Somewhere out There


He watched as one of her ladies brought forth the highly decorated gown to her room, and then the candle light vanished. Taking out his pocket watch, the Baronet noted the time was 6:10. The sun would set soon enough, but not yet and due to this Percival Blakeney made his way down the main foyer stairs and moved into the back lawn. His mind was trying to decide if he wished to relax by the creek, stroll to the stables or waltz around to the front of the Manor.

Bleu ou vert? Armand decided on green. Dark green satin breeches, trimmed with tiny, tiny gold braid. A matching green, light velvet coat, with matching gold braid on the cuffs. The vest was a shade so dark it almost looked black. He adjusted it so the vest lapels overlapped those of the jacket. There was a considerable amount of lace on the cuffs of his shirt. He noted that it was a much finer linen than usual, thinner, and made of a much richer, more expensive cotton. St Just sighed. English. Lace everywhere. Or was that just Percy?

He noted with some disgust that his shoes had bows instead of buckles tonight. He made a face, but pulled them on. He winced only very slightly as he stood up. His leg was much better now, but still tender. Completing his outfit with a dark tie around his hair, he tied his cravat neatly and glanced at his reflection. He looked pretty good.

St Just wandered aimlessly downstairs. The foyer clock read 6:10. How much longer? He noticed his brother in law standing outside on the back lawn. He exited the house and joined him. "Tiens," He said, softly, coming up beside Percy. "Are you all right? You look a little... lost."

"Hmmm?" Taken out of the safety of his mind, the dumfounded blank stare blinked to cease and his pupils focused on the figure standing next to him. Armand.

The French words and English words all meshed together in the Baronet's mind. Young St. Just had called to get his attention and muttered something else that his wandering brain failed to catch. The last phrase, however, made it crystal clear to his ears.

"Lost? In my own home? What a dreadful thought. Not even I could manage such a feat." The languid smile crossed his lips as Sir Percy fell smoothly into slot and row. It was going to be a long night.

"Percy..." Armand said, agitated. "D'accord, so you are not lost. But you are troubled." He glanced over and up at his brother. "It's rather apparent."

A thoughtful smile at being caught formed and he nodded at Armand. "I suppose so," was all he offered by means of a whisper and then turned his head slowly about to survey his surroundings.

He thrust his hands deep into the pockets of his breeches. The young Frenchman shook his head. He knew that was all he would get from Percy on that subject. "Percy, when are we leaving again?" He asked abruptly.

"I," he stressed with a pause, "am leaving shortly after the Prince's Engagement Ball." With a sideways glance, the Baronet glanced down to Armand's leg and then back up to the young, flushed face. In his mind, there was no further discussion of the topic.

"*You*?" He said. More of a statement than a question. "What? Has Marguerite really scared you that badly?"

"Now that tis a funny sort of comment to speak. Yes. Me. There is no 'we' in traveling young Sprout. Remember that for a while. You are no good to me like a lame horse. Marguerite has slighty a hair's breath to do with it." Blakeney felt his insides give a churn thinking that Armand would seriously consider his actions based on those influences of his wife. Bah!

He looked down. "My leg is almost better," He said. "And trust me, I know Marguerite. She gave me the same warning, Percy. Are you actually going to listen?"

What a spot to be in. As a man who had been always run by his ego, answering this delicate question was not an easy one. There was a few moments of uncomfortable silence. His throat jolted and Percy felt his palms sweat. He was a leader of a small band of rebel men. His family's wealth was the richest in the land.

Finally the Baronet answered, his throat drying, "Let's go check on Julian and Sultan hmmm? You might wish to sneak Sultan some of the fine oats from the kitchen while I'm gone."

"I'll do that, if you answer my question and don't try to change the subject." Oh he'd do it anyway. Percy was set on his decision, but Armand didn't want to be left out of further adventures because his sister was over protective. So he got shot in the leg. Big deal.

"I just did." Was it a French culture attribute in general or just the St. Justs who refused to let a person off the hook easily? Blakeney continued forward, taking advantage of his long legs and Sprout's hurt condition to put a bit of a distance between the two. If Armand did not understand he more or less just agreed with the boy, he wasn't about to point out his own weakness. He gave just enough information. No more. No less.

He stared at Percy for a moment, then laughed. "You *are* afraid of her, aren't you?" He exclaimed. "Good lord, Percy, she's your wife! What could she possibly do to you? You've got to be... at least... a foot taller than she!" Sure, maybe his leg hurt, but not enough to stop him from catching up with the baronet. He stopped him by standing in front of him.

"Come on, Percy, if I can stare her down, surely you can. I mean, look at me: I managed to live with her for 17 years. Surely you can manage at least that long?"

"I just did." Was it a French culture attribute in general or just the St. Justs who refused to let a person off the hook easily? Blakeney continued forward, taking advantage of his long legs and Sprout's hurt condition to put a bit of a distance between the two. If Armand did not understand he more or less just agreed with the boy, he wasn't about to point out his own weakness. He gave just enough information. No more. No less.

He stared at Percy for a moment, then laughed. "You *are* afraid of her, aren't you?" He exclaimed. "Good lord, Percy, she's your wife! What could she possibly do to you? You've got to be... at least... a foot taller than she!" Sure, maybe his leg hurt, but not enough to stop him from catching up with the baronet. He stopped him by standing in front of him. "Come on, Percy, if I can stare her down, surely you can. I mean, look at me: I managed to live with her for 17 years. Surely you can manage at least that long?"

Giving a blunt, irritated gruff, Blakeney gave a side way glance at Armand. "Speaking of height, how fast do you think you would hobble if you were a foot *shorter* ?" As for the rest of the Sprout's speach, Percy was not addressing it. Grabbing the brush off the wall, he clicked his tongue and showed Armand his back. When Sultan came, he spoke softly to the horse and brushed its neck. At least Sultan left him alone.

The boy made a face. "Faster than you'd think," He muttered. Armand moved so that he was facing Percy. "Why won't you talk to me? You can trust me."

"I am speaking with you. It is the subject matter that I do not care for. My God Armand!" He glanced around the stables to ensure no one hear him save his horse and the boy. "If you have to tell me I can trust you one more time, I'm going to stop trusting you. You know where we stand, so stop with it."

He patted Sultan's nose and thrust the brush in Armand's hand. "Show me now how you are gentle with it, so I may rest assure when I am gone."

He didn't even have to glance at the brush to know it was the wrong one but curry combs feel significantly different, so it wasn't that great of a feat. Dropping it into the crate, he selected a hard bristle brush. With gentle, firm strokes, he smoothed the ruffled coat of Sir Percy's finest steed. With the soft brush, he brushed Sultan's nose, murmuring softly in French to the animal.

Viva la victory! Finally one of the two gave in. As each day passed, he was becoming better in dealing with their persistant ways. The English never hung onto a subject so. Better to save the reputation than get in another man's face. As well versed as he was in other cultures, Sir Percy's roots held too tight a grip.

Watching Armand for a while, he calmed and thought silently. The boy was incredibly gentle with Sultan, and the fine animal seemed to enjoy the attention Sir Percy could never deliver. What was it with the Frence and their passionate ways? Yes. That was it. They held such a passion about everthing. Anger. Happiness. Wanting answers to their demmed questions. This last thought brought about a smile to the Baronet's face and he moved to the side wall where a small copper can hung.

"See here now," the minute he moved over, Sultan's brown ears perked forward and his eyes widened. "If you really want his attention, do this." Blakeney raised one eyebrow at the horse, as his hand stayed half in the can. With his other free hand, Percy pointed an index finger downward and then moved it about in a circle. Almost on cue, Sultan pulled back from Armand's petting and snorted, pawing the ground. With a soft whinney cry, the steed turned about, keeping his eye on Sir Percy and did not stop slowly spinning until his master's finger did.

"Ha ha! Well done old boy." Taking his hand out of the bag, Blakeney brought over a handful of damp lettuce that had been dipped in sugar. He handed the treat to Armand. "It's a triffle little trick I say. One of a few he's developed over the years."

Returning to his thoughts, he muttered, "I am going alone to France after the Prince's ball Armand. I have no tricks that will keep your sister from asking questions, and slowly, I am running out of answers to tell her. Be a good lad and keep her occupied while I'm gone, Mmm? It will do no one any good for me to admit I fear her finding my true self out one of these days, so I shalt own up to it. Do we have an understanding..." he paused for a moment, "Brother?"

Armand fed the lettuce to the horse, which gave a contented sigh as it chewed. The boy himself made a disgusted noise when Percy said the word "alone". It meant so much-- meant that Armand was going to be left alone with his prying sister.

The boy thought vaguely that it seemed he had been more and more unwilling to be around Marguerite since he met Percy. But that was because he now had something to hide from her. Still.... Ever since he was fourteen, St Just had become ... disagreeable...around his sister.

Now he turned to meet Percy's serious, blue eyes: the English lion and the French puppy. "I swore my loyalty to you, Sir Percy," He said softly. "I guess I can think of something."

"That's a good lad now." He nodded and glanced towards the house and near whispered as his mind moved elsewhere, "That's a good lad."

He wasn't as observant as you'd think, but nor was he as unobservant as you'd think. What as so facinating about the house that he couldn't see? In fact.... could Percy even see anything?

Armand left the horse and glanced over at his brother in law. A long silence followed. "She loves you, Percy," Armand said, trying to ease Percy from his silence.

He did not blink, nor move in a startled fashion, when Armand spoke. Instead, he kept his gaze towards the house. How sorrowful did he look at the moment, yearning for a past that no longer existed? Keeping his gaze towards her room, his eyes searching vainly for a passing shadow, Percy spoke. "We both loved each other madly once." He remained staring at the house, offering no more.

"Only once?" Rhetorical question. "I suppose it's possible," He continued, neutrally. "However... If you don't love her anymore, then why, Percy, are you staring at the window of the room she stands in? Of course...." He added casually. "You don't love her so I'm sure it's some sort of a coincidence."

Now his head turned and he gave the raised eye browed look at the teen. "Mmmmm." The reaction was not given in the form of a question. Not even in the form of an agreement. Had it not been that single consonant, it would have come out a disagreeable grunt. Again, Armand was catching him, and this time, he turned to go get his horse some more lettuce from the can.

Oh great. He just got rejected for a horse. No matter. Armand returned the look, and said, "What a coincidence " The boy stifled a grin that tugged at his mouth. Maybe this time he would get an actual answer...?

The horse whined seeing the offering. "Here old boy." Blakeney was careful not to drip the water and sugar lettuce on his fine evening attire. "You going to the ball this evening young whippersnapper? Going to do a little waltzing with a limp?"

He sighed and gave up. "Yes, I suppose I am, if only to keep my sister company on the ride home." Armand shifted his feet uncomfortably. "Do you have to leave from the ball? She's going to cry or complain-- or both-- all the way home. You know what she's like!" He shoved his hands into his pockets grudgingly.

The hearty laugh escaped his lips now. "Yes, yes I indeed do!" He clapped Armand on the back and laughed a bit more. "No no. That is not exactly what I had in mind. I will leave during the night or early morn, as always. You will not ride alone to cover for me so soon, my dear little Sprout."

"That's good to know...." He said, only partially relieved. He shook his head. "She's going to harass me tomorrow though.... She'd harass me anyway, especially if I went, too.... But..." Oh damn. He glanced skyward at his brother. "I guess there just isn't any escape, is there, Percy?"

"There never will be with her Armand. I have not decided it if is a French trend, part of the St. Just bloodline, or just her." He winked at Sprout, and took a clean cloth that hung from the wall, wiping his hands clean.

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