His sleep had been a fitful one, with many dream of visions both past and present. The vision that forced him awake was a mixture of it all: On one rim of his Father's ship, Marguerite stood hanging onto one of the sail ropes, leaning over to stare at something in the ocean. She was looking down. Percy was his 8-year old adventurous self and he was curious as to why his older wife was on his father's ship. Moving alongside her, he looked up into her pretty green eyes
and then followed her gaze.
Under the water, drowning, was his mother in her chair.
Percy called out a cry of help as he sprang himself upright and then settled back into the bed, resting on his elbows. His blue irises adjusted to the morning light streaming in through the open window. The heartbeat slowing down and the tingling sensation in his legs fading.
"It was a dream...." he said aloud, and as he sat up, he swung his legs over the side of the bed to see the note placed on his
bed stand. Part of his dream was fantasy. Some facts remained: He had married a betraying wife, he lost the family St. Cyrs, he spoke to his friends and recruited them, along with recruiting another French spy that he would have to watch like tooth and nail.
Looking on the bright side, at least he got some sleep.
Percy opened the note and scanned his eyes across the script written there. It was from his wife, which could only mean... He stood and moved over quickly to the door, seeing it still locked he scratched his ribs, puzzled. It made no sense, this note. How did it get here?
He went about the rest of his morning rituals, putting on his
bathrobe and scrubbing in the tub. He glanced at his chin and moved his head from side to side in the mirror. That is when he noticed it. She had been in his room!
A faint vision of lips from lipstick on his forehead. Appalled at the sight, the Baronet rubbed it off. Frank had already taken to filling the bathing tub with hot water. The small steel barrel never quite held him and sitting down, he looked awkward with his long, gangly legs bent up and pressed against the side.
After the cleaning, Sir Percy dressed in his riding britches and his favorite brown jacket. He tied the lace around his neck and tucked it neatly into his jacket. He slicked back his wet hair, leaving a small amount of hair wax so it would stay in place and let the air dry it.
The finishing touches were his tan leather riding boots and his
favorite riding cane. Short, brown with white trim to match his
outfit and his horse Sultan.
Percy glanced down the long hallway that lead to the chambers of Lady Blakeney. Good. Her door was still closed. He was in the clear. Sneering back his lips in somewhat of a snarl, the Baronet reminded himself of the foolish position he allowed her to put him in. Shaking his head, Percy trotted down the steps and began his long stride into the dining hall for a quick breakfast.
Marguerite sat quietly and along in the dinning hall the morning after the
ball. She had been up at the crack of dawn that morning, a time that she
was not often awake, unless that is, she had not been to bed the night
before, which while living in France had become a common occurrence. Even
though she had only had a few hours of sleep, they were some of the most
pleasant and relaxing hours of sleep she had had in a while. Once she had
seen all of the guests home the night before, making apologies for Percy
in the process, she went to her own quarters and fell asleep even before
her head had hit the pillow.
Expecting to be eating along that morning, she had asked one of the
servants that was in the dinning area just for some tea and fresh
fruit. The servants still made her slightly uncomfortable, but she
thought that treading on into their areas and their responsibilities would
make them equally uncomfortable.
Marguerite heard some clicking footsteps from the hallway that were
gradually growing louder. As the footsteps neared the entrance to the
dinning hall, Marguerite turned to see Percy enter.
He strolled with long strides right into the dinning hall before he even realized he was not along. He nearly gagged, not expecting her down here and when she looked right at him, he began to cough and pound on his chest.
"Percy!" Marguerite said in alarm as she jumped up from her seat and rushed over to her husband. Marguerite gently patted his back while Percy suffered through the coughing fit.
Sir Percy straighter up his chest and pounded it ever so slightly. "Forgive me Madame." Forcing his cheeks flush with embarrassment, he waved his cane about his face as if it were a cloth.
"Percy, are you alright, have a sip of tea, it will help the coughs
pass." Marguerite said as she motioned down to the end of the table were
the chairs and her breakfast, including a small kettle of hot water for
tea was.
"I take it you received my fool hearty apologizes from last night?" Sir Percy smiled charmingly at her. He was not expecting her down here, thinking she was still in her room. Glancing about, he did not take to a seat and moved over near a bowl of fruit.
Blakeney was forcing the blue eyes to not look upon her angrily.
Marguerite followed him as he moved about, "Apologies? Sir Andrew said
you were fixing your cravat and when I went to check on you, you were
already asleep. Oh my poor darling, you must have been so tired last
night, I do not blame you for wanting sleep." Marguerite smiled and
leaned in closer to give her husband a soft kiss.
Blakeney saw the lips coming in closer to him and he quickly
retracted. "Bah, you must forgive me Madame." he waved his hand
about his face forcing Marguerite to keep her distance. He stepped
back, further from her and the table, "Cravat you say?" He could not
believe it. Why on earth did that fool Andrew say that?
Waving the cane around, and forcing her back, Sir Percy gave out a
jovial laugh and muttered, "It was not simply a cravat Madame. I
must admit, that would even give me a frightful jump." Reaching down
for an apple, he brought it up to his lips and took a large bite. He
would keep the vixen away from him, if he gave it every last dandy
effort.
Marguerite giggled and shook her head at her husband. "Well then, never
mind that, please come and sit down Percy, join me for
breakfast." Marguerite motioned her husband towards the other empty seat
and place setting.
Placing his cane loosely in between two fingers, Sir Percy tossed the
apple up in the air and caught it in his other hand, but then it
fumbled out, spatting onto the floor. He looked down and laughed at
the fallen fruit, exclaiming, "By Jove! I've been practicing that for
months and almost got it right!"
He moved over and leaned against the doorframe, putting himself that
much closer to the foyer and the outside door. "I wish I could stay
with you on this fine morning Madame but I have been far to much away
from business as it is it seems. Accept my humble apologizes and
take your brother around the grounds. If you hurry to the river, at
this time of morning you can see the tadpoles swimming for food."
Quickly, Sir Percy called over his shoulder, "Thomas! Thomas my good
man! It appears I made a mess, if you would good Sir!" Thomas came
in from the other room, glancing around near Sir Percy. "And while
you are at it, serve Madame and her little brother some of that
special honey oat sauce you make. Oooh! It is so good, I wish I
could stay to have some myself."
"No," Marguerite begged her husband, "please Percy, please don't go, not
yet." Marguerite hoped he would stop and stay with her. "there's
something I need to talk to you about, something very important Percy."
Blakeney looked down at Marguerite, not wanting to spend another
moment in her presence.
"Bah Madame!" Waving his cane around like the fool, Sir Percy walked
away from her and aimed the brown stick at Thomas in a playful
manner. "I read your quaint little note and whatever questions you
have about the home, I assure you Thomas is more than qualified to
answer. If you will excuse me."
"No, no, no, no, no." Marguerite chattered as she scurried along the
dinning hall to catch up to Percy. "Please Percy, this has nothing to do
with the note I left you last night." Marguerite dashed in what a proper
English gentleman like Percy would probably consider an unladylike manor
until she had come to stand in front of Percy and in between him and the
doorway. Marguerite looked up at her husband, sure that the worries in
her mind were also shown on her face. "Please Percy," she begged as she
tried to put her arms around him for support, "it's very important to me
that I speak to you."
Blakeney let out a sigh and looked down at the manner in which
Marguerite constantly kept him away. He would have to come up with
more immediate plans to evade her constant speech.
"Whatever can I do for you Madame?" Sir Percy smiled down at her.
Marguerite paused to regain her breath. She cautiously bit her lip and
collected her thoughts before beginning. "Percy, while we were away, a
letter arrived from a friend of mine in Paris, Marie. I don't believe you
meet her but she worked in the theatre, backstage in costumes and scenery
and such." Marguerite realized she was beginning to babble on a bit and
needed to get to the point. "Percy, with things as they are in Paris,
Marie and her husband are very nervous about the revolution and the
dangers in Paris, as most everyone is, and Marie is pregnant, and well,
could she come and stay here for a while, at least just until the baby is
born?" Marguerite looked pleadingly at Percy, still with her arms wrapped
around him, hoping that he would allow Marie to join them in England, at
least for the sake of the baby.
Marie. Marie? Which one was Marie? Ah, he remembered her.
Husband? Pregnant needing a place? His eyes almost popped out of his
head, so happy was he with the thought. "What better than to keep
her occupied in the home?!" he thought to himself. Blakeney smiled
and laughed lightly.
"If it pleases you, but of course Madame! This is your home to do
with as you see fit!" Sir Percy unpeeled her arms from him and
brought her hands down to her middle and placed them each inside the
other one.
He looked at her eyes with his languid lazy smile. Slowly the
feeling of doubt creped in. In his haste to be rid of Marguerite
did he just invite yet another Frency spy living in his home? Not
100% sure on his decision, he patted her hands with his brown gloves.
Marguerite assumed that Percy was just being the English gentleman he was
trained to be, but Marguerite could not hide her happiness. She jumped up
towards her towering husband and once again wrapped her arms around him
even though he had just removed them from himself. She hugged him tightly
and gave him several quick kisses on his cheek all the while laughing and
crying at the same time. "Thank you so much Percy. You have no idea no
much this means to me or to Marie and her husband." Marguerite paused and
pulled back from Percy, still clutching him tightly, but looking up into
his blue eyes, "Oh, I must go and write her right away, she'll be so happy
Percy. Now, I see that you are prepared to go out, so I will now let you
leave, but where are you going this morning? When will you be
back? Please say that you will dine with me tonight Percy." Marguerite
wanted nothing more then to hold her husband right now, but she knew the
sooner she wrote to Marie, the sooner Marie could come to England.
Again, she showed her affection and Blakeney grimaced inside. She kissed him, but this time the very kiss from her lips repulsed him. For a second time, he peeled her off him and bowed his head in the manner of an Englishman to her. Sir Percy did know his manners.
"Yes," he stepped back away from her, dusting off his brown riding jacket where she touched him. "Yes, go write your little letter Madame" He took hold of his lapels and tugged at them to force the wrinkles out.
Glancing down at his britches, to ensure to avoid her eyes, he
checked there for wrinkles too. "I head North Madame. If I am back in time, we will dine."
Marguerite was still brimming with happiness, but something struck her as
Percy addressed her, "Percy, why do you always refer to me as 'Madame'?"
Her question struck him as an odd. Why did he call her that as of lately? Finding out she was a spy? Not recognizing her as his wife no longer? Distancing her out of his life? Hardly the thing to say as an answer. Blakeney's mind raced with some sort of an excuse.
"Why my dear," Sir Percy smiled and bowed at her again, bringing his cane up to tap at his own head. "I am only thinking of your home country. Surely it makes you feel right at home to hear my attempt at Frency, no?"
Marguerite dropped her head in confusion before looking back to her
husband, "No, no Percy, that's not what I meant. Why don't you call me by
my name?" While in some ways she longed for France she had no desire to
return right now. There was too much pain there, too much fear, but more
then that, Percy was in England and so that's where she longed to be.
"Our ways are not the same as yours Madame. It would seem Great Britain is a bit more on the formal side. How you say? Whee? Whee?"
This puzzled Marguerite and she could not put it to rest. "Actually Percy
it's 'wee' but even when we're along? I can understand formality in the
presence of others but when it's just you and I you do not call me by my
name. You used to, you used to even call me 'my little Maeve'. Do a few
words and two pieces of metal change things so much?"
Forever from this day forth it was going to be like this, wasn't it? The constant questions. Marguerite's constant cornering him for attention. Blakeney had no interest in standing here another moment next to her. After one week of marriage she killed his heart, and the she-vixen needed to be avoided at all possible costs. Why did she plague his head with thoughts of a love that was now extinct?!
Back in a flash I: My Little Maeve
Marguerite could hardly believe what Percy had said to her. Her heart
sank as if he had reached in and ripped it from her chest. In anger and
disappointment, she could not bare even to look at him anymore. Enraged
to stomped out of the dinning hall and down the hallway, through the grand
foyer. She walked faster and faster until she had broken into a run and
rushed out the doorways to the garden and continued to run as tears began
to streak down her face.
Marguerite ran until her legs nearly collapsed underneath her. Tired
and out of breath she leaned against a tree for support before finally
giving into the aching legs and falling to the ground. Her tears
continued and grew until her weeping became a violent and gut-wrenching
cries of pain and agony.
Candice must have followed her out but when Marguerite noticed her,
standing several paces behind, her anger just grew. She stood up and
screamed and swore at the girl in her native French. Candice quickly
retreated back to the house leaving Marguerite alone to weep over the
loss of her dearest love. Leaning against the tree, Marguerite cried
herself to sleep under the warm spring sun.
Marguerite dreamed she was at a mask acting as Lady Blakeney. Dressed in
a splendid ice blue gown, face hidden by a sparkling white mask, she had
spent the night dancing with a particularly charming man. Although he
said nothing, Marguerite was nearly seduced by his movements, by his
dancing. Dressed in a blue suit that complimented her own, she assumed
that under the mask which hid all of his face and hair, save for that
strong chip and soft lips, it was her husband.
Throughout the night, they kept coming to each other. Even as partners were
passed around as governed by the steps of the dances, she kept coming back
to the same man. In sets the guests left the hall over time until they
were the only paired that remained. When even the musicians had left she
stood in the center of the great hall they were dancing in and the masked
man approached her. The man wrapped his arms around her and held
her close without saying a word. Through his mask he looked deep
into her eyes until he closed the gap between his lips and hers.
Passionately, he kissed her and sent such a sensation through her body
that had he not been so strongly holding her to him, she surely would
have collapsed. When he finally pulled away from her, Marguerite smiled
and pulled back her mask. The man ran his fingers over her face and back
through her hair as he placed tender kisses on her cheek, and neck, and
lips until Marguerite reached up to his face. Gently she pushed back the
mask to reveal her husband's sweet face only to see the under the mask, it
was not Percy . . . it was Armand Chauvelin.
With a start Marguerite awoke. The sun now was in the west and beginning
to set for the day. How long had she been out here? How long had she been
asleep? No matter, Marguerite stood up and brushed the grasses from her
dress and hair and slowly made her way back to Blakeney Manor. She had
hoped at least that Percy would be there for dinner, if she had not
already missed him. Perhaps they could at least talk about the morning.
Upon entering the house, Marguerite noticed a few of the servants moving
about, most notably, several of her ladies in waiting peeking out behind
doors. No doubt that rumors of her behavior towards Candice earlier in
the day had already made their way around the house among the servants.
Absently, Marguerite strolled through the house, looking for any sign that
Percy might be home. Finally, one of the servants, a man, came up to her
and delivered a note:
"This is not my home" Marguerite angrily said, louder then she should have
in the presence of others, as she folded the letter and then proceed to
rip it into several pieces before returning it to the tray it was brought
to her on.
Marguerite retired to her room without dinner that night. Locking the
door behind her, she crossed her room to the small private balcony that
overlooked the back yard. She sat their in silence as the sun set and the
stars began to come out and twinkle. The silence was deafening, not so
much as a birdsong or cricket chirp that night.
Even though she slept for most of the day, the emotions made her tired and
wear. She sat on the balcony until the chill of the night got to her, and
she retreated into her room. After fumbling around in the moonlight room,
she found a candle and stone to light it with. Carefully lighting a
gaslight and a few other candles, Marguerite took to the one good task she
had for the day, writing a letter to Marie.
Searching through the small table Percy had set for her in her room,
Marguerite pulled out fresh paper, quill and ink to send word of the good
news to Marie in Paris.
After finishing the note and addressing the envelope, she opened the door,
and found, as she was expecting, one of her ladies sitting outside. The
girl almost looked frightened of Marguerite, but Marguerite, in an attempt
to show she really meant no harm, asked the girl to take the letter
downstairs and see that it was sent off early the next morn and then said
that she would not need anyone else that night.
The girls nodded and left. Marguerite returned to her room and changed
out of her dress into her sleeping gown and laid down on the
bed. Something about being in this bed felt wrong; either because it was
a bed Percy acquired, in his home, or because she was there alone and
without her husband. Either way, Marguerite sighed and gently sobbed
until she fell into sleep again.