BACK IN A FLASH IV - The Ballroom
After his bath, he sat down at the desk clad in only his towel and began to write:
He folded the note three times and smiled. Giving his habitual off-key whistle, he took the sealing wax and melted the end in a candle. Upon its readyment, Blakeney let the red wax drip down onto the note where he sealed it with a plain and flat round stamper. Part of him was tempted to use the flip side of his ring, as he had so many times on the notes to Paul, but even he could not be tempted into carelessness.
Ringing for the Inn Keeper, Blakeney gave his instructions through barely a crack in the door. Proceeding his instructions was a small stack of coins that delighted the Inn Keeper enough to keep most of them and send his young boy as the courier of the note to the famous actress known as Marguerite St. Just. Everyone gossiped about the tall Englishman who stayed for so long in this Inn. Everyone gossiped about the night the famous actress stayed there as well.
As usual, Blakeney cared not for reputation or rumors. They never suited him in the past therefore he didn't care when they started in the present. Closing the door again to his room, he hummed as moved about in a carefree manner. Still clad in only his towel.
The first act went off without a problem. After months of playing the tired but true Moliere classic, Marguerite was rather relieved there was only a week left in the run. After that, the management decided that she should go into resting for a short time before preparing for another run. She was only too glad to accept knowing that the period of resting
would give her more time to spend with Percy before business would finally force him away, and with Armand once his classes let out for the season.
Marguerite dashed back to her dressing room to find a note on her
table. The name appeared to be in Percy's hand and she quickly tore through the seal to read the note, only to be slightly disappointed to learn he was not in the audience that night. She sighed in disappointment but was relieved that he still planned to meet her afterwards.
The second act went off quite well, as usual, and after the final curtain Marguerite took her time getting out of her costume and wig and dressing herself in her normal clothes for the evening. She had a feeling Percy might be running late so instead of leaving through the stage door, she leaned out the window of her dressing room, which over looked the back alley, and waited.
He sat in the very back of the dark theatre. He purposefully did not enter until after the house candles were dimmed and everyone already took their seats. His seat was on the main floor, but Blakeney
bought the ticket in the furthers corner. Odd thing to do, but he wanted to just watch her from a far. Make her think he was not even present.
Assuming she got his note before the show, he smiled watching her up on stage. Marguerite's talent out shone the other actors and actresses, and only a few of them could keep up with her in voice and pose. He sat with his hat on his lap, his gloved hands crossed before him. When the curtains drew from the first act, he sunk down in his seat and remained in the shadows. He was enjoying, as always did, his own game.
When the second act started, he again remained in the back shadows and quietly kept to himself. He did not holler out his
usual "Bravo!" nor did he give her performance a standing ovation in the manner of Sir Percy. He clapped, and remained seated. Blakeney was observing the entire reaction of the theatre and all its
patrons. His mind racing.
The cast finished their curtain calls and disappeared behind the
curtains of the back stage. Back into the catacombs of dressing
rooms and then finally home. The young boys came into the empty
belly of the theatre and began distinguishing all the house candles. Blakeney still sat with a clever grin on his face, he never moved from his seat.
"Here, young man." He took out a franc and waved it in the air,
which quickly had the nearest candle boy at his side. "For me lad, go back to Mlle St. Just and tell her a man is waiting for her in the back ground seats of the theatre. Do not tell her how I am dressed or what I look like, say? There's a good boy." He placed the franc in the small hand and the boy turned to run upstairs to deliver the message.
Marguerite had blown out all but one lone candle in her dressing room as
she peered out the window. A cool spring breezed brushed across her
face as she closed her eyes to drink in the night. A soft knock on the
door roused her from her near dream like state and she gave permission to
enter. One of the young prop boys opened the door saying he had a
message: a man wished to meet with her after the performance.
As she had with all the other requests from men for a private audience,
she dismissed to boy asking him to tell the man that she was sorry that
she would not be able to make his acquaintance, though she hoped he had
enjoyed the performance. The boy dashed off without complaint and
Marguerite leaned out the window once more to watch the stage door and
look for her Percy.
When the boy returned , a smile crept across the Baronet's face. He wasn't sure what to expect. She might have thought it was him. She might have thought it was some stranger. Regardless, the news from the boy bested whatever he could have come up with. "Well now... how many of these will it take for you to quietly take me up there?" He pulled out of his pocket 6 francs and enjoyed seeing the little boy's face light up yet again.
When the little boy pointed to two of them, Blakeney laughed and put all 6 in the kind kid's hand. "Just quietly take me up there. She is expecting me." He quietly moved and followed the boy. He was in an extremely good mood this evening and feeling quite playful. The boy lead him to the door, but just as the little hand went to knock, the gloved hand of the Baronet took hold and prevented it. He winked and nodded at the boy who covered a giggle and charged off.
"Mlle St. Just?" He used the highest possible boy voice he could
muster without laughing. Then the tall Brit knocked on her door low where a child would knock. Quickly he darted back, moving down one of the catacomb hallways and to hide.
Marguerite had fallen back into her dazed state of mind when a knock came
to her door. She couldn't quite place the voice though. "Pierre?" she
called, "is that you, the door is still unlocked, you can come in."
A grin crossed his face hearing her speak to an empty door. Biting his tongue, he slinked back in front of the door and wiggled the handle. In that same little boy voice, he called out, "Can't Mlle. Help me. It's stuck." Then he darted back into the darkness.
Marguerite laughed as she stepped back form the window. She laugh as she
began to speak to him, "You shouldn't have shut it so hard last time
then. she opened the door to see the little boy standing there, "Well
Pierre, what can I help you with?"
He put his gloved hand in his mouth and bit down to keep from laughing. Maeve just opened the door into darkness. The Baronet stood there a moment and listened, waiting to see what she would do.
When Maeve went back into her dressing room and closed the door, he quickly moved back to the door. He lunged forward so he could reach the door and spoke while jiggling the door knob again. "Mlle. Help me." As speedy as he moved around the corner, he pushed off that lunged leg and spun back around the corner.
Marguerite sighed and went back to the door, only to stare again into the
darkness. A sudden wave of fear overtook her, and instead of
disappearing back into her dressing room. She lifted her skirts and
stepped out of the room, slamming the door behind her as she rushed down
the stairs and out into the alley. She looked both ways, but the alley
was deserted. Frightened, she dashed down the alley towards a main road,
heading as fast as she could towards a tavern, an inn, anywhere where
people might be.
Upon hearing her scream, he dropped his cane and hat in shock. "Good God!" he breathed and peeked around the corner. He thought he heard her running, but in these damn catacombs, he could not figure out from where. "Maeve? MAEVE!" He called loudly. Her scream continued to echo about and now he moved swiftly out into the middle of the hallway. By this time, her echoes died and standing stumped, he peeked into her room. Empty.
"Good Lord, what in the King's name was that about?" He turned and left her room. Poor stupid Blakeney. Had he just stood in there, through the open window he would have heard her bellowing scream continue and echo down the streets as she exited the theatre. He went back into the hallway to grab his dropped hat and cane.
Not knowing where she screamed too, as the whole theatre was now in an eerie silence, he felt remarkably foolish and began to follow down the hallway where he last heard her scream. By this time, Marguerite was not even in the theatre, running like the devil was after her down a street, or perhaps an alleyway to the nearest inn or bistro. The tall English bloke called out her name quietly in the theatre, near getting himself lost.
Marguerite ran to the nearest bistro, fortunately running into a fellow
actor, Jean, who, after hearing her tale of strange voices and the
disappearing boy, was quickly persuaded to go back to the theatre with
her.
A few minutes later, they re-entered the stage door and walked up to her
dressing area. It wasn't long before they found Pierre, safe and sound,
who told them of the strange man that he brought a message to her from
before. Suddenly very frightened, Jean offered to walk Marguerite home,
and offer she gladly accepted.
taking a moment to collect her things from her dressing room and securely
lock the door in case the stranger was around still. Jean and Marguerite
carefully headed down the back stairs towards the alley.
He kept wandering these dark back stages calling her name. Where in the devil was she? "Maeve? MAEVE?" He tried again, that is until he turned and walked right into a damn dark and thick back stage curtain divider. Tossing his arms about and swinging the cane, Blakeney spun and whacked the side lever causing it to flip down. The lever was attached to a long rope that went up along the side of the wall to the ceiling.
Hearing a sudden whistling coming from above, Blakeney looked up and saw a very long bar zooming down coming dangerously near his head. Leaping out of the way, he again for a second time in the evening lost his hat and cane. With a smash, the background panel whizzed on down until it came in contact with the wooden floor of the stage.
Blakeney stood there stunned. His best hat had just become victim to the scenery and he gave a good and strong solid British "Damn!" Moving near the scenery bar, he squatted down to inspect his flattened and torn hat.
Marguerite paused and hush Jean when she thought she heard someone
calling. It came from the stage area. Carefully she stepped back
and followed Jean as they went back to the wings of the theatre. They
crept quietly until they saw several pieces of scenery suddenly
shift. Marguerite screamed as Jean pushed her aside, forcing her to the
ground, but out of the way of the falling scenery.
Once the dust had settled, Jean stepped over help her up and ask if she
was alright. She was about to answer yes when she heard that
unmistakable British voice. "Percy?" she called out, "Percy, are you
there?"
Not realizing he involved others in his little calamity, he glanced up from the squat. "Maeve?" He blinking in the darkness and with both hands on the hat, pulled back and jerked it loose. "Who on earth builds these demmed death contraptions anyway?" He felt around for where he last heard his cane drop and wrapped his fingers around the steel pole.
Standing up, he brushed off his hat and moved near their dim
outlines. "Bloody hell, I hope I almost didn't just get us all
killed. Demmed bad place to put scenery, I say!" He shook his head and moved over to them, where it was light.
"Percy?" marguerite said as she followed the voice, "Percy, what in the
world are you doing back here? How even did you" her voice trailed off
as she began to put the pieces of the night together. "Percy, you were the
stranger, you were the one knocking on my door weren't you?"
Finishing the dusting off of his ruined hat, Blakeney listened to Marguerite put a few things together. "Me Madame? Some stranger was knocking on your door?" He glanced at Jean and the very tiniest of wave of jealous flowed through him. Barely enough to ruffle his cravat. "I'm sorry, I don't think we've met. Sir Percival Blakeney, Baronet." He extended his hand at Jean and gave a broad smile.
Marguerite moved to stand between Percy and Jean, "And don't you try and
change the topic, that was you in the wings earlier, and the stranger that
had Pierre delivered the massage from weren't you?" Marguerite said,
still trembling from the recent events.
Seeing her trembling so, Blakeney moved over and wrapped his arm around Maeve and hugged her close. He had not meant to scare her. He was excited and quite a bit nervous this evening. Leaning over, he gave the top of her forehead a kiss and looked up at Jean.
"Can't get anything past her, now can I? Odds life, really." He could feel himself about to ramble on in front of Jean, and as much as he tried to stop, the words came out anyway. "What is a foolish bloke like me to do when trying to make someone as clever as Maeve his wife, eh? Not very gentlemen like of me, scaring her half to death...."
Marguerite was still near fuming when Percy pulled her close to him. As
Percy began to go on, she watched Jean out of the corner of her eye and
knowing Jean did not know English, began to translate until he got to the
word, "wife." She froze in shock. Did he really say that?
"OhGoodLord.." he closed his eyes and said aloud. He did it. He had tried to stop himself, but his nervous mouth did it anyway. Not looking directly at either one for a moment, Blakeney realized that he just let the cat out of the bag. This was not exactly the time or setting he had planned on, and certainly not with a witness, but nevertheless. He had already started it....
Taking his arm off of her, he lazy blues looked down as his hands began to pat down all over his coat. "Well, I *do* have it here somewhere..." He looked up at Maeve with a very sheepish look and then he glanced over at Jean as he searched. He couldn't even remember where he put it.
Blakeney took her fingertips in his gloved hand. "Oh Damn me, I'm not very good at this." In the dim lighting in the hallway of the back stage, he kissed the top of her hand and quickly lowered himself down on one knee. The Baronet of Richmond pressed his other hand to his chest, holding still his cane and mutilated hat. Looking up at Marguerite, almost with an apologetic look, he blundered, "Say you'll marry me Maeve? I don't think I could accept it, if you say no."
She nearly froze, in such a state of shock she could barely think
straight. "Marry you Percy? I don't, I mean I, I," why was this so
difficult. She had received numerous proposals for marriage, and they
were so easy, just say no and be done with it.
Out of all the things he had planned and done, this by far was the
hardest. It took a lot for Sir Percival Blakeney, Baronet, to again
think of marriage thanks to Lord Tony's taunt. To actually get
himself down on one knee before this woman, his nerves were shot.
His last fiancée running in his mind and the humiliated feeling of
chancing yet another rejection. Still, he was not so scarred by
anything in life that he did not give it a chance.
Maeve was hesitating. Stammering. Oh why had he done this in front
of a witness? It was apparent that Jean could not speak English, but
Blakeney could be speaking Chinese and his actions would still make
all the needed non-verbal clues to understanding. He was down on one
knee like a school boy.
Marriage was not an option. She had her own life already here in
France. She had finally achieved the career she desired and could
live the life she wanted. She had responsibilities to Armand, her little
brother. She couldn't become his wife, the wife of an English
Aristocrat. It would mean giving up her career, either uprooting or
leaving Armand, probably leaving Paris, the only home she had ever known,
and going to England, leaving her friends and those she called her family.
And what for? To go to a strange land, to join a group of society that
she despised and would probably despise her, to be a wife to be dressed up
and danced around and shown of at balls and other events. No, marriage
was not an option.
Then why couldn't she say no?
The uncomfortable silence that filled the air was only increasing.
His hopeful blue eyes looked up at here back and forth, seeing not a
hint of happiness on her face. In fact, if he had to guess, she
seemed pained that he had dared to ask. He lowered his gaze and
stared at the hem of her skirt now. It was a nicely done hem. Small
and tight little stitches as the dress maker took care in the work.
The skirt bottom rose just above her ankles where he settled his gaze
next.
Still the killing silence continued and he rested her hand against
his lowered and defeated forehead. This was not the night he
envisioned and he should have seen she was angered and waited to
ask. all of England said, "Once a fool, always a fool."
Marguerite continued to shake as he looked up at her with bright, almost
pleading eyes. She watched as he moved, bending his head to break his
gaze. She bent her head to look up and away from him, closing her
eyes. She was fighting an internal battle with herself, and she could
tell it was hurting him inside. She couldn't say yes, she couldn't marry,
bind herself to a man forever, much less to an English Aristo, but she
couldn't say yes.
But she did love him. She loved they way he would smile and laugh when
she teased him, and even occasionally teased her back. No one, save
Armand, would ever dare tease her, but she welcomed it. She loved how
innocent he seemed when she would offer him kisses and affection. She
loved how kind and genuine he always seemed.
A soft tapping sound brought her back to reality and she turned to see
Jean softly stepping back to leave the couple alone. Once out of sight,
Marguerite looked back at Percy, still kneeling on the floor. "Percy,"
she said, her voice trembling, "Percy, do you love me?"
Hearing the other man leaving, a small bit of breath left his lungs.
How pathetic was this scene he just made? The long silence had him
starting to doubt himself. Something only rare people such as Sir
Algernon could do. Now, he was doing it again before Mlle Marguerite
St. Just.
She called his name and Blakeney slowly brought his chin upward. He
was still on that one knee, too frozen in humiliation to move. His
gloved hand held fast to her hand. What if this was the last time he
would ever be this close to her? After the yelling fight with Mary,
they never neared each other again.
Wait.
Hope?
She was asking: Did he love her?
Blakeney began to nod his head slowly. Love. It was a stupid word
people used with their parents, siblings, wives and husbands. He had
hated that word all his life and never used it, nor responded well to
it. Blakeney might say he loved his horse and his adventures.
Perhaps he even loved to read. Did he love her?
He could not bring himself to say the words, but his eyes looked at
her in such a way that to loose her would be devastating. He still
nodded yes, unable to speak those dreaded words that ironically did
describe how he felt towards her. It had to have been true. He
allowed himself to fall in love with Marguerite. "Maeve, Please say
yes." His soft whisper pleaded while his eyes spoke of the love he
was unable to bring forth from his lips.
Marguerite watched, with tears in her eyes, as Percy nodded his head. She
knew what she was doing to him, she didn't mean to, but she couldn't help
her own feelings. She heard him whisper again, asking for her to say
yes. She was finally living the life she wanted, and with one word she
would give it all up, all she had to do was say yes.
The lump in his throat jolted. He had no idea of the internal
conflict that went on inside of her. Either too blind or too into
himself, Blakeney never once thought of what she was giving up. In
England, woman had everything and did nothing. He knew Marguerite
St. Just worked hard to be successful, but to the extent, he never
would have guessed what he was asking her to do.
A few soft tears dropped down her cheeks. She gently squeezed his hand
as she lowered herself to her knees. with her free hand, she ran her
fingers across his cheek and lifted his chin up so his eyes met hers. She
leaned it and just let her lips brush against his. She tried to pull
back, but instead gave him another soft kiss, and then another.
Seeing her begin to cry, his heart broke. She was going to turn him
down. Why? What had he done wrong? Should he not have played the
prank and knocked on her door? It was done in fun! Couldn't she see
that? Who else's door would he want to have knocked on and teased?
She gave his hand that "I'm sorry" squeeze. He gulped back the lump
and felt his own eyes redden. This was going to be ten fold more
painful than Mary. At least with Mary, he got to yell to defend
himself. With Marguerite, she was soft and tender. Touching him
gently. Kissing him which he could not resist and had to kiss back.
She was going to send him away, and this was the last time he would
have to kiss her. He knew the signs of rejection and therefore took
advantage of these last kisses.
She closed her eyes and rested her cheek against his. "Percy, I, I
just," it's not that hard!, she thought to herself. Just say no, no I
can't get married, no I can't leave Armand, no I don't want to give up the
career I've worked so hard for, no I don't want to leave Paris.
Maybe it was best, he tried to convince himself. He was not meant to
marry as his life was always spent alone. Hearing her start the
rejection speech, he nodded and pulled his face away, lowering his
gaze. He would let her off easy. She didn't' even have to explain
herself, as he honestly could not take the words right now. Blakeney
could not meet her eyes for he wanted to go away, quickly, now. His
honor demanded it.
Marguerite pulled back and looked once more into those begging eyes, and
she knew she couldn't do it.
She pulled equally away and sorrowful, he looked up to meet her eyes
for that final last gaze. The wave of numbness passed over him and
Blakeney gave a single nod, squeezed her hand in a good bye and began
to stand.
"Yes." she said before letting her moist parted lips run over his.
Letting out a shocked gasp, the chest heaved as his reddened eyes
betrayed him and tiny pools of water gathered below his eye lashes.
She said yes? She said yes. The pent up sorrow escaped and he near
cried in relief. She answered him yes. Feeling her kisses, he
returned them passionately, running his gloved hand over her cheek and
face to wipe away her tears.
He gulped back the rest of his mourning, and continued to kiss her as
he now kneeled down on two knees. Between his kisses, holding her
jaw gently in his hands, he whispered in a voice filled with
love, "thank you thank you". It was as close as he could come to
telling her that dreaded word.
Marguerite felt Percy's gloved hands hold onto her as he held her and
kissed her. After a few blissful moments she pulled back and away a
bit. She looked him over, sitting there on his knees. "Don't say
anything, I just want to look. I want to look at the arm that I can run
to everyday, the soft eyes I can wake up to every morning," she let a
single, happy tear drop down one cheek as she lifted one hand to his
face. "The soft lips that whisper sweet things to me, the, the, oh I
don't even know what to say anymore Percy." She moved closer and put her
arms around him, resting her head on his shoulder. "I just love you so
much."
He sat there in silence as she requested. His now very relieved and
happy lazy blues searching out her greens. What he thought was love
inside, only grew intensely rapid now. Hearing her speak to him as he
was, he nodded and smiled. His broken heart quickly mended and he
marveled as the wave of numbness was replaced by a burning fire.
The Baronet had never been truly loved as a passionate person
deserves to be. He reached forward, not speaking a work, and wiped
back her next tear. The love on his face spoke to her, even when he
could not still bring himself to say them. He squeezed her tight and
kissed her hair over and over, as if to stop would mean he would
loose her.
Marguerite smiled as she felt Percy begin to go through her hair, placing
kisses over the top of her head. In their own little world, she sighed
happily and let him continue to kiss until, until she heard a shuffling
noise from the opposite wing. She lifted her head up a bit in alarm,
but then remembered her dear protective friend.
"Jean," she called out in her native French, "Jean, it's ok now, you can
leave now if you'd like, I'll be alright."
She waited until Jean crept out room the shadows, "are you sure
Marguerite?"
Marguerite smiled at Jean, "I'm fine Jean," she looked back at Percy, "I
have my fiancée here now."
"Goodnight then Marguerite, I will see you tomorrow." Jean nodded at
Percy, giving him an odd look before exiting the stage and leaving the two
together.
Remaining quiet yet still, Blakeney listened to her call him her
fiancée and a he felt himself weaken slightly. The last time he was
called that, it was the most sterile experience he had ever felt. He
was nervous about asking her, to be sure. Something inside told him
this time would be different. He begged the Almighty Father that it
would be.
As Jean turned, Blakeney smiled and gave a small laugh. He was so
relieved. So incredibly relieved she did not turn him down. He
began to dig through his coat pockets again and he spoke not a word.
Unsuccessful, he stood and placed a hand on her shoulder and a finger
up to his lips. He didn't want her to move. Digging deep into his
expensive pants, for tonight was a specially planned evening and he
donned his best outfit, the gloved fingers felt finally around the
small box. A smile crossed his features where upon he kneeled again
before her.
Marguerite watched as Percy began to look through the many pockets of his
outfit. He stood and she began to stand with him but he motioned for her
not to. She sat back down on the floor of the stage until he once more
got on his knees.
Without saying a word still, he brought out the diamond engagement
ring and began to slid it on her hand. His lazy blues looked at her
with the signs of a little boy. The 32 year old Blakeney did love
the woman before him.
Marguerite watched as he took her small hand in his and place a ring on
her finger. A simple gold band with a bright diamond, the perfect size
for her slender hand. Marguerite brought her other hand up to gently
brush Percy's cheek. In his eyes he still seemed almost fearful that she
would take back her answer, but she knew even if she wanted to, she
couldn't.
"Perfect fit for a perfect bride." He broke the silence and kissed
her hand with his ring on it. He stared at it for a while. Then
would look to her face and smile. This all just seemed too good to
be true.
In the depths of the backstage of the theatre, he moved over to her
and rested his head in her lap, looking up at her. Oh, how his heart
wanted to tell her that his arms were always for her to run too.
That each morning he woke up, his blues would search out her greens
like no other man had. What did he honestly know of such things? He
was a man. He knew enough.
Taking a hold of her ringed hand in both of his, he brought it to his
lips. Closing his eyes as he rested in her lap, he kissed each
delicate finger tip, and then worked his way up to kissing the top of
her hand.
Marguerite smiled as Percy laid down, resting his head in her
lap. Closing her eyes, see sighed as he began to kiss her fingers and her
hand. With her other hand she gently played with his soft hair. She
wanted to lean back and just stay like this for the rest of the night, but
she could think of better places then the stage and wings of the theatre
to spend some time with her fiancée. "Percy, I'm off work now, I am aloud
to leave for the night."
He smiled and sat up. It was rather foolish of him to be lying down
on the floor of a darkened theatre. Besides, there was some
celebrating to do.
"Sink me twice, if I haven't all but forgotten. Yes. You are
allowed to leave for the evening and leave you shall." He stood and
helped her up; then offered his arm. "Shall we?" His lazy blues
sparked with mischief. He was up to more.
Marguerite brushed some of the dust off the skirt of her dress as Percy
helped her up. "I think we shall, now where shall we be off to
tonight?" she said as she took Percy's arm.
He led her outside, and down the street a ways where his carriage had
been waiting out of sight. "Well, I forget the name, but hopefully
the driver will remember. Might I help you in?" He gave a sly
smile. He knew exactly where they were going and he teased her in
the manner of Blakeney.
"Of course Percy." Marguerite said as she smiled and took his hand,
stepping into the carriage. Once in Marguerite noticed it was odd that
Percy was not driving the carriage, he usually did.
Once in, the driver began to drive the horses forward. The carriage
he rented was a covered one, the drivers seat up front atop. They
rode across Paris and Blakeney held fast to her hand with his ring on
it. Being with her was enchanting.
The carriage stopped at one of the older opera houses in France.
They were in between productions and Blakeney smiled and looked at
Marguerite. "My, my, I hope we haven't missed the first act." He
exited the carriage and reached around to help her out.
"Percy, I doubt the performance is still going on, it's so late. I
thought this house was dark anyway." she said, slightly puzzled at his
choice of destination.
He lead her up the staircase and towards the darkened theatre. "It
does appear that way, now doesn't it?" The inane smile broadened
across his face. He continued to walk towards the front entrance
doors.
"Percy what in the world are we doing here?" she began until he hushed
her.
"Shhh. Listen, can you hear that?" He put a gloved hand to his ear
and leaned in towards the door. "Damn me if that isn't music! I
say, something is going on in there, let's check it out." Giving
both her hands a squeeze, Blakeney smiled down at his fiancée. His
future wife.
Marguerite could hear the faint sound and gave Percy a confused look. Unsure of what was going on she squeezed his hands and flowed him.
With the slyest of looks, the happy man jiggled a door handle twice
in one evening and looked at Marguerite. "I say, I do not believe I
will have trouble with this one. It appears to be unlocked." He did
not slip into the little boy voice, but he hoped she wouldn't mind
his second attempt at a joke.
Opening the door, he gestured for Marguerite to enter first, as was
his gentleman like nature. When she entered, faint music filled the
air. Soft, classical music, with a hint of French upbeat times to
it. "Sink me, I hope there is no random phantom in this opera house
like your famed La Comedie theatre."
Teasing he closed the door behind him and led her towards the balcony
seats of the opera house. Taking the front row, he led her down to
the middle and peered over the side. In the music pit was a small
ten piece orchestra complete with conductor. It was dark up in the
balcony, but the stage floor was lit near full. The main curtain was
down and off to the side was a table with more candles and two dinner
place settings on it.
"You did want to go dancing this evening, after dinner, did you not
my dear?" Sir Percy smiled at her. Hoping she was pleased with all
his planning
Marguerite looked down into the dark auditorium and her sight was
immediately drawn to the lit stage. She gasped and squeezed his hand
again. "Oh my goodness Percy. What is, I mean how did you, oh my
Percy." The outspoken actress was once again left stammering and
speechless.
Marguerite turned again to face him, but instead of looking at him, she
softly leaned her body against his.
He laughed and hugged her close. Hearing her go on so, he was glad
the small fortune he paid for the evening opera house rental. "I was
rather hoping to give you something different...." He kissed her
hand and began to lead her down to the stage, where dinner would be
served.
Marguerite followed Percy as he lead her down to the candle lit
stage. Half way across to the table, Marguerite planted her two feet
solid on the ground. When Percy turned to see why she had stopped, she
tugged on his arm so that he would step closer. Standing directly in
front of him she wrapped on arm around his neck, pulled herself close and
gave him a long, full, kiss on the lips. When she broke for a moment, she
softly whispered, "I just couldn't let you go any farther without that."
Feeling the resistance of a tug, Blakeney turned and looked curiously
at Marguerite. Pulling at him, he neared and received the most
wonderful of all things. A long kiss with her limbs wrapped securely
around his neck. Blakeney returned the kiss. A little less reserved
than he had been in the past. He was an English gentleman, but now,
and hopefully soon, he was going to have her as his wife. To hell
with formalities. She was offering and he was taking.
He nuzzled his cheek against her soft and gentle face. "I'm most
thankful Milady that you did not allow it." Hugging her close
again, he kissed her cheek and leaned back up. "A fiancée of mine,
soon to be a wife, no? How much more in one lifetime could a man
ask?" Giving her hand a squeeze, he lead her to the table set up on
the front of the stage to the left. Holding out her chair, the lazy
blues gazed loving upon his future bride.
Marguerite gracefully took her seat in the chair Percy had pulled out for
her and waited for him to take a seat beside her at the table. She looked
around again to see the orchestra and the decorated table and everything
else it appeared Percy had planned for her. "This is quite an event you
arranged for tonight Percy. Are there any other surprises in store for
the night?"
"Mmmmm." He rubbed his chin with his gloved hand. "Let me see.
Went to see your complete performance tonight. Asked you to honor an
old chap by wedding me. Rented out the opera house and arranged for
music, dinner and dancing." With a flirtatious smile, he turned his
lazy gaze at the soon to be former Marguerite St. Just.
"Do tell me what I might have forgotten? My poor brain could not have
come up with anything else." He smiled at her and watched the rented
staff bring forth the meal.
"You went to my complete performance? Why did you tell me you
wouldn't be there if you did come to the performance?" Marguerite
asked, wondering why Percy would lie to her.
With a devilish smile, he reached across the table and took hold of
her hand. "Just to give you the element of complete and utter
surprise. As it turned out, that certainly near backfired on my
behalf, now didn't it, whot?" He began to rub gently at her
fingertips. She was his. All his.
"It certainly was a surprise, and you're very lucky it didn't
backfire." Marguerite giggled as she rubbed her hand against his,
looking up and smiling at him, but for a moment she was forced to look
away, "Percy, I'm sorry."
Curiosity crossed his face. He was intrigued. "Sorry Milady?
Whatever in France could you be sorry for?" He continued to rub at
her fingers. The food smelled wonderful, but her touch is what he
craved.
Marguerite started to retract her fingers from his touch, but instead
thought better and laced hers through his. "About before, I know when
I waivered and stammered like that it must have hurt you. I would
never intentionally hurt you like that Percy, you must know that, and
I'm sorry it did hurt you.
He nodded listening to her. In turn, he wrapped his long gloved
fingers around her slender small ones. He was all too familiar with
feeling foolish and rejection. He glanced over to where the
orchestra members played in the music pit. Glossing over it all, as
he was not ever one to happily discuss these type of issues, he
said, "Yes, well, the end result isn't the same now is it?" Sir
Percy put on his best smile and looked back at her.
Slowly releasing her hand, withdrawing every so slightly in posture
only, he pointed to her plate. "They say lobster is rare this time
of year. If you don't eat it soon, it will be cold and the taste
becomes lost." He continued smiling on the outside.
"Percy, please don't do that, please don't pull away from me. If I'm
going to be you're wife I insist that you be open with me. Don't think
that by being open and talking about it that I'll suddenly change my
mind. I upset you before and I'm sorry, and I want to know if you can
forgive me or not." Marguerite said, suddenly a bit upset with the
situation.
Now to add to his reminded humiliation, she began to scold him. The
rejection was followed by that sort of tone that he would wake to in
a cold sweat right before hearing his mother scream out his name at
him. "Good God, I'm slipping." He said to himself in his head.
Looking over Marguerite, he nodded quietly and smiled. She was
right. She was going to be his wife and she was not Sir Algernon,
Lady Blakeney, or some strange dream like hybrid of the two.
Marguerite loved him. She had said so.
"Forgive me my sweet Maeve." He took her hand again and brushed his
lips slowly on each finger. "I suppose, yes, I was not feeling all
that well upon hearing your words. That has changed however and I
know you did not mean it." He looked at her with a hopeful smile.
He wasn't very good at this.
Marguerite let each of her fingers gently caress his cheek after he kiss
her fingertips, "then you forgive me Percy?"
Nodding slowly, he regarded her. "There is nothing to forgive my
Maeve, but if you must hear the words, then yes." Slowly, he was
learning her little quirks. She needed to hear him say it.
"Thank you Percy." Marguerite said as she faced her warm hands on his
smooth cheeks. "So now, what were you saying before about lobsters?"
"Simply that only the grandest of foods should be eaten by the
grandest of women. Have you tried Lobster before my dear? It is
quite a delicacy, and should not be allowed to get cold. If you
like, call the man over. He will show you how to deshell the fiend."
"No Percy, I've never tried lobster before. Actually I'm not even sure I
know what lobster is." Marguerite said as a man came over with two plates
each containing a bright red creature. When her plate was place in front
of here, Marguerite leaned back a bit and away from the table.
Seeing her react so, the Baronet laughed in a good natured
manner. "It is quite dead, I reassure you." Turning his head,
Blakeney did not miss a beat. "My good man. Please show the lady
how to properly deshell the fiend and be sure not to let it "spit" at
her, say?"
Marguerite gave Percy an odd look, "Spit on me Percy?"
The man nodded and leaned over Marguerite's plate. He began speaking
out instructions, taking the steel claw like holders and cracking
here and there. Expertly, the man had the lobster deshelled in under
a minute, leaving the fresh whitish pink meat on her plate. When
asked if he should rid of the shell, Blakeney nodded and finished the
deshelling procedure of his own.
Marguerite watched as the man quickly cracked and removed the red shell
to leave a bit of meat on her plate. It didn't make sense to her to serve
the meat like that when the shell could have been removed before it was
served, but she didn't question it.
"Try a spot of lemon on it my dear. Trust me. You will fall in love
with this sea serpent or my name isn't Sir Percy." He gave an inane
laugh and enjoyed watching her. She had to teach him how to break
from his gentleman shell. Now it was his turn to teach.
Marguerite took Percy's advice and squeezed a little lemon juice onto a
small piece of meat and took a bite as Percy worked on his own shell. She
chewed slowly as he watched her. Although Marguerite rarely ate any type
of sea food, it was better then most types she had experienced.
"Good say?" He put his shell on the plate from the awaiting servant
who then left the two of them. The ten piece orchestra played and he
watched her face flicker in the candle light. "Sort of a rifty
tune." He smiled, referring to the music. Using his own lemon, he
began to eat.
"Demmed a lot of work to catch one of these devils, I'm told. How it
is done, I have never seen but only heard." He watched her some more
with a knowledgeable smile. Lobster was something the Baronet ate,
and often. "Oh, and the 'spitting'. Just a common phrase really.
Sometimes when you take them out of the shell, they light to fight
back, eh?" He referred to the juices of the animal as it was peeled
from its body. He hoped she understood and put a forkful of the
melting sea food on his tongue.
"Like to fight back? Goodness Percy you do seem to like some odd types of
foods then, It this something I will have to get used to in the near
future?" Marguerite said as she took another bite of the meat.
He laughed long and hard at her comment. "Odd food? Ha! You just
wait my Maeve. You have much to get used to I gather by the time I
am through with you." He wiggled his brow and winked, going back to
the meal at hand.
Marguerite smiled at Percy, but then a bit of nervousness came over
her. So much was about to change for her, giving up everything she's know
to join Percy and adapt in many ways to his lifestyle. She was sure that
the different diet was only the very beginning.
When they finished the meal, the Baronet dabbed at his mouth and
putting the napkin to the side of his plate, stood. "May I have this
dance?" He smiled and neared Marguerite, his gloved hand on the back
of her chair to help her up.
Marguerite smiled, though with nervous eyes, as she took his hand and
stood up. He led her out to the open area of the stage and wrapped his
arm around her for a dance, but Marguerite rested her head on his
shoulder, hiding her glance from him. Her head was beginning to spin
again dealing with all the changes that one little word she uttered
before would bring to her life.
Something about her gaze was not comfortable. He noted it right
away, for he made it his personal hobby to observe the behavior of
others. By far, it did not make him an expert on dealing with the
situations. Just he usually had a flair for picking up on them.
Resting his hand on her waist, he Marguerite about for a bit.
Something was not right however. She now hid her face from him, like
he had only hours before. Fearing that she might be changing her
mind, he offered, "Did the meal not agree with you my Maeve?"
He continued to dance, but withheld from spinning her about as he
would have liked to.
Marguerite was pulled from her trance when Percy spoke to her, asking
about the meal. She looked up at him and said, "Oh no Percy, the meal was
fine, a bit of an interesting experience I would call it." She forced a
small smile as they continued to dance.
Seeing her smile put his fears to rest. He did not know the tune the
orchestra played, so he did not try and ruin it by adding his poorly
done hum. "I'm glad you enjoyed it. That is one of my most favorite
delicacies." He dared to spin her now, that she seemed of good
spirits. He loved to look at her. Her hair would flow and follow
her in the spin. She was beautiful.
Percy happily danced her around more, a bit less restrained, a bit more
joyful, but she still avoided is glance, she still avoided his smile and
his bright happy eyes. She still pondered, maybe even in a way doubted
her decision.
Avoidance. He knew it all too well. Marguerite would not look at
him, not even when he spun her. Not even when he held her close. The
small fearful boy inside of him did not want to know the reason why.
Had she not already begun to reject him earlier. With a slight
hesitation, he kept quiet now. Trying to remain looking happy with
her as he continued to dance. He feared the truth behind her eyes.
Marguerite slowed her step, forcing Percy to slow with her. She paused
with the doubtful look in her eyes. She looked up at him and gently
brought her lips to his, just to simply brush against his. she needed
something to calm her down, something to calm her fears and worries.
Now she was making him nervous. Very nervous all over again. He
allowed her to slow him down, his leading near halting. There seemed
to be something behind her eyes that he refused to see. Blakeney
had no reason to want to know. Kissing her back gently, he brought
his strong limbs around to hug her close. He leaned over to try and
kiss her again. Maybe this is what she wished for.
Marguerite felt Percy's arms pulled her tightly against him, holding her
own body close to his. This is what she wanted, but was it enough for
what she had to give up? She watched as he leaned in again to kiss her,
but instead of letting him, she pulled back, eyes closed and lips
trembling unable to say what she was hinting for fear she would hurt him.
That move of hers was a clear rejection. She pulled away from his
offered kiss. Had she ever done such a thing before? He could not
remember. Then she closed her eyes to shut him out. "Maeve?" He
whispered. His dancing ceased but the music still played on.
Holding each of her hands in his, he stood before her baffled.
She had hurt him again, and she knew it. She didn't mean too, she never
meant to. She felt him take her hands in his own and she tightly squeezed
on to them. She tried to explain everything to him, but the words
wouldn't come, and now she had hurt him again. "I'm sorry Percy, I'm so
sorry." was all she could get out.
Now he was completely alarmed. "What? What did I do Maeve?" He felt
that wave of numbness take over him as sure as sand on the sea
shore. He held onto her hands tightly. He would not let her go.
"What did you do? Percy, you didn't do anything." Marguerite tried to
lift one of her hands to his cheek, but he wouldn't let her hand go, he
was holding onto it so tightly. She could see he was upset and worried,
and she wanted to make it better for him, but she couldn't before she
settled her own feelings.
"Then what?" His worried blues looked at her. He dreaded asking,
but how could he go on in limbo. "Do you now change your mind?" He
rubbed her finger that had his ring on it, gulping back that terrible
feeling.
"Change my mind? Oh no Percy, no no no, that's not at all what I want. I
love you, and I do want to be with you, but I guess it's just really
beginning to sink in what getting married means, the changes that come
with it, and, and I'm just a bit nervous about it." Marguerite said,
looking up into his worrisome eyes. She was worked up enough as is, she
needed him to help her calm down, but he would be of little help if he
feared she was changing her mind.
He smiled and brought her hands to his lips, brushing them gently
against each one in turn. "It is a change, but isn't it exciting?
How many years have I wondered about such a thing, and thanks to you,
it will become so." He placed her hand on his shoulder and took her
other hand in his and began to dance with her once more. "I am told
it is usual to feel nervous. I admit, right now, it doesn't bother
me a bit."
"Well I'm glad at least one of us is calm." she said as he began to
dance her around a bit, "what kinds of things have you wondered about
Percy?"
He continued to dance with her as he talked. "To tell the truth, I
have mostly thought is it worth it?"
"Then why now? Why me Percy?" she asked as she continued to dance with
him. "You're sweet, funny, kind, generous, not to mention rich and titled
and I have little doubt that you could have had your pick of the educated
young ladies of high birth and family in England or all over
Europe. Why me?"
He spun her and dipper her back over his knee. With the keen and sly
look of his wolfish self, he grinned. "You were the only one that
was a challenge." He leaned in and gave her a large kiss.
Marguerite drew in a deep breath as Percy leaned her over backwards and
kissed her. "So I was the prize of your little game then?" she said with
a soft shine in her eyes.
"Never a prize to be won. Only a hopeful dream that came true." He
looked down at her and slowly brought her upwards and began to dance
with her again. The cocky smile never once left his face.
Marguerite smiled and laid her head on his shoulder as he brought her
upwards again. "I am nervous though Percy, this is a big change for both
of us. I mean, you're getting a wife, and that in itself is a big change,
but for me, it will probably mean moving to another country, giving up my
career, and oh what am I going to do about my brother?"
"Hmmm." He hadn't once really given it a thought that she would move
by him. Giving up her country. "You want to stay here with things
how they are?" He questioned, the Blakeney in him raising a
brow. "As for your brother, if he is your family, ask him along if
that pleases you. The Manor should be large enough for another." A
grin crossed his face.
"Leaving France is not a question of safety Percy. Paris is the only home
I've ever known, and to just up and leave to go to another home in another
land." Marguerite squeezed Percy's hand and sighed, "And then there's
Armand, I don't think he'll like this Percy, he won't like you I can
almost assure you of that."
He blinked. "I suppose so my Maeve. I've never been too rooted to
one place save the past ten years. I could not leave the family
inheritance however. My father worked too hard on it, I'm told." He
spun her a little and then brought her close as the music
slowed. "If you wish to marry me, why are you so certain your
brother will not like me?"
Marguerite sighed, "For the same reason I almost turned you down the first
night, you're English and an aristocrat. He'll hear the title, he'll
hear where you're from, and that will be that. I'll be lucky if he even
gives you a quick look over."
He stopped the dancing and with an odd grin, looked down at
her. "Milady! Sir Percy Blakeney, Baronet is well more than just
title and birthplace. Are you telling me that this little brother of
yours is going to hear that and... wait. What do you mean, YOU
almost turned me down?"
"I almost did Percy. I don't entertain all the notes I get from
admirers. I almost turned you down in favor of going out with my
friends." Marguerite looked up and gently stroked his cheek and gave his
chin a soft kiss.
"Hurumph." Was his response to her. He spun and dipped her again
and shook his blond locked head. "Wouldn't that have been a Greek
tragedy?"
Marguerite just giggled, "Percy, after four years of watching me, and
finally asking to meet me, if I had turned you down, what would you have
done?"
A grin formed and he laughed, dipping her some more and adding a
spin. "I suppose I would have just to stalk you until I wore you
down and you gave in." He said it in a very kidding like manner and
one lazy blue winked.
Marguerite smiled and laughed as Percy continued to spin her around. "Is
that so? I'm glad I didn't then, I would hate to be stalked by some
handsome and charming Englishman and I'd hate to have to send Jean after
you to protect me."
Waltzing her around the stage, his grand coat tails following his
steps, Blakeney stopped and looked at her dead in the face. "And
who might this *other* Englishman be that could be stalking you?
Handsome and charming you say?" He grinned inside but on the
outside gave her his best teasing stare.
Marguerite gave Percy a silly grin of her own as she forced him to dance
her around more. "Of course Percy, I'm sure you know I have quite a
following among handsome and charming Englishmen. they flock to France by
the boatloads in fact just to see me."
"Hah! That I do not doubt my dear! By the boatloads eh? Let me
see..." He took hold of her hand and spun her outward with that lazy
mannered smile. "If I did not come by boatload.... no, I used my own
solo boat which is docked in Calais....." He took hold of her waist
and tugged her close into his torso. Keeping his hand on the small
of her back, he rocked her back and forth in a small and close knit
waltz. "I certainly then came by horseback or carriage? Mmmmm.
This is all very interesting Maeve. Do tell me more of these "other"
suitors to the greatest actress in all of France."
Marguerite giggle at Percy and his silliness, "Now why would I want to
talk about them when I have you right here, right now." She leaned her
own body against his, "Besides, once they know I'm taken, I'm sure they
all got on their boats and went home."
He grinned largely. "That is right. You ARE taken my dear. Taken
by a tall bloke who doesn't deserve you, but is nevertheless
enchanted and delighted." He lowered his face and now, tried again
to kiss her.
Marguerite held still as Percy tried to kiss her, but at the last moment
moved her face away a bit and giggled. She began to lean up as if to kiss
him and at the last second move away few more times just to tease him and
taunt him. Each time she giggled and smiled. She was enjoying the little
tease, but she doubt he did.
This was the type of teasing he liked. She complimented him. He
complimented her, yet they both knew they cared deeply for one
another. They were to be wed and she now teased him in a way he
enjoyed. Each time he leaned in and she pulled away laughing, only
made him wish to try that much harder. Finally, though, he let go of
her completely and turned his back on her. "Ah well, if this is the
newest way the French kiss, I can do without it." Looking over his
shoulder at her, he gave his impish grin.