Date: Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Time: 8:03 p.m. EST
Current Conditions: Fair, 43° (feels like 37°)
Music:The pitter patter of little feet
Mood: Tired

Can you say rude asses? That's what the general public becomes this time of year and for that reason alone, I hate it. True, I'm a slave to the government, in speaking terms, but damn it, nobody should have to put up with all that constant crap from people. People throwing stuff at you. They need to have a class for the GP that lets them know how mail is delivered and all that. People assume they know and that only makes matters worse. I have no control over when your government check comes so please don't ask me. If you want something that is reliable, get yourself a job and work for what you have, not milk everybody that does work and barley makes it buy. There are a few customers that I enjoy seeing everyday, Mr. Smith,Mrs. Iris, and Mrs. Nancy. There are more, just sadly, most of them I don't know their names.

I fell asleep at work yesterday and today on the parcel table. I think I'm getting sick. Jordan is sick, he's been hacking and I think part of that might be due to Bryant's icebox complex. He doesn't believe in heat. In the Summer time our electric bill was usually almost always 200.00 and more because he thought it had to be really cold in here. It doesn't help that this is a big house and doesn't cool or warm well.

The past few or maybe I should say several days I haven't spoken to Jeremey much and that kinda sucks. And yes, before you're like you aren't a priority, main focus, he has other things to do, this I know people. There is a huge amount of distance between the two of us. I know he has friends, obligations, family, stuff to do that people have to take care of in their every day life. I know I know I know. It's just, ah never mind. I've been talking to him for er...lemme check. okay, since June 20. One of the first things I was asked, and I'll never forget was "so how'd you track me down". I told him that I would actually call it tracking down. Anyways, I discovered him on an online site, obviously, right. He was cute, local, and cute. Come to find out he wasn't local, but still cute. Anyways, we talked on and off for a while but like, let me get dates...Well the thing is messed up but it looks like September 10th. I could be mistaking. If we don't actually get to "talk" there is almost always offense from me at least. Sometimes he doesn't leave many but this afternoon I got on and there were SIX whole ones. I tell him everything, basically. I've even told him things I never told Bryant and I was with him for almost a total of 8 years. He is very easy for me to talk to and while he may not listen to everything I say or remember every word I utter, I do feel like he hears me out. We have discussed our feelings for one another and came to terms that he "has strong feelings" for me. What's strong feelings? I'm going to ask Pam that one. I asked him but he never said. I didn't really want to ask it in the first place and it was one of those things where I typed it before I thought about it. Then there is my complex, the get attached to people who leave syndrome. I'm going to be straight up honest, when I messaged him, I wasn't looking for anything other than somebody to hang with. You know, movie every now and again, call at 3 in the morning when you can't sleep. It's something that has grown from somebody to talk to every now and again to somebody I look forward to talking to every day and when you don't get to talk to them, in some way or another, you get kinda sad. I do care for him a lot, wish him well in whatever he does. He says as long as I'm not leechy,we're good. I am possessive, stingy, and greedy though. Maybe that's a bad thing but when I'm in a relationship with somebody it isn't' that I have to spend every waking minute with them,I just enjoy spending a great deal of time with them. Most guys are the opposite, unless they have a goddess for a girlfriend. I just think I have totally different taste in girls than guys do anyways. Maybe that just means I'm smarter than they are. I've went on about this for a really long time and I do apologize to my readers.

Jordan got a note sent home from school today. It' s a demerit notice. What for you ask? He needs a hair cut. "At present, your child fails to meet these guidelines. Clothing violations should not be repeated. Haircut violations must be corrected by the Monday following this notice unless special arrangements are made with the teacher or principal. We appreciate your cooperation in this matter." They had a "Thanksgiving Breakfast" at school today in his class. He came home with a headdress and a tunic. He was an Indian. He was really cute.

Nick called last night and I talked to him for like 30 minutes or so on the fundamentals of dating and relationships. Remind yourself that I was with the same person for almost 8 years. So it's a possibility that I have no clue what I'm doing about anything. The one thing I do know for sure, I do know what real love is and it isn't something that you can make happen, its one of those things that just does.

--Oh, my noggin...
Janett

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Date: Saturday, November 19, 2005
Time: 6:31 p.m. EST
Current Conditions: Mostly Cloudy, 50° (feels like 50°)
Music:The All-American Rejects | Dirty Little Secret
Mood: Mundane

Nothing eventful happened at work today, Adam didn't even come in there harassing me. It sucked. It went by pretty fast though which was good. Selena came in there and we talked for a while. She's funny. I like funny. Funny is good.

Last night was fun. I went to Dillon Park and met up with Steve and his bud and talked and stuff. It was good to have company for once or again I should say.

Tomorrow we're playing during the service, I'm kinda nervous. I have that little solo and last year I blew it big time. I totally got lost. I put my specks on and looked up and saw Matthew and POOF I totallyforgot where I was at even though I have the whole song memorized.

I want to go to a hockey game. I WANNA GO. So now you're saying, so why don't you just get up and go. I don't wanna go by myself. I want to go with somebody who enjoys hockey as well and being as how this is the south, people find it "boring".

I haven't talked to Jeremey much, I suppose I'm beginning to aggravate him, poor lil' one. I am ever so sorry. I'm going now. Bye

--WAR EAGLE...
Janett

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Date: Friday, November 18, 2005
Time: 6:43 p.m. EST
Current Conditions: Cloudy, 40° (feels like 36°)
Music:The All-American Rejects | Dirty Little Secret
Mood: Pumped up

I got called in to work last night. I was surprised and thrilled. I have only worked Monday of this week which is very very unusual. But it was good, kinda gave me some time to regroup, do some fun things and gave me ample time to talk to Jeremey. Perhaps too much. Today was great. I woke up, though I didn't want to get out of bed because it was hella cold in here. But I did, got some cocoa and went outside after I fixed Jordan his breakfast. It was so cold but so beautiful. I wished I had a really good camera so that I could have taken a really decent picture. That's what I want for Christmas, is a new digi. I'll get one, it might not be for Christmas but I have my pretty little eyes set on one.

Work was excellent. I haven't seen a lot of those guys in a while. I worked there Monday but with it being so close to the Holidays, I don't get to talk to them much. I talked to Rick some this morning and Eddie this afternoon. He's a hoot. I really like him. It would be cool if he could get transferred to my main office. I wouldn't mind working with him every day. He's been dubbed as "The Cookie Man" by me and Vi. I didn't get off until 5:40ish and got home, hopped on here and checked some stuff and applied for some more jobs. I took a 30 minute lunch this morning and fed birds. They seemed happy about it.

I was hoping to get a hold of somebody and do something tonight but I haven't any luck yet. I'm sure I'll live. I guess if all else fails, I'll be here online tonight with Pam, Lauren and whom ever else decides to keep me company.

Speaking of Pam, her and I have some "potential" plans for my return to my old stompin' grounds. I can't freakin' wait! It's going to rock! I've also gotten in touch with Jeremy and hopefully we'll get together and do something fun. Hell, maybe we can all go hang out somewhere. My memories of Jeremy go way way way back. First grade, Mrs. Screws class. I've known him that long. Since like 1988. You can't tell me that's not much. Maybe for some of who who've like known somebody your whole life but for me, Jeremy is as close as it gets. We aren't like best of friends or anything, but we use to be real close. A note to you my friend, I'm glad you've accepted who you are and voice your opinion on things. Props to you.

Just for kicks, I went to a dating website and put in my ideal perfect partner. Can you guess how many potential matches I had? My search criteria first. Just the basics was a male age any to any within 1000 miles of me. A BIG FAT ZERO. That's right chicks. You read right. Nobody. So when I say there is nobody out there for me, at least not on online dating sites, I'm true. I am not that freakin picky. Some of the crap on there doesn't matter much, like sports watched or tv watching habits, who gives a crap. As long as you don't have your rear end plastered on the couch the majority of the day or most of your time at home, we're good. I hate tv. I love movies but I can't stand just sitting there watching tv shows or movies that come on tv, I don't know why, just can't. Anyways. Somebody told me that "When people like you don't have anybody it's because they don't want the people that want them." I found that drastically hilarious. If he were only right. I do not have a long list of wants or requirements when I do look. My main thing, physically is this. Brown, black or red hair and some shade of brown eyes. That's it. Not too much to ask for is it? Oh yea, I don't wanna lie either, they gotta have a nice smile and that's it. I guess the challenging part comes in where I require their precious time. If you dont have that to spend on me, take your ass on, because I don't need it. I have things, I don't need more things, I just need somebody to want me for me.

I now feel the urge to write. I use to write all the time, songs, short stories, poems, didn't matter, I'd write it. I miss it. It was a great way to vent, let some steam out, you know, stuff like that. I just got a txt from Pam. I'm gonna scoot.

--It's delightfully cold outside...
Janett

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Date: Thursday, November 17, , 2005
Time:8:29 p.m. EST
Current Conditions: Clear 40° (feels like 35°)
Music: 3 Doors Down | Here By Me
Mood: A little Cold

Gimmie a break, I got tied up in doing other stuff last night while I was writing my blog entry, I was talking to Jeremey, so I kinda left it hanging. As for this one, I'll make, or at least attempt, it super sweet.

Remember that picture I was telling you that Jordan drew, well here it is.

This is suppose to be me, Jordan & Jeremey
Note the spikey hair on both the dudes
and my long flowing locks.

I've been spending a majority of the past few days talking with Pam, she's a hoot. She's in love too. :-) She's got my props, I wish her and "Mr. L" the best of luck. And for future reference, don't fret your lil' heart none girlie, he'll wake up or fess up one day. She's got kiddos, five of em, and they're adorable. I don't know how in the world she does it though, whether she really "Super Mom" , has a kick butt support system, whatever. I pull my hair out with one. I think a lot of what's going on now has to do with mega stress. I need to vent, go out, hear loud music, and encircle myself with people who understand, which seems to be next to none. I have people who feel me but most of them are away and while that does help and as much as I hate to say this, it just isn't enough.

I took Jordan to school this morning and before I had even gotten back home,I had a phone call, "Jordan's sick and you need to come get him". I ended up getting Brian --NOT BRYANT-- to go get him and take him back to his house. I was told Matthew was there and they talked for a bit and after that he seemed to be doing fine. When I went to pick him up, he was fine, wasn't acting sick and he sure hasn't been acting like a sickly child.

I had a phone call from Christy, my eldest sister, and Naomi, my youngest sister, and I was able to catch Noey's phone call but I missed Chris'. I'll try and call her back tonight. I wrote Melissa too and saw what she had been up to, she's written me back,but I haven't went to check my stuff yet so I dunno what she said.

I haven't heard from Lauren lately, the past few days anyways. She leaves me messages in MySpace, rude ones at that,but hey, at least she's talking to me. She's a nut and we have a good time together. I'm making plans to go to Texas the beginning of 2006. Maybe in March or April sometime. I would like to go back down there in the fall and go to the Renaissance Festival but the timing for that seems to be really bad. When I get there we'll have to plan to do some really cool stuff. I don't have a bathing suit body so water park, I know how much you love them, but I think I'll pass. We could go to that rafting creek place where those asses threw water on me. The Jerk. I was thinking the entire time we were going down that they were doing to dump the water on me and sure nuff it came down and landed splat on me.

I have a potential candidate for watching Napoleon Dynamite with me. I'll have to keep you updated on that. So yea,that was a short paragraph.

Jeremey wasn't supposed to talk to me tonight, said he wasn't going to be on, but then again I'm addictive. HA! Yea. I fancy myself don't I? I pretend to have a huge ego at times though I swear I don't. Ask anybody who has spent more than five minutes talking to me.

Well I actually get to work tomorrow morning so that leaves me with tomorrow night to do something. Maybe I'll get bold and go back to 527, we'll haveto see. I talked to Vi tonight and she's doin' good. I haven't heard from her in a while. I'm going to get going. I don't think bedtime is too far away. I"m going to try and get some things done. I gotta go to work in the morning.

--I have a crush on J.W.S...
Janett

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Date: Wednesday, November 16 , 2005
Time: 6:21 p.m. EST
Current Conditions: Cloudy, 74° (feels like 74°)
Music: Some kids christmas cd
Mood: Aggervated

I was suppose to go to court today with Bryant but he didn't go and pick up his papers so we have to ask for a continuance and wait for another date. This is getting very old, very fast. The whole deal, I believe is he doesn't want to get a job, to work, to pay for his child. Fine, if he doesn't want to pay for Jordan, he needs to let him go. I can't keep processing all this crap in my head or worry that the next time I see him, he's going to be pissed and unload on me. Although, should that ever happened again, I have something for him. If I can't manage it, I have one pissed off friend who would gladly assist. Moving on to brighter and happier subjects.

When I went to pick Jordan up from school today, his teacher came out and spoke to me. It appears if Jordan has introduced Jeremey to his class, in a matter of speaking. That's freaky. What happened you are all wondering I'm sure. Last night, dear sweet Jeremey talked to Jordan for like 30 minutes if not more. Jordan showed him his book on Knights and asked a bazilion questions. He just listened and was "there" and that, apparently,meant the world to Bean. Something that simple, made him so happy. The best part was he didn't' have to do it, It's things like that and moments like that were I realize how much I do like him. Jordan drew a picture of us three, Jeremey, me and him. Drew two of them actually.

--I have a crush on J.W...
Janett

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Date: Tuesday ,November 15, 2005
Time: 7:32 p.m. EST
Current Conditions: Mostly Cloudy, 69° (feels like 69°)
Music: Doug Stone | Come In Out of the Pain
Mood: Lost

I got up this morning and took Jordan to school. Things went unusually well. Since he turned 6 on the 12th, he is under the impression that he doesn't need me to walk him to his class anymore. So this morning I let him out at the drop off point and let him go by himself. I guess this is the beginning of his "I don't need you anymore" stage. I'm alright with it. I wasn't raised by a clingy Mother, just one who would have beat the hell out of me if I did something horrible wrong, and therefore I don't think I'm like that. I'm protective of him, he's my child, but not to the extent most parents are. He has to have chances to make his own choices, yes even this early in life, or he's never going to learn. By choices I'm not saying, let him walk in the road when a car is coming even when I tell him not to. It starts with simple things.

Ellen and Jean came over last night. They were about five days late of leaving Florida to come up here. I blame them for the police being called on me, but that doesn't matter now. I don't really care and I'm not holding it against them. They took Jordan and me out last night for our birthdays. I saw Curtis and I had half a mind to tell him to relay a "fuck you" message to Mr. Robert. The pansy. Dinner went over well. We talked about a lot of stuff, they told me I was looking great but insisted I was far to skinny. They know what I use to look like and I guess that to somebody who remembers that, I am. After dinner they came back to the house and stayed for maybe 15 or 20 minutes and left. She gave me a pair of pants and a T-shirt that she had made for me that reads "Beach Girl" and under it has St. Augustine, FL. I didn't see until after that there was a note attached to it, an invitation if you will. She's wanting me to move down there with them. As much as I hate Sumter, I'm not a beach person. I'm not a heat person. I'm not a giant bug person. A person with my body is the last person anybody would want to see in Florida. Besides, I don't think moving down there would help me any as far as emotional problems go.

I might have made a mistake last night, but Ellen asked me if I was "seeing" anybody and I told her not exactly "seeing" somebody. I told her about Rob and she had a few choice words for him, but that doesn't matter. Then I told her about Jeremey and then she wanted to see pictures so I showed her. Then she said stuff about him and said that I should "peruse him". She says I don't need to give up on love, I'm still young and just because my first husband turned out to be an unruly asshole doesn't mean that every man out there is. I know she's right, I just always seem to find them and open up to them. Right now I'm crossing my fingers and holding my breath that I've done good this time around.

I have been reconnected with some friends from high school. It's kinda neat. I wish I could find some more of my friends. There are four that I would really love to speak with again and they are Chris Smith, Raven McFarlane, Jennifer Powell, and Candice Vaughn/Alldredge. Candice married Lee, and I don't remember what his last name was, I don't even know if they are still married. It was revealed to me that he let a bomb drop on her after they had married, which was he was bisexual. Not a big deal if it had been known before hand. A lot of the people I'm talking to know can't believe how I look. I don't see a difference but then again I'm me. I give myself credit for nothing.

I'm really getting stressed out about work, money, Jordan, men, friends, and life in general. I feel like I'm totally loosing it. The main thing is I don't have anybody, locally, that I can actually go out with, talk things over with or hell just crash and watch a movie. I don't want to be around somebody who, as Pam put it, expects something at the end of the night. I don't want sex hanging over my head all the time. I don't want somebody coming around for what they think they can get. I've been through that way to many times and I'm so freakin tired of it, but I do it to myself. I'm so short with everybody, specially Jordan. I haven't been away from anything in forever. I'm not saying I haven't had time off from work, because I have, though it comes with cost. I don't work, my bills don't get paid, hence, the reason I'm ever so diligently looking for a new job.

I talked to my cousin Grace the other day. She's seems to have done a stupid thing and fell in love. Silly girl. The bad thing is he's broken her heart. I feel so bad for her. I wish I could offer her some kind of condolences but it's impossible, especially when it's real love and not lust. I want to go and spend more time with her and Matt. I miss them bunches!! *Big hugs all the way around*

I need to stick Jordan in the bath. So I guess I'm going to go ahead and close this out.

--I have a crush on J....
Janett

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Date: Sunday ,November 13, 2005
Time: 7:47 a.m. EST
Current Conditions: Cloudy, 48° (feels like 46°)
Music: Edwin McCain | I'll Be
Mood: Just dandy...

I'm here again; and it's been over a week sincemy last posting. Nobody's fault but my own. Not anything has been happening. It's been a busy week and some for me. I've been to Columbia a lot. When I went and helped Jean move, I had the police called on me, that was very exciting. I'm still talking to Jeremey a good bit and I just feel when I do talk to him, I have nothing to post. I guess that's a good thing, but possibly not good for my readers.

Last night my bestest friend from HS, Lauren, myself and a little guy who we use to drag around with us, Nick, all managed to get online at the same time and talk up a storm. Scary, interesting things happened. Lauren hopped offline around 2:00 am I guess and Nick and I didn't get finished talking until almost 3:30. I went, took a shower, went to bed and was up by 7:00 this morning. I'm running hella slow though. Turns out Nick went to college and got a photography major, he sent me some of the pics he took, he takes beautiful photos.

I talked to my cousin Grace. It was great to hear from her. She ended up not coming to Tennessee and stayed in Washington, that means I get to make a trip out to Washington to visit! It's beautiful there.

--I have a crush...
Janett

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Date: Sunday,November 6, 2005
Time: 9:21 a.m. EST
Current Conditions: Partly Cloudy, 56° (feels like 56°)
Music: The Who | Behind Blue Eyes
Mood: Hyper & a little sad

Wow, I've really been neglecting my blog. I do have a good reason though, I've been telling all my daily woes toJeremey. I have managed to converse with him in some way, shape, or form for 33 consecutive days. Scary isn't it? He seems to be a real good guy and besides all that, he hears me out. Actually it's been more days than that, just checked it out. Just sharing the real facts here people. I was hoping to get to talk to him this morning. I wrote him last night when I got back in and because I didn't have any offlines, I just assumed that he was still at work but after I sent the last message, not even one minute later he sent me a message that read "Hold on" but I had already gone. Pisses me off. He is one of the most soothing people to talk to, he's easy to talk to and it's not easy for me to talk to people. I gotta date with him when he gets back. There are some kinda tentative plans and I do have an anticipated return date, but it's a long ways off. I guess when it comes to stuff like that, all you can do is wait and I'll have to do just that.

Yesterday I saw this guy in the post office and normally when I see people but can't place them, I just sit there and think to myself where I saw them but I just blurted out, while he was saying something mind you, "You look awfully familiar" and just kinda stared for about 5 minutes then I was like I know I've seen you before and then was like "Oh well" Then I said what was it you wanted and he goes "I forgot". Too cute. Anyways, I remembered where I saw him at and all, we talked for a bit. It was reallyweird though. So I gave him my number and I was thinking he might call Sunday after work but noooo. At 1:08 am my phone rings and it's Adam. Good thing I wasn't asleep. We talked for a while then he let me go and called me back about 2:30 or so, I could be wrong on the timing. Then I went and picked him up and we went and saw one of my friends who works at a gas station in Sumter over by Wedgefiled. On the way back last night we stopped and got out of the car off Bell Road. It was awesome, you could hear deer moving in the trees and there was an owl. Too bad Jeremey wasn't with me. *sniffs* Adam got skeered. *laughs*

It was kinda funny. We had just walked in the door and these people came in behind us and Selena said something to the effect of "Don't let your Auntie come out of the house looking like that" I turned and looked, naturally and it was a woman who's hair was a fro. Adam was looking outside at something and the woman with the hair goes "Excuse me sir, why are you looking at me like that" he looked at me and then she said "I'm talking to you sir, there's no other man in here". Here I am thinking somebody's about to get the smack put down and he replied with "I wasn't even looking at you" She popped off with some kinda attitude. I then had to kid him about being away fromMayesville for not even 30 minutes and he's already getting himself in trouble. He's here, from Texas, helping with ginning season. I asked him what it was like working with James and he as well as the others, or most of them, from what I could tell, don't care for it too much.

I'm supposed to have some jokes to tell today but I don't feel too much in the joking mood. I told some piano jokes and some other jokes that I used all the time when I was little. I'm hoping it's not ungodly hot in the church like it was last Sunday.

The end of this week, Thursday to be exact, after Jordan gets out of school, I'm going to pick Jordan up and we're going to Columbia and I'm going to help my friend get her stuff sorted so she can move. It's going to be sad to see her go but I know life goes on. People worm their ways into your heart and then POOF they're gone.

There is some really bad music on the radio right now. Just changed it, much better now. I guess I'm going to go ahead and get moving. I'm sure there is something I could be doing seeing as how lil' boo isn't here.

--Love Hazel Eyes...
Janett

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Date: Wednesday,November 2, 2005
Time: 9:55 p.m. EST
Current Conditions: Clear , 47° (feels like 47°)
Music: Elton John | Someone Saved My Life Tonight
Mood: Cold-lonely

Not much has been going on. Update. Halloween went well. Jess and Rob came over about 5:00 and Jordan and I got finished getting dressed and we went to Dazell and out by Shaw and got buttloads of candy. Poor Jordan was so tired that when we got home he didn't even take off his costume, he just went and crawled in the bed and passed out. I went as a younger version of myself. Interested?

Yes, that was a me when I was younger. I use to dress like that. I also went Sunday night as a younger version of myself and the people couldn't believe it. I'm not sure why though. I don't have a picture from that night, so you'll just have to take my word for it. I guess you guys know that Jordan was Harry Potter. I couldn't help but laugh and giggle while he and Rob were darting from yard to yard and his little pointy hat was trailing out behind him.

This song I'm listening to reminds me of Eddie from Stephen Kings The Dark Tower series. He's always talking about this song. I loved those books and he was a freakin hoot. My kinda guy. There is one part in book 2 I believe where he and Roland are on the plane trying to get off. Too funny. I read that part over and over and over again. Speaking of books, I'm pretty excited. Here before to long, I'll be getting "A Feast For Crows" in the mail. About freakin time too. In the mean time I'm reading Moon on the Water which is a bunch of short stories. Some of them are kind of frightening. Example? A 5 year old while looking for a dull butter knife to make an open face peanut butter sandwich like his mom uses instead eyes a shiny knife and takes it to his baby brother. That's flat out sick. There isn't any thing horrific about that, just pure twisted. I'm weird and stuff like that but there's a difference between that and sick or at least there is in my book.

I found one of my friends from high school Glenn. We used to live in the same neighborhood. I must admit he looks totally different from anything I ever thought he'd look like. He's the lead singer in a band called Savalt. Unfortunately, I haven't heard their music yet but have read the songs Glenn's wrote and the lyrics are powerful.

This morning when I awoke, we had no power and seeing as how when I got finished talking with J last night I went right to bed, I didn't get to ya know. Anyways. Oh yea. I have some news. I have a tentative date with him, whenever he gets back and assuming he doesn't return with a foreign bride.

This weekend I was supposed to go and get my tattoo but seeing as how scheduling with our two work schedules doesn't look promising, I don't know if we're going this weekend or sometime before Thanksgiving. We'll just have to see. This is the rest of my birthday present from a friend. I designed my own tattoo and I'm only gonna get it if it isn't too expensive. I'm excited. I think later I might get it colored in or at least part of it but not right now. As soon as I get it, I'll get a pic and shove it up so everybody can see.

Tomorrow Jordan and I are going to my friends studio to get some test shots taken. I don't want "normal" pictures. Everybody does normal. I want something totally different and fun, not the boring, sit down all proper, force a smile when you really want to cry, and look all mundane, no way. She's taken some photos for me before but not lately.

I still have people asking me about Rob and it's making me uncomfortable and we're not talking just a little either. I think some of the people who were closer to me and knew what was going or or what happened I should say have stopped asking and are just there if I need to talk, which is nice.

Jordan's birthday is coming up. He's into some weird stuff but I'll see what I can do.

I'm sitting here looking back up at this post and it's one of the most random posts I've ever done I do believe or at least it is in a while. I'm out. Talk to ya more inabit!

--I love brown eyed guys...
Janett