining sun of the Scully
family, she reflected, shoving open the doors to the East
Wing, and she had always been but a dim star on the horizon
compared to her sister. Dana had traveled the continent in
the army, but Melissa had actually mingled with the people
of the world, learning their cultures and languages. While
Dana was successful in her chosen profession, Melissa was
one of only three Generals responsible for the Queen's
Guard--one of the highest, most prestigious positions in the
entire land. And while Dana had always considered herself
adequately smart and adequately pretty, Melissa was
brilliant and beautiful.
Dana made her way to the salon in the East Wing, and spent
several hours writing her notes on Lady Rogers' case, as
well as a few others she had neglected recently. She had
been spending entirely too much time concentrating on her
delectable new toy, she reflected, and not enough time
attending to business.
Her thoughts drifted back to the image of Fox lying in her
bed, his soft, smooth skin bared to Melissa's lingering
touch, and she felt herself growing angry all over again.
With a muttered curse, Dana rose and poured herself a
tumbler of drink, downing half of it in one gulp and
refilling it immediately. She returned to her desk, forcing
her mind to focus on her notes, and was at last able to
complete them in something resembling a satisfactory manner.
It had taken much longer than it should have, due to her
current state of mind, and that fact angered her further.
Dana's mood darkened as she approached their bed chamber. It
was nearing ten o'clock, and she wasn't drunk, but she
was certainly seeing things more clearly, she told herself.
Fox had been laughing and clutching Melissa's arm earlier in
the day, and then, as modest as he was, he had bared his
flesh for Melissa to touch with her hands. It was unlike
Fox, but apparently her sister's magic worked with all
manner of men. Certainly Walter had become a blithering
fool when her attention was focused on him.
She threw open the chamber door, not even trying for
silence, and Fox sat up quickly in bed at her entrance.
Dana stared at Fox, looking beautiful and desirable in her
bed, an expression of wariness on his lovely face.
"Did--did you enjoy your supper, my lady?" he asked
tentatively, hoping to dispel her unexpected mood with
pleasant conversation.
"No," she said shortly. "Melissa was relating foolish
nonsense of men dominating women."
Fox looked disbelieving. "I should not like to dominate
you, my lady."
"That is good, husband, because you certainly never will,"
she replied firmly, eyeing his luscious form and feeling her
arousal stir again.
Fox could see the desire in her eyes, and a slight fear
shook him. He didn't know what he had done to bring on her
sudden anger, but he was afraid if she took him now, feeling
as she did, she would hurt him.
"Would you like a--a bath?" he asked, trying to mask the
desperation he felt. "I could put in some of the soothing
oils you prefer. You could relax..."
He trailed off as she continued to stare at him, and then
swallowed hard as she began to approach, stripping off her
clothing as she moved.
"A bath is not what I had in mind," she said pointedly,
moving beside him and seating herself on the bed.
Fox gripped the coverlet tightly, willing himself not to
move away from her like a frightened virgin, feeling his
heart pound in his chest as she drew nearer.
"Dana?" he asked tremulously before she pounced upon him,
seizing his face between her hands and kissing him roughly,
possessively, pressing her body against his until he could
feel her heat through his night shirt.
When at last she released his bruised and swollen lips, Fox
was breathless. Dana pushed him back so that he was lying
on the bed, and in the next instant had secured his wrists
above his head with her stockings, tying them tightly to the
bed post. She threw the coverlet aside and tugged on his
legs until he was lying across the bed at an angle, his
nightshirt pushed up almost to his waist. Fox felt the
color creep up his face as Dana took in the sight of him,
starting at his toes and working her way slowly up his body
until her eyes came to rest on his face.
"You are mine," she said forcefully. "No other woman will
ever have you."
"No, my lady," he whispered, mesmerized by the look in her
deep blue eyes.
"I intend to take you now," she informed him, "and make it
last for hours. You will not find your release for a long
time tonight, my love, so prepare yourself. Should you
allow your seed to spill before I say you may, it will go
very badly for you."
Fox nodded, his gaze still locked with hers, as slowly,
slowly, she bent toward him, running her tongue across his
neck, lapping at the hollow there, nibbling and biting his
ears, chin, shoulders. He shivered beneath her assault,
feeling himself grow impossibly hard as she rubbed her hips
against his groin. Before long he was panting with the
desire for her to take him, and with the effort of holding
back his release.
Dana took him slowly, kissing his body up and down, not
gently this time, not as a tender lover but as a wife bent
on expressing her domination over her husband. She didn't
hurt him, but the torture she put him through caused him to
cry out his frustration again and again, and when she
finally sheathed him, slipping him inside her moistness, he
nearly cried in relief.
"Hold yourself!" she commanded, and he nodded again, biting
his lip, his brow furrowed with the concentration of giving
her as much pleasure as he was able while still denying his
own.
She rode him hard and fast, and soon he found himself
whimpering his need, begging her in almost incoherent
sentences to please allow him to come, please allow him to
find his release, please put him out of this torment, and at
last she clenched her muscles tightly around him and he knew
he could hold back no longer, and with a relief so great he
cried out with it, he lost himself in her, hearing her
whispered, "Now!" and obeying immediately, thrusting upwards
into her sweet body again and again and again until he was
completely drained, both of his seed and his energy.
He had barely come back to his senses when she climbed off
him, reaching for a washing cloth and dipping it into the
water in the basin.
"That was very satisfying to me," she said calmly, cleaning
herself and straightening her clothing while he looked on,
still panting for breath. "You have served me well, Fox."
Fox tried hard to ignore his disappointment at her words,
comforting himself with the notion that it was simply her
manner of speaking, that she did care for him in some way,
at least. It was difficult not to feel like a mere object
when she spoke thusly, but truly, she could not think of him
as merely a body to warm her bed, not after the tenderness
with which she'd treated him over the last few days. Dana
was simply spirited and commanding, certainly fine qualities
for a woman to have. After all, he couldn't expect tender
kisses and loving words every single time she took him.
Suppressing a small sigh, he tugged at the stocking that
still held his wrists bound, feeling the numbness that came
of being tied for too long beginning to set in.
"Hold still," Dana ordered, approaching him with another
cloth, and he lay there silently as she cleaned him off and
pulled his nightshirt back to his knees. "You look almost
modest again," she said with a cold smile, cocking her head
to one side. "No one would know that earlier this
afternoon, you had revealed your body to my sister."
He gasped at her accusation. "But my lady, she was only--"
"I know what Melissa was doing," Dana interrupted smoothly.
"She claims her massages calm the belly, but in truth she
only wanted to get her hands on your pretty white flesh, and
you allowed it, even with all your virginal modesty. I have
just demonstrated to you who is your mistress, and I will do
so as often as necessary until I know that you believe it
without a doubt."
"I wish no mistress but you, my lady!" he declared, tears
beginning to form in his wide eyes. "In truth, I would
never dishonor you. Lady Melissa told me she could help,
and I--I--"
"You allowed her to touch you intimately."
He flushed, closing his eyes in shame at the memory.
A knock at the door interrupted them, and Fox's eyes flew
open, his neck arching to look up at his still bound wrists.
"My lady, please," he beseeched. "I beg of you, release me.
I do not wish to be seen like this by the servants."
For a moment, he thought she would deny his request in order
to further punish him, but after a second her eyes softened
almost imperceptibly, and she untied the stocking with a
flourish. Dana missed the look of gratitude on her
husband's face as she turned away to answer the door.
"My lady?"
She stared up at Alex Krycek.
"Yes?" she replied brusquely. "You should be abed, Alex."
"Will you be requiring my...services this evening?" he
asked, and there was no mistaking the suggestion in his
tone. His shirt was open to the waist, revealing a strong,
well defined chest, and Dana felt desire wash over her, even
after her recent lovemaking with Fox.
"Perhaps another time," she told him, even as her mind
returned to the man that waited in her bed. Alex was
beautiful, but Fox was even more so, and she found his
modesty and bashfulness preferable to the overtures of the
new maid. "You may retire."
"Yes, my lady," he said, and she was certain she heard
blatant seduction in his voice. "Some other night."
Before she could close the door fully, a firestorm erupted
behind her and Fox flew to the door, dodging her completely,
and taking a swing at an unsuspecting Alex.
He'd overheard the conversation, and on the heels of Dana's
treatment of him, it was simply more than he could bear.
With a sound he later realized shamefully had sounded almost
like a growl of pure rage, he knocked the hapless maid to
the floor in a heap. Alex, taken by surprise, did not try
to defend himself at first, as Fox landed blow after blow of
his fists on the man's face and stomach.
Dimly, through his fury, Fox was aware of his Lady calling
to him to leave off, and of the sound of running footsteps
approaching, but he was beyond reason. He pummeled the
pretty man mercilessly, receiving a few good knocks from
Alex's fists as well, but strengthened by his anger, Fox had
his opponent at a disadvantage.
Almost before the brawl had begun, Fox felt strong hands
grasping him and lifting him off Alex. Struggling
furiously, completely out of control, he continued throwing
curses at the younger man while kicking uselessly at the one
who held him.
He did not calm himself until he realized Dana was standing
before him, a tiny package of redheaded rage. At last, her
words began to sink through his consciousness, and he
perceived that he was in enormous trouble.
"Fox Scully, you will STOP this disgrace this instant!" she
thundered, holding up one fist to his chin, and although he
was fairly certain she wouldn't actually throw a punch at
him, Fox ceased his struggles immediately. Gradually, taking
in the scene, he realized that Walter was the one holding
him so firmly captive. Lady Maggie stood behind Dana, and
the corridor suddenly seemed full of servants. Apparently
the entire household had been summoned by the brawl.
"How dare you shame me in this manner?" Dana continued,
disregarding the presence of the others until her mother
spoke.
"Daughter, what is this about?" demanded Maggie sternly.
"We were ready to retire for the evening when suddenly there
appeared to be complete mayhem!"
His eyes still spitting fire at Alex, Fox continued to glare
at Alex, his chest heaving with his panting breaths.
Dana stared at him for a long moment, ignoring her family,
and the crowd fell completely silent, except for the cooing
sounds a couple of the female servants were making over Alex
as they tended his injuries. Finally, stepping closer to
him, she spoke.
"If you are going to act like a wild animal, you shall be
treated as one," she said deliberately. His eyes widened in
fear as he looked at her for the first time, and realized
just what he had done. He felt the breath leave his body
all at once when she continued, "Roberta, Sarah, take him to
the dungeon and put a collar around his neck. Shackle him
to one of the rings in the wall. We shall see how this wild
Fox takes to being chained up like a dog."
His eyes could only see Isaac, naked and dying in the rain,
as he numbly allowed the servants to lead him away. Vaguely,
still horrified at his own behavior, he was aware of voices
behind him, and he flinched when Dana shouted again.
"Silence! I will not be told in my own home how I should
deal with my husband!"
"What have I done?" he moaned quietly to himself, his head
bowed in abject shame.
"Don't worry, my lord Fox," whispered Sarah as she and
Roberta, flanked by two more servants, led him down the
stairs. "It isn't really a dungeon. Well, it used to be,
years ago, but now it's merely an empty room down cellar.
All the torture devices are gone now."
Fox didn't know whether to be relieved or not--after all,
Dana hadn't mentioned torturing him, but she was more
furious than he had ever seen her. He wondered how long she
would leave him chained in the dungeon. Surely--surely she
wouldn't leave him there to die, as Lady Fowley had done
with Isaac? Dana was angry, but she wasn't needlessly
cruel. If she was tired of him, and wished to take another
to her bed, she would simply have him relegated to another
area of the mansion.
His eyes filled with tears at the sharp pain through his
heart. The thought of the new maid in his lady's bed was
more painful than the idea of being chained up like Isaac.
And why? He had to ask himself what he had been thinking,
attacking Alex like that. After all, even if he did not
like the idea, it was his lady's privilege to take any man
she wished.
Directly behind his confusion came anger, at himself, Alex
and even Dana. She had practically raped him to stake her
claim, simply because Lady Melissa had tried to help him,
and yet when another man offered himself to her, Fox was
expected to sit idly by and do nothing? It was not to be
borne!
He swallowed the lump that had formed in his throat, and
tried desperately to block out the image of Dana, her head
thrown back in that animal way of hers, riding Alex with the
tenderness and enthusiasm with which she had taken him. She
wouldn't. She simply wouldn't. Would she?
He barely noticed their descent, until they stood before a
heavy iron door. They had come down to a seldom-used area
of the cellar, far from the places where wine and food were
stored, and Fox shivered. It was very dark, and the smell
was of mold and mustiness.
He watched, transfixed, as Roberta inserted a large key into
the door, turning it with some difficulty, and flinched at
the creaking sound the hinges made when the door was swung
open.
The room was smaller than their bedchamber, and Fox could
see, through the dim light cast by the servants' torches,
that there were iron rings embedded in the walls at various
intervals. One wall had rusty manacles in four positions,
and he shuddered as he realized that men must have been
fastened there, hanging uncomfortably, their feet well off
the floor, while untold tortures were inflicted upon their
bodies. He could almost feel the iron biting into his wrists
as he imagined himself there, perhaps being whipped, or
possibly subjected to the hot coals or branding irons that
so many used to endure, back when torture of disobedient men
was a common occurrence. He realized, with a detached
clarity, that his father had possibly been subjected to it,
and most definitely his grandfathers. The practice was not
that long in the past.
He barely noticed Sarah approaching him with the steel
collar until she slipped it around his neck, fastening it
securely with a large lock. It was heavy, and the reality
of his situation was suddenly brought home to him when a
chain was attached to one of the rings, then to his collar.
He was an animal, chained away to be forgotten while his
lady took someone younger and prettier to amuse her.
"Please--please don't leave me here!" he begged, feeling the
tears beginning to slip down his face, but the servants
ignored him, retreating, their eyes downcast, for they, too,
were shocked and uncomfortable with the situation. None of
them could remember a time when a man had been imprisoned in
the Scully dungeon, but they had all heard tales of the old
days.
"Please! Not in the dark! I can't stand the dark!" He
fell to his knees in desperation, and Roberta, the last to
leave, turned back at his pleading. The raw terror in his
voice touched her, and with a glance at the door to be sure
they were alone, she placed the torch she carried in a
sconce on the wall.
"I don't know how long it will burn," she whispered, "but
I'll bring another when I come with your supper."
"I'm not hungry."
"But you have had nothing all day. Although it is quite
late, my lady will insist that you have a meal," she
laughed. "I'm certain of it."
He nodded gratefully, and tried not to lose what remained of
his composure as the door clanged shut and the key scraped
in the lock. So he was to be fed, at least. How long would
Dana leave him here? Would one night be a sufficient
punishment in her eyes, or--
He gasped aloud at the thought that she might never release
him at all. Perhaps the rest of his life was to be spent in
this damp, cold room, dependent upon the meals and whatever
light he could beg from the servants. He supposed he was
lucky Dana hadn't simply given him over to the servants, to
be their resident toy, but who would stop them if they chose
to take advantage while he was here, helpless, and out of
sight and hearing of the rest of the household? Dana didn't
want her sister touching him, or another woman taking him to
her bed, and yet she tolerated the servants groping and
touching him--indeed, when he'd been in the stocks one
particularly bold kitchen maid had even taken him in her
mouth!
It was all too confusing, and Fox slowly leaned back against
the cold wall, shivering as the chill penetrated his thin
clothing. He was still in the night clothes he'd been
wearing, never having felt well enough to bathe and dress
that day. His feet were bare, and he shivered, envisioning
rats and spiders, wondering what type of creepy-crawlies
shared this dungeon with him.
Hopelessly, he pulled his knees to his chest, wrapped his
arms around them, and prayed that Dana would not forget he
existed.
"Alex, you deserve to be flogged!"
"But--my lady--" His eyes widened in fear.
"I have no intention of taking you or anyone else to my
bed," Dana raged, "and you had no right to suggest as much.
You forget your place. You will endeavor to remember it in
future."
"Yes, my lady," he whispered. "I am sorry."
"Clean my chamber immediately," she said coldly. "Perhaps,
if you do a satisfactory job, I shall forget to order that
you be punished for your insolence."
"Yes, my lady," Alex replied, humbled, and waited behind as
Lady Dana left the room, followed closely by Lady Maggie,
Lady Melissa and Walter. When he was alone, he glared about
the room, which was in a terrible mess. It was his job to
clean it up, never mind the fact that Fox had been the cause
of most of the disarray.
"Never mind," he told himself as he righted a chair and
began picking up scattered articles from the table. "I will
get my own on Lord Fox Scully in due time. And meanwhile,
I'll do my best to work my way into his lady's good graces.
And her bed."
"Dana, I do believe you were a bit harsh on Fox," Melissa
objected as they entered an upstairs salon. "He is Lord
Scully the Younger, after all, and is deserving of respect
for his position. The servant was quite forward."
"That is beside the point, Sister," Dana argued. "I will
not have my husband act in such a manner." Her eyes still
flashed with anger, although her manner was calm, and she
noted with some amusement that Walter kept his own head
down, his attention focused firmly on his feet.
Feeling a bit of mischievousness, she questioned, "What do
you think, Walter? Was I too stern with Fox?"
He gulped and raised his head, carefully concealed panic in
his eyes. With Lady Dana's current state of mind, he feared
one mis-step might land him in the dungeon next to Fox. He
only prayed that Maggie would intervene in such an instance.
"I would not wish anyone to be in such a situation, my
lady," he answered at last, his tone conveying quiet
dignity. "Fox, however, is yours to do with as you please."
"Excellent response," Dana commented, ignoring the feeling
of guilt that nagged at her conscience. She refused to allow
her mother and sister to see the concern she was feeling for
poor Fox, all alone down there in that dark, cold dungeon.
The last thing Dana wanted was to appear weak in front of
Melissa.
She wondered with a pang of compassion if Fox feared the
darkness, realizing how little she truly knew about her
husband. Already she regretted her hasty actions, but to
withdraw the punishment now would lessen her stature in the
eyes of her family, the servants, and worst of all, Fox
himself. She could, however, reduce the length of his
sentence down below. After all, she had told no one that her
initial intention had been to leave him there for at least a
week. Now--well, perhaps three days would be sufficient.
Once Alex had completed restoring her chamber to rights,
Dana dismissed him curtly and paced the bedroom floor,
wondering at herself and her harshness. It was unlike her
to be so cruel, meting out a punishment far in excess of
what had actually been earned. It puzzled her, that she had
reacted so strongly.
Her thoughts were interrupted by another knock at the door,
this one tentative and soft. Dana swore angrily under her
breath, convinced that if it was another servant offering
himself to her, she would have the silly ass flogged at
once.
Instead, she was taken aback to see her step-father standing
outside her chamber, his face calm and impassive.
"Yes, Walter?"
"My lady, I should like your permission to go to Fox," he
said gravely. "I'm certain he must be overly frightened,
and if you would permit me, I should like to reassure him."
She stared at him, surprised at his unexpected show of
compassion toward her husband, and quickly realized that it
would be a way of softening the blow to poor Fox without
appearing to capitulate.
"Does Mother know you are here?" she asked suspiciously.
Walter looked shocked at her question. "But of course, my
lady!"
"Yes, you may go to him," she allowed at last. "But you are
not to release him."
"Thank you, my lady," he replied quietly, and turned to go.
"Walter," she said hurriedly, holding out her hand for him
to wait. Opening a chest beside the bed, she withdrew an
old but comfortable quilt. "Give him this. I'm certain
he's cold."
He stared at her for a moment, as if not believing her
generosity, then took the quilt with a smile. "Thank you,
my lady," he said again, and turned to go.
"Walter."
He turned back, and she stood indecisively for a moment,
then pushed on. "You needn't mention the quilt came from
me."
He inclined his head gracefully and left her.
Later, climbing into her bed, missing his strong arms
and the sweetness of his company, she reconsidered. Three
days was also three nights, and she had no wish to spend
three nights alone. Since she had no desire for any other
man at this time, she told herself, perhaps one night would
be enough to get the message through to Fox that she was not
to be trifled with. Yes, he was a bright young man. Surely
one night in the dungeon would be sufficient. She was of
half a mind to go and get him now, telling him that she
wished his company, but quickly rejected the idea. He did
deserve punishment, and to appear weak was a crime of the
largest magnitude in the eyes of a Scully woman. Fox would
remain downstairs tonight, and she would release him just
after lunch.
Or maybe breakfast.
Fox expected Sarah would be the one to bring his supper,
but instead, Walter appeared carrying a small loaf of bread
and a trencher of water, a quilt flung over his shoulder.
He gazed up at Walter with wide, hurt eyes when he opened
the door, and Walter's glance immediately went to the torch
in the sconce, burned almost to nothingness by now.
"Please don't take it away," he implored, hugging his knees
tightly to himself.
"Of course I won't," Walter replied, settling the quilt
around the younger man's shoulders.
"Thank you," he said gratefully, accepting the bread and
water. "Have you an idea when I am to be released?"
Walter shook his head. "I do not know. Lady Dana is
fearsome angry."
"She was right to anger," Fox said softly. "I should not
have attacked the new maid."
Walter's jaw tightened momentarily. "A decent man whould
not have baited you so. And Dana was too harsh, but that is
her right as your lady."
Fox nodded, eyes downcast, and Walter raised an eyebrow.
"Why did you attack him?" he asked curiously.
Fox flushed, chewing a mouthful of bread. "I was...taken
aback," he finally confessed. "And he offered himself to
Dana without shame or hesitation! He was very attractive,
and I--I feared my lady would find his company preferable to
mine."
"Some would say he did nothing wrong," Walter observed.
"And what do you say, Walter?"
Walter sighed. "As difficult as it may be for you to
accept, Fox, many people would agree that he was right to
offer his services to Lady Dana while you are ailing."
"Perhaps," Fox argued, rebellion flashing in his eyes, "but
he was rude to do it so blatantly, and in my very presence.
I may be only a man, Walter, but I am still Lord Scully, and
as such outrank a mere male servant in status."
"It was unkind," Walter agreed, "and Lady Melissa said as
much. However, it is your lady's decision to take another
man to her bed, not yours. Perhaps when you're better, she
would like to have two such pretty men in her bed at once."
Fox stared at Walter, horror in his eyes, and the older Lord
Scully's impish grin faded. "Fear not, Fox. I was merely
teasing you. I think Lady Dana is more caring of your
feelings than you suspect."
With that, Walter took his leave, and Fox swallowed another
few bites of the bread before his appetite fled. He
snuggled gratefully into the warm quilt, wondering if Dana
knew Walter had brought it to him. He hoped Walter didn't
suffer for his kindness.
He leaned against the wall, taking deep, slow breaths, and
occasionally sipping a bit of the water, as his mind
continued to replay the events of the evening. Eventually,
remembering his own behavior, Fox grew hot with shame.
He had acted like a common, ragged street urchin, he
realized with remorse, not a well-bred man of the nobility.
He had shamed both his wife and his mother with his actions.
As unfair as the world might be, it was most assuredly his
lady's right to take her pleasure with Alex Krycek if she
chose. Fox was at a loss as to why his heart felt rent in
two at the idea of Dana lying naked in Alex's arms, her soft
hair caressing his stomach, her mouth wrapped around his
manhood, pleasuring him in ways that made Fox scream with
passion.
Tortured by the images in his imagination, Fox curled into
as tight a ball as he could manage, cradling his head in the
crook of one arm, and finally, shivering, fell into a
troubled sleep.
"I wish to die now," Fox moaned, squinting when the
door opened and Sarah's torch lit the now pitch-black room.
The torch from the previous evening had long since burnt
out, but Fox had been unaware, deep in his nightmares, and
it was the nausea that had jarred him awake.
His sickness had returned during the night, exacerbated by
the musty smell of the dungeon. He had retched a time or
two but his stomach had been completely empty by then, and
nothing had emerged but a few drops of bile. Exhausted by
the effort, Fox had collapsed, resting his cheek against the
cold floor, and had been almost uncaring when the door swung
open.
Sarah carried a tray with a real breakfast this time, not
just bread and water, and she expected Lord Fox to be
pleased. His reaction surprised her.
"Take it away!" he begged, covering his nose to block out
the smell of the tasty porridge. "Please. I wish no food."
Smiling sympathetically at his condition, Sarah deposited
the porridge outside the door, then replaced the torch and
helped Fox to a sitting position.
"There now, my lord, you're not going to die," she soothed,
rubbing his trembling hands.
"I just want to feel well again, and to get warm," he
complained. "And I want out of here," he added petulantly.
"Well, my lady is fond of you," she comforted. "I would not
be surprised if this is your last day in the dungeon."
"Fond of me?" he asked eagerly, showing more animation than
she expected. "Do--do you really believe she is?"
Sarah smiled again. "Of course she is, my lord. Who
could know you and not care for you?"
He stared at her uncertainly. "You don't mean that you--"
"Oh no, of course not," she laughed. "Although naturally,
as Lord Scully, I have a duty to see to your well-being."
"Thank you," he replied faintly.
"There, now, what is the matter?"
Fox fidgeted for a moment, twisting his fingers together
nervously, before finally blurting out his worst fear.
"Did my lady take that--that man to her bed last night?" he
demanded anxiously. "Please, Sarah, tell me the truth!"
It was Sara's turn to stare. "Why my lord Fox," she
breathed. "One might think you've fallen in love with her!"
"That is nonsense!" he snapped. "We barely know one
another. And besides, how could I love someone who would
imprison me in this dungeon for no more crime than
correcting a servant? A male one, at that!"
He was so absorbed in his denial that he barely heard
Natalie reassuring him that it was perfectly normal that he
should fall in love with his lady, that it was to be
expected, that it was an honor to Lady Dana to have her
husband care for her.
At last, offering him the food once more and being soundly
refused, Sarah took her leave and Fox was able to examine
his own feelings more closely. At first he firmly denied to
himself that what he felt for his lady wife was any more
than mere affection, and gratitude that she had, for the
most part, been kind to him.
After all, she had protected him from Lady Fowley, she had
refused to take Samantha away from him, and she had ways of
making him scream with pleasure that caused him to blush at
the thought, even here alone in this dungeon room.
On the other hand, her voice was pure sweetness to him--at
least when it was not raised in anger. Her smile was more
effective than sunshine at brightening his day. Her skin
was as soft as the finest silk, and her laughter--
Fox sighed, and buried his head in his hands. Could it be
true, then? Had he fallen in love with his wife, a woman
who felt nothing more than desire and fondness for him, and
who, at this moment, was furiously angry with him?
He felt shame wash over him yet again at the memory of his
behavior. In spite of his protests to Walter and Sarah, Fox
knew his actions bespoke a childhood spent in the gutter,
not the gentle rearing and teaching which he had known. If
he had voiced his objections to Dana, alone in the privacy
of their chamber, perhaps she would have reassured him that
she would never abandon him, never banish him from her bed
in favor of a prettier man. Instead, he had spent the night
here, tormented by the images of Alex in her bed, pleasing
her. Alex was probably no virgin, he thought sadly. He
would know a multitude of ways to please a lady, ways which
would make Fox cringe with embarrassment.
But what could he do? Had he burned his bridges behind him?
Would Dana ever forgive him his impulsive behavior?
Raising his head proudly, Fox stared straight ahead. He was
Fox Mulder Scully, Lord Scully the Younger, and until his
lady removed him from her household, he had a position to
maintain.
He would change his ways, he vowed. He would put aside the
reckless ways that had been a part of his character since
boyhood and become a model husband. His conduct would be
above reproach in every way, starting--well, starting when
Dana let him out of this prison.
And then maybe, if he was good enough, perhaps she would
learn to care for him as more than a simple possession. He
didn't dare hope that she would come to love him, but
perhaps she would regard him in greater esteem.
The answer was plain. He would simply have to be perfect.
End chapter 6