Alright. At the end of this past year I had serious issues with my computer, thanks to Eric & Joey at Innovative Integrations, I have my computer back. I just got around to installing the software again so I can do this mess. Besides, I can give you a run down on what's been goin on in my lil' live since we last spoke.

Thanksgiving was alright, I mean I survived and lived and everything so I made it to Christmas. Christmas, however really sucked. Jordan had a real good day. He still has presents all around the house in boxes and stuff. I guess he got a lot of stuff this year from different people, and I totally appreciate that you guys.

On the 29th of December I drove to Anniston, AL to see my friends. I stayed at Tasha's Moms' house. That night I went out and hooked up with Pam, Landon, Jeremy, Eric, Nick, and Tasha. We had a good time. Somebody should have taken a picture of all of us together though, see these folks just don't think. I have to do all that. *sighs* New Years Eve I was at Tasha's house in Talladega and we just kinda sat around and did some other stuff. Had fun though. I was supposed to leave New Years Day but I couldn't bear the thought of it so I stayed another day and came back to Podunk on the second of January in the year Two Thousand and Six.

I have the potential to get a job there, in Alabama, that would be better than what I have now. There is just one problem. Right now my heart is torn and I have no idea what to do. There is a part of me that wants to stay here for one reason and one reason only. I'll give you all a hint, it starts with a "J". I haven't disclosed this problem to him but if he's reading it, I'm going to assume he now knows. I've been dealing with difficult issues of the heart, specially now and I have no idea what to do. See this is where I need my mom so I can talk to her and see what she'd have to say, she wouldn't tell me to stay and she wouldn't tell me to go BUT she would give me some kind of insight and sine light on both issues.

I have company coming in from out of town and an appointment with Genovia later on to go walking. She broke down and told everybody at the Bishopville PO that I was her inspiration to loose weight this year and I give her props, she's doin good so far. I'm not sure how much weight she wants to loose but she's on her way. As for myself I've lost 6 pounds since the start of the year. Anywho. I got stuff to do. I'm out.

--Let my memory be the reason you can't sleep
Janett